The blue ocean mermaid memories, all doubts
Green reminded Luolian, how could such a crucial person be forgotten! Fenlei, the one who gave birth to her and raised her, in this world, there is no one clearer about a child's life than their mother!
From childhood to adulthood, Fan Rui never mentioned a word about Luo Lian's father. Luo Lian thought that the most plausible explanation for her resemblance to the people of Mermaid Island and the rumors that she looked like them was that her father was actually from Mermaid Island! This would mean that her appearance was inherited from her father, and it would also explain why she could live on the island as a child. If Luo Lian was indeed the missing little mermaid Qing Qing, then her father would be Blue Sea Meng, which would make Fan Rui Meng's wife. But wasn't Meng's wife the legendary Female Painting God Luo Fan Cai... Luo Fan Cai, Fan Rui, Luo Lian... Luo Lian repeated these three names to herself, wondering if the legendary Female Painting God Luo Fan Cai was actually her mother, Fan Rui, from her hometown? However, Luo Lian had never seen Fan Rui exhibit even a hint of the elegant and refined demeanor of Luo Fan Cai, nor had she ever seen her paint. Moreover, wasn't Luo Fan Cai supposed to be dead? How did she come back to life, travel to a distant country, and end up living a poor and struggling life, working multiple jobs with a gloomy face?
Let's talk about Luo Lian, if she was indeed the little mermaid Qingqing, the most important thing is, why can't she remember herself? And what made her follow the female painter to leave the human world and go to the mortal realm... Wait a minute, little mermaid Qingqing went missing four years after falling into the mortal realm, so it wasn't the female painter who took her away. Then how did she leave the hidden mermaid island by herself?
Luolan seems to have figured it out, but suddenly her mind is a mess. What's going on? What happened? Or maybe Luo Fan wasn't actually Luo Fen's biological mother? So she couldn't say who Luolan's father was! Then how did Luo Fen adopt Luolan? Maybe Luo Fen didn't know about Luolan's past either? Is that why she wouldn't say anything, because she simply didn't know? She just picked her up from somewhere and had no idea where she came from or what kind of storms she had weathered before that.
Luo Lian wanted to ask Fan Lei, but she hesitated because she was suspicious. Would Fan Lei tell her? If she planned to reveal this secret, why had she kept it hidden for so long? When Luo Lian first applied to Mingwan University, it would have been the best time for Fan Lei to tell her, but she didn't. Instead, she chose to remain silent, continuing to bury the secret deep within herself, waiting for it to rot and decay until everyone involved, including Fan Lei and Luo Lian themselves, had passed away, and the secret could be completely erased, as if it never existed. So why did she want to keep it hidden?
Luo Lian's head was about to explode, but she couldn't help thinking. She thought back to when she applied to Ming Wan University, and how Fen Lei had said nothing at the time, yet tried every means to stop Luo Lian from leaving her hometown, to prevent her from reaching Ming Wan University. Wasn't it all because she wanted to prevent Luo Lian from knowing the story of the famous female painter who fell from heaven, from knowing that she and the residents of Ren Yu Island shared similar physical characteristics, from knowing the truth about her own life, and from staying in Ming Wan University and refusing to return home? Didn't Fen Lei already know all this? She had known all along that if Luo Lian went to Ming Wan University, there would be endless trouble.
Along with this matter, she thought of that postcard again. At that time, she showed the postcard to Fan Wei, and Fan Wei's expression was strange. At that time, Luo Lian had not realized it, but now thinking about it, everything is suspicious. (Yangzhou Book Club)
