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The 4th page: The saddest when I like you (20)

  The 4th Most Heartbreaking Thing When You Like Someone (20)

  When that exquisite scarf appeared before everyone's eyes, several onlookers couldn't help but let out a small gasp of amazement.

  "Get out! I don't want your gift!" Gu Xiannian's disgusted gaze was like a glacier, making Tang Sugar feel cold to the bone. Every word he spat out was like a deadly bullet, hitting her sorrowful heart one by one.

  Tang sugar's chest heaved constantly, her eyes were misty, but no tears fell. She mechanically and slowly picked up the scarf that condensed her deep feelings as a girl, she was guarding her humble, sorrowful, pure and flawless secret crush, the first true love of her youth, even if it was a mistaken affection, she would never let anyone trample on it!

  Because she was too focused to hold back the overwhelming sadness in her heart, her phone slipped out of her pocket. Tangtang didn't notice at all, she picked up her scarf and turned around, walking towards her seat with a lost soul.

  Fairy tale found the phone behind her, picked it up and saw that the desktop on the phone screen was actually a photo of Gu Xianye. The photo was very blurry, obviously taken secretly.

  A flash of ferocity flickered in Tong Hua's eyes, gone in an instant. She deliberately let out a startled cry: "Ah!"

  Everyone's gaze was drawn to her, staring at the phone in her hand.

  "What's going on? Is there something new inside?" a classmate curiously asked, and some people even poked their heads in.

  "No, nothing." The fairy tale of "no silver three hundred taels" was even more evasive and elusive, making the surrounding classmates itchy with curiosity, and even Gu Xianian looked at her with suspicion.

  Tang Sugar didn't notice anything unusual at first, but seeing all her classmates surrounding Tong Hua's body, she felt a sense of unease for no reason. Suddenly, it dawned on her what had happened, and she froze, her hands thrust into her pockets, for several seconds. The thing she was most worried about had finally happened!

  Actually, Tangtang wasn't afraid of anyone knowing or mocking her, except for Gu Xianyun; she was afraid of incurring his even stronger disdain.

  She rushed forward recklessly, pushing through the crowd, and faced Tong Hua face to face. A pair of blood-red eyes stared at Tong Hua's delicate small face, saying word by word: "Return...to...me!"

  The fairy tale was stunned by the dangerous aura emanating from her, and slowly got up from her seat with a trembling heart, handing over her phone.

  Just as Tang Tang was about to reach out, Gu Xiannian snatched it away with a swift motion, gazing deeply into Tang Tang's eyes. That one glance was like a sharp blade piercing through Tang Tang's heart, causing blood to flow profusely.

  He held up his mobile phone, and many curious heads had already leaned over to see the blurry photo. Everyone's eyes turned to Gu Xianian.

  Gu Xiannian's face was as if he had suffered a great insult, his face iron-green with rage, he glared at Tangtang with a slanted gaze, not saying a word, and suddenly pushed through the crowd, taking a swift step to the window, holding up his phone high, and fiercely smashing it outside.

  The whole class fell silent, staring at Gu Xian Nian in shock and amazement, this was the most astonishing thing he had ever done.

  Tang Tang felt like she had been beaten up in public, her face was burning hot, and suddenly a fire ignited in her heart, burning endlessly, almost engulfing her entire being.

  She finally walked out of the classroom under everyone's strange gaze, silently went downstairs, and then to the window outside, picked up the phone, the screen was already shattered, just like her heart, which had been fragmented long ago.

  When she walked into the classroom with her broken phone, the normally noisy classroom fell silent as if because of her entrance. Those teasing, mocking and disdainful eyes kept sizing her up, and suddenly it seemed like there was a secret in the class that no one could mention.

  The little boy laughed wickedly on one side.

  Tang sugar pretended not to see, walking straight to her own seat, but her palms were a little sweaty, and even her legs were trembling. Was it that sorrow had reached its peak and then subsided? Anyway, Tang sugar endured and didn't cry at the time.

  All day, Tangtang was in a daze, and in her mind, it was like an old projector repeatedly replaying that scene, where he told her to get out, with a look of disgust on his face.

  Tang Tang's mouth curled up in a faint, cold smile. In an instant, she suddenly realized how foolish and naive her past self had been. She used to try so hard to chase after someone just to hold hands with him, despite the difficulties along the way. As long as she could see his back, she felt like everything was bright and worth it. Now that she thinks about it, the warm gaze, the radiant smile he once gave her, even getting angry at her on a summer night - she had mistakenly taken all these as weights to anchor herself with, pouring in all her efforts. Only now did she realize that all her chips were just mirages, how laughable and absurd! She had actually given her heart to someone who had rejected her time and again!

  Afternoon, as soon as she returned home, Táng Táng ignored her aunt's surprised and concerned gaze, rushed into her own room, locked the door, pulled down the thick curtains, and in the dark space, she wept uncontrollably. She finally understood that Gù Xiǎo Nián's brief stay with her was only because of her kindness to him, if he didn't need her, he could let her leave without any hesitation or attachment.

  Tang sugar's body slowly slid to the floor along the door, and in her heart, she kept asking herself what was good about Gu Xianyan anyway? Even if he really had 100% goodness, she wouldn't be able to get even a single point of it.

  The road ahead is bleak, Tang sugar, you have to put it down, you have to forget, you have to let go, you have to turn back!

  Tang sugar was like being seriously ill, her whole body weak, using her hand to support the door, barely standing up. She walked listlessly to the desk, trembling as she took out the treasure box and opened it. When she saw those notes that she treasured, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

  She cried for a while and finally stopped her tears, took out those notes and lit the match.

  When the flames of the matchstick licked those strips, Tang sugar unexpectedly did not shed a single tear, but her inner heart was undergoing a rare tsunami, it swept through her heart, swept through her flesh, swept through her senses, and thus the sky was dark, and thus the earth cracked, and thus they parted ways, never to turn back!

  Tang Sugar stared intently at the paper strips being burned into unsightly black ash, just like her dark memories. She scooped up the black ash with her hands and walked to the window, then flung them out with both hands. The black ash quickly dispersed in the vast night sky, leaving no trace.

  Yes, I want to forget all these sorrows and not let them accumulate in my heart. From now on, I will change and no longer be the Sugar who can be bullied by anyone. I will make those who hurt me pay a heavy price!

  Eagerly awaiting!

  Here is the translation:

  Originally, this chapter had 50 episodes, but Zhen Xiang big brother kept advising me to end it quickly, saying that if I continued writing in such a literary style, it would be a disaster. Actually, I originally wanted to express a girl's growth, and there were no real villains inside, only the hardships of life. Zhen Xiang big brother always thought that if I wrote like that, readers would lose interest quickly. Okay, let's listen to him then.

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