The university dream, it's just like this.

  Waiting for the results is a long process, Luolan also went to work in the cafeteria like many of her classmates, but she couldn't do things with peace of mind like other students, she didn't know what she was doing or why she had to do it, she always drifted off and got lost in thought.

  The long-awaited college entrance examination results were announced, and Lianlian really achieved good grades. Her family thought it was a matter of course, but only she knew that as a romantic and free-spirited person, she had actually survived the purgatory of middle school, no matter what her grades were, it was already a miracle. Now, after enduring what she thought was the darkest year of her life, she has made it to 19 years old, the life she longed for has turned around, and all the beautiful things she yearned for are already beckoning her forward.

  When filling out the volunteer form, all the students were discussing and making decisions with their parents. Luolian also went home, but no one discussed anything with her. Luolian waited for Fanrui countless times, but ended up falling asleep. In the morning when she woke up, Fanrui had already left the house. Until the day of filling out the volunteer form, in the early morning, Fanrui woke Luolian up and said: "Don't worry, whichever school you apply to, tuition fees are not a problem. I don't have time for you, go fill out the volunteer form yourself, just one request from me, apply to schools within our city."

  Fen Lei finished speaking and left, Luo Lian arrived at school, holding the volunteer form in her hand. The form allowed filling two schools, Luo Lian wrote a key university in this city, and another key university in this city, both majors were economics and trade, because it was currently the best major for employment in this city.

  Lotus falls, dejectedly leaving school and walking home, the university dream she had been striving for was just like this.

  Luo Lian returned home, opened her diary and wrote only one sentence: Today I submitted my application. The postcard that was inserted in the diary revealed a corner, Luo Lian pulled it out and stared at it absent-mindedly. She flipped over to the back and looked carefully, her eyes welling up with tears as she struggled to make out a few words. Luo Lian guessed and recognized a place name: Mingwan Liya Central Island North Port Area 106. Luo Lian had an idea, wrote a letter and sent it out, putting a photo of herself in the envelope, along with a note that read: "If possible, I'd love to become a letter, flying to where you are."

  On a sunny August afternoon, Lu Lian had just finished her bath and was sitting in front of the mirror at the door, combing her long hair that shone like a red waterfall. Suddenly, the school office called to inform her that she could pick up her admission notice. She hastily threw down her comb and ran to school. A bright red express envelope with her name clearly written on it was handed over to her. She squeezed through the crowd, carefully tore it open, and inside was an admission notice from the city's top university. Everyone gathered around, expressing their envy.

  Lian handed the admission letter to Fanrui, who finally showed a smile she had never shown before. The smile soon turned into tears: "We've finally made it through the day!" She said, handing her a bank card: "There's four years' worth of tuition fees inside, I'm giving it all to you at once. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief and put my mind at ease." Lian held the large sum of money in her hand, feeling a mix of emotions. Fanrui, who had always been frugal to the point of being able to split one coin into eight pieces, was now giving Lian this huge amount of tuition fees without batting an eyelid.

  Classmates who are going to take the exam in other places are now busy buying plane tickets and train tickets, busy buying luggage and packing their bags. Luolian doesn't need anything, just watching is enough. Luolian is almost closer to the university than her middle school, running around campus every day is already a matter of course. Luolian has a sense of desolation, as if she was left behind, as if she had never really taken the college entrance exam, life hasn't changed in any substantial way, the world is still the same old world, only with less homework and an older age, but still going back and forth between two points.