Chapter 41 Part 5

  Where is this place...

  I'm not sure where I am right now, everything around me is a vast expanse of white... Yes, as far as the eye can see, it's all white! Pure white... Where on earth is this? Is this heaven? Someone like me with bloodstained hands and carrying lives on my shoulders... How could I possibly end up in heaven.

  "Is anyone there?"

  I shouted loudly, but was surprised to find that in such a vast and empty place, there wasn't even the slightest echo. Strange... where exactly am I? Is this my dream?

  I curled up my body and sat on the ground, burying my head deep into the crook of my arm.

  If this is a dream... then I never want to wake up. The tranquility here can soothe my wounded heart. It's really so quiet...

  "Xuě ér..."

  Who? Who's calling me? Why does the voice sound so familiar... who...

  "Xuě ér..."

  "Xiao Xiū!"

  I finally heard whose voice it was and I suddenly stood up and looked around in all directions.

  "Xiao Xiu! Xiu...... where are you? Come out... come out!"

  "Xue Er, I'm here."

  I turned around, but found Xiaoxiu standing behind me in a white dress... This girl... really looks like an angel. Suddenly, I felt like crying, this silly girl... is so kind-hearted, why did heaven take away her young life.

  "Xiaoxiu, I'm sorry."

  I looked at Xiaoxiu, suddenly unsure of how to face her. In front of her, I was like a dirty rag. The distance between us... was so far away.

  "Xue Er, don't say sorry to me, promise me, don't abandon the dark night... He really loves you, it's just that he hasn't realized it yet."

  "Xiao Xiu..."

  "Xue Er, listen to me, I really love An Ye, so I sincerely hope he can be happy..."

  "No! Xiaoxiu! You're dead, and the cold darkness will never have happiness again! How can he forgive himself? Xiaoxiu... for his sake, don't die..."

  I rushed forward wanting to tightly hug Xiaoxiu, but I passed through her body... Could it be... What I'm seeing now is only Xiaoxiu's soul? Xiaoxiu... Is she really dead?

  "Xue Er, don't worry... I won't leave you... never will..."

  Xiaoxiu said, and her figure gradually disappeared.

  "Xue Er... don't leave us either... remember this weekend... An Ye's birthday..."

  Xiaoxiu's voice also disappeared into a vast expanse of whiteness...