Chapter 81: I'm Not Crying

  "Not at all, Zǐzǐ, I'm telling you, when I was in junior high school, before I met Xiǎo Chǔ Gēge, I was super naughty back then. In school, I was literally a little devil. You know? I even did things like using glue to stick my classmates' books, clothes, and pencil cases together."

  "How boring you really are!"

  "Haha, can't help it, who let the mobile phone station be so messy"

  "At that time, they just knew how to bully me, just mocking me for being a child without a father. But Zǐzǐ, I really didn't care at all, not even a bit."

  Her fists clenched involuntarily, and Zhao Jingxuan's eyes were really red this time. The whole person looked like he had just recovered from his sharp energy, but it was very obvious that he wasn't ignoring it, because he simply couldn't ignore it, because of his unknown father, because she really didn't have a dad.

  She must have been pretending to be strong just now, she must have been very careful not to let those people see through her mask. In fact, she cares, she cares a lot, Shu Zi Yi understands her and knows how hard it is for her right now, after all, she saw everything just now too, but she doesn't dare say or do anything.

  Because of fear... afraid that Xuanxuan will retreat back into her own shell, because Xuanxuan is not willing to show her true emotions in front of others, even if it's her... Only Xiao Chu? Because only Xiao Chu has seen her real tears, only Xiao Chu can peek at the heart that should have been wounded and scarred for the sake of family.

  "Xuan Xuan, don't say that, isn't it all in the past? Can't you just let go a bit? This Xuan Xuan, I feel like I'm seeing a stranger. Xuan Xuan, if you want to cry, then just cry."

  "Hahaha... Haha... Zǐzǐ, you're thinking too much! Why would I cry? Why would I cry? I'm not going to cry, I'm not a wild child, I have a mom, I have a loving mom..."

  "Yes, you have a very good mother, Xuan Xuan, okay, don't hold back, cry out for me!"

  The tightly pursed lips, the stubborn eyes, yet tears refused to fall. This scene almost imperceptibly pained everyone's heart, not just Shu Zi Yi, but also the six people standing by the relatively secluded window outside, who seemed to feel stifled in their hearts as well.