Chapter 43 Part 1

  Ling, why did you have to do this... was it because you didn't want that silly girl to get hurt again? But, how exactly did Ling save Xiaoxiu...

  Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shudder all over, could it be... Ling... turned Xiaoxiu into a vampire and then erased Xiaoxiu's memory?

  This is the only possibility now.

  "It's all over for Xiaoxiu on this cold and dark night."

  I gazed at the desolate and dark night beside me, although I knew that Ling might just want to hide from us. But seeing how heartbroken the dark night looked, I really couldn't bear it...

  "Hmm..."

  Unexpectedly, the cold and dark night seemed to be not exciting at all, but rather depressing, leaning against the corner of the bed...

  Why... how can he be so calm, does he already know?

  "Xiaoxiu doesn't remember anything anymore... you... don't be sad."

  "I understand."

  It turns out that the cold and dark night was something I already knew about. It's because of this... that he became so decadent...

  "Xue Er, I... have some things I want to talk to you about alone..."

  "Uh..."

  "You all talk, I'll go out first, Xue Er, take care of your body."

  After hearing what Leng An Ye said, Hai Kai Men walked out of the room. The entire ward was left with only me and Leng An Ye.

  "Go ahead and say what you want."

  Now, I've thought it through... This guy and I are destined to be impossible, why must I make myself suffer so much? Many things can't be forced, yet deceiving oneself into letting go, the heart still aches. So now... I just want to follow my own heart, love the cold dark night, but no longer force being with him... Being able to look at him like this makes me happy... Even if one day I die and he forgets about me, it doesn't matter anymore...

  "Sorry."

  Getting up in the cold and dark night, slightly tilting her head, her eyes still unfocused.

  "No need to apologize to me, I know that at that time you were so worried about Xiaoxiu that you lost your mind..."

  "It's not just because of what happened and your apology..."

  "What is it?"

  "I'm sorry... for forgetting the promise we made at first... I'm sorry... for not fulfilling my commitment... I'm sorry... for the pain I caused you... I'm sorry... for realizing too late what's in my heart... Xue Er, I'm sorry. I don't ask for your forgiveness, nor do I dare to hope that you will forgive me. When I saw you with someone else... I only then realized how important you are to me. I don't know why I fell in love with you... During the three days you were unconscious, I was struggling, I didn't dare admit that I really loved you... I couldn't face Xiao Xiu anymore... and similarly, I felt like I couldn't face you either..."