Chapter 44: Li Ruoxuan

  What was pressed under Xiaoxi's pillow wasn't anything else, but a bunch of paper cranes. The paper cranes were filled with dense and messy words. I randomly picked up a few, and they were all about the things that happened between Xiaoxi and me when we lived together.

  "Today, Mu Ge made a fried egg, but it was slightly overcooked. However, looking at Mu Ge's gloomy face, it's too cute. As I ate Mu Ge's fried egg, I felt very happy and content. I love this feeling. I like being with Mu Ge, forever together."

  "Mu Ge, do you know? When you rode a bike with me to the park, I saw that old couple in their 70s or 80s still loving each other, and I was so envious. How I wish we could grow old together. Mu Ge, I love you, love you very much."

  "Yesterday I slept with Mu Ge again. Actually, I also like sleeping with Mu Ge. I want to be his wife, the most beloved wife."

  "I've been dating Mu Ge for two months now, I'm very happy, he's good to me. I originally wanted to give myself to him today, but Mu Ge was too shy and didn't dare make a move, and I couldn't bring myself to say it clearly either. So we missed the chance, next time I'll give myself to Mu Ge again, and Mu Ge will definitely treasure me."

  I casually unfolded a few paper cranes to take a look, and found that inside some of the paper cranes were the bits and pieces of my life with Xiaoxi. I knew Xiaoxi loved me deeply, she had high hopes for our future together, and wished to grow old with me. But in the end, I still abandoned her, I feel like a scoundrel, I failed to live up to Xiaoxi's expectations of me, I don't deserve Xiaoxi's love.

  I stayed up all night, unable to sleep. Although it's said that men shouldn't cry, but at this moment I've cried more tears than I have in years. I know the deeper you love, the deeper you hate, so I'm sure Xiao Hui must still be hating me now, maybe she'll always hate me. Right now I really miss Xiao Hui, thinking of her happy face, thinking of her leaning against me.

  Maybe this is fate, I can only be Xiaoxi's older brother, I still have to silently protect her and care for her. Being a man who forever watches over her from the corner.

  I don't know how I fell asleep afterwards. But I do know that I slept with Hee's blanket, which still had the lingering scent of her, as if she were by my side, very peaceful and comforting.

  When I got out of bed, my eyes seemed a bit swollen. I knew it was because of last night's crying. I walked out the door, thinking Lin Xin Yu had already gotten up, so I went straight into my bedroom.

  However, after I went in, I found that the other party was still sleeping. What made me even more unbearable was that she had taken off her skirt and covered her lower abdomen with a quilt. The scene that entered my eyes was the most infuriating one - Lin Xin Yu had opened her legs. At that moment, my eyes were straight, and now I don't know what to do. Should I quietly exit the room or move forward and take care of her? It's worth noting that when men wake up in the morning, they are at their strongest. Now, I'm holding back, and I can definitely compete with Liu Xiaohui.

  Just as I was wandering around, Lin Xinyu suddenly woke up. She sat up, but her posture still made it difficult for me not to be impulsive. She looked at me, and I was still staring at her there. Then she deliberately said angrily to me: "How come you didn't knock on the door when you came in? You've seen me like this, my reputation is all ruined. My innocence!"

  I twitched the corner of my mouth at that time, and actually told me to clear up. It turns out that I am the victim, she has been played countless times by others, but I am still a virgin. But how dare I say this, I can only helplessly say that this is my room, of course, I want to come in.

  She said why I was staring at her there. It's really hard to explain, but I still said with a straight face, who told you not to wear pants yourself? Since you don't wear them, it's always for people to see.

  "Hmph, you've seen everything, and yet you still have the nerve to act innocent. Are you going to take responsibility for me or not?" Lin Xin Yu hummed.

  I'm really frowning now, if I were in charge, what would I do? I did look at her, but it wasn't on purpose. Besides, many people looked at her, and I didn't even approach her, so why should I be responsible for that? That's just not fair.

  Lin Xinyu looked at my embarrassed expression, then covered her mouth and smiled: "Alright, just kidding. Let's consider it as the reward for saving me. How was it? Was it exciting? Want to see more?"

  Oh God, please save me. The desperate cry in my heart, I've never seen such a mess. I had to make a run for it in the end. Luckily, I asked the maid to prepare an extra serving yesterday morning, so there's still enough food for two people now.

  After dinner, I was convinced that I didn't want Lin Xinyu to stay in my house anymore. Just one day had driven me crazy, and after I solemnly swore that I was physically fine, I told her she could go home. As a result, she retorted with a sentence: "If the body is fine, then it's good, but if there's no problem, why can't you see beautiful women without wanting to do something?"

  I immediately fainted, if I hadn't been holding back all along, I would have eaten her long ago. In the end, Lin Xinyu was still invited back by me. I finally felt at ease staying alone at home to rest for two days. What I didn't expect was that Lin Xinyu also didn't take her own things away. I called her back to pick them up in the end, and she said leave them with me as a keepsake.

  Lin Xinyu left, although it's quieter now. But indeed, some fun is also gone, and Yang Qian told me not to look for her these days, I always feel like there's a problem. After holding back for two days, I called her, but the phone was turned off, and QQ wasn't online either. Now that Yang Qian isn't with me, I realize what's missing in life. It turns out that Yang Qian also quietly left a deep mark on my heart.

  A few days later, my injury finally healed, but I felt particularly lethargic. Later, Uncle Li called me and asked me to go to his place that night. Although I didn't know the reason, I naturally didn't dare to slack off. When I walked into Uncle Li's office, I saw that there was a girl inside besides Uncle Li, who looked quite good-looking, especially with delicate and lovely facial features, looking like a Moe girl type. However, I don't believe in this era that there are any Moe girls, which girl doesn't understand various things? As for the so-called Moe girl, it's just that they know everything but pretend to be cute and playful in front of you.