Chapter 29 Part 2

  My lips trembled as I tightly furrowed my brow and gazed out into the cold dark night.

  Does he even know what he's saying... He's like this, it will only reignite my hope. If he can't promise me anything, why is he doing this! So selfish... This man... so selfish...

  "Xue Er, last night... I was really worried about you... couldn't control my worry... can you give me some time? Give me some time to sort out my emotions..."

  "No! No! No! Cold and dark night... I said it was the last time I'd hold you! I meant it. I said I'd forget everything about you, and I will! Please... please don't be so selfish... don't stir up my longing for you again... if you can't give me anything, then don't make me wait for you..."

  I wept and pushed open the cold dark night, vaulted over the railing of the rooftop, and jumped down. In mid-air, I spread out my black wings... Now, all I want is to find a place with no people, and reorganize my emotions. Having finally decided to start anew, having decided to once again protect the two most important people to me, why... Why did it turn out like this?

  Cold dark night... Why are you such a selfish man...

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  "Snow... you... have been doing well?"

  Nan Gong Ling looked at Qian Lingshuang's pale face and felt an inexplicable pang in his heart. He gently supported her face, which was surprisingly icy to the touch.

  "Do you think... I'll be okay?"

  Qian Ling Qing Xue dodged Nan Gong Ling's hand, her voice was so ethereal that it made people wonder if the person in front of them was really standing there.

  "Stop it, Qing Xue..."

  "What's wrong with me?"

  "You..."

  "Nangong Ling, don't always think you understand me... Since you decided to give up in the first place, then... don't show me any concern again. Because now, all your concerns seem superfluous to me... You've already shattered my heart, and it can't be put back together..."

  Qian Ling Qing Xue said, suddenly starting a violent cough.

  "Clear snow!"

  Nan Gong Xi's eyes were filled with resentment as he gazed at Nan Gong Ling, his back straight and his shoulders squared against the cold snow.

  "Brother..."