Chapter 31 Part 4

  Rushing out of school, I don't know where I should go. My heart is in a mess...

  "Cold dark night, what do you mean, why are you suddenly so gentle to me, it's all so confusing... really confusing. Why is the man I love so selfish, how can he hurt me and Xiao Xiu like this? Cold dark night, I was wrong about you, now, I won't be heartbroken for you again, because, you're not worth it!"

  Although it is said so, disappointment is real and heartache is also real.

  Come back again to the seaside where Ling brought me...

  Why is everything developing so out of control now? Why did I suddenly seem to lose all the people who are especially important to me...

  Why is it me? Why can't I spend the last days of my life happily? Why was I chosen, why do they all want to use me?

  I stood there blankly, taking step by step towards the sea. The icy seawater had soaked my ankles and wetted the hem of my skirt. But I didn't want to stop... just wanted to keep walking like this, all the way to the center of the sea. Just like that, drowning in the water, never wanting to come out again.

  "Miss!"

  Suddenly, a splashing sound came from behind me, and a warm hand grasped mine.

  "Miss, what are you going to do?!"

  A gentle voice with a hint of urgency. I slightly turned my head, and the man behind me had healthy bronze skin, chestnut-colored short hair, black eyes, and compared to the cold darkness and Ling's pale complexion, this man had a completely different temperament that gave people a sense of health and positivity.

  Damn it, why did I think of those two men again!

  "No matter what, people should live a good life..."

  "But I won't be able to live for much longer."

  I don't know why, but I can say such words so naturally to a stranger.

  "Are you... ill?"

  The man slightly furrowed his brow, this guy... even furrowing his brow is so handsome.

  "What's your name? May I have the pleasure of your company for a little while?"

  Empty heart, lonely feeling, now... I really need someone to accompany me, give me warmth. Otherwise, I really don't know if I will die alone like this. I'm so afraid of dying alone...

  "Mo Hai, you can call me Hai."

  "The ocean... what a great name... the sea... can always contain everything."