Chapter 82: Afraid of Losing What I Love

  If it doesn't work domestically, I'll go abroad. If it doesn't work in this country, I'll switch to another one. Searching globally, I can always find a doctor who can help me safely recover my memories...

  "Ouyang Hengxi, isn't that enough?" Chen Yinzhong had snapped out of his deep contemplation.

  Hearing the voice behind her, Ouyang Hengxi smiled and said goodbye to Xia Xingyin, indicating that she shouldn't worry before turning around.

  Looking at Chen Yin Zhi, Ouyang Heng Xi said calmly to him: "Remember what you said during our last private conversation? I don't care if you've done it or not now. Because I estimate that the time you and Xing Yin are together won't be long either."

  "I'm afraid it will be forever." Chen Yinzi gritted his teeth and retorted to Ouyang Hengxi.

  Ouyang Hengxi just smiled faintly, "I've decided to go abroad for a while, to find doctors in foreign countries who can help Xingyan recover her memory. Just want her to remember, and you're all done..."

  Ouyang Hengxi finished speaking and left with elegant steps...

  In Chen Yin's mind still echoed Ou Yang He Xi's last sentence, a calm yet fully threatening sentence...

  As soon as she remembers, you're all done...

  It's all over for you guys...

  It's all over...

  It's all over...

  Like an echo... it resonated for a long time... before slowly fading away from his mind...

  Heart... is scared...

  Are we going to lose again...

  Alone again?...

  A person eating a sumptuous feast alone is like chewing wax...

  A person lies on a soft and comfortable big bed but tosses and turns with difficulty falling asleep...

  No...

  Never want to experience that kind of pain again...

  On the bus, Xia Xingxin ignored him because she was still angry with Chen Yinzi, and looked in the opposite direction.

  Chen Yinzi grasped the steering wheel, several times wanting to speak up and coax Xia Xinghen with kind words, but each time the words reached his lips and were swallowed back down.

  The atmosphere inside the car is complex and subtle...

  Xia Xingxin took a deep breath and broke the silence: "Open the car door, I want to get out..."

  "...Are you angry?" Morning Inji's tone was extremely gentle...

  ...felt his change, Xia Xing Yin couldn't help but turn her head to look at him.

  Chen Yin Zhi gazed into her eyes, "If you see me kissing another girl, how would you feel?"

  "What?!?"

  "Will you get angry? Will you be indignant?"

  "What do you mean...?" Did he see when Han Di strongly kissed her last night?! It's impossible... He couldn't have seen it... But why is the question so strange?

  Chen Yin Zhi helplessly sighed, stretched out his slender arm and pulled Xia Xing Xin into his embrace, only at times like these did he feel at ease that she belonged to him...

  "...I don't want to misunderstand you because of something and guess...hurt you...I just ask you, are those words people told me true?" He whispered close to her ear.

  "What's up?"

  "Those words you said you liked me..."

  "...just thinking about you inexplicably questioning me...makes me not want to like you anymore...wanting to take back those words..."

  Chen Yin's arms tightened slightly, "Don't take it back..."

  "Don't dislike me..."

  "I'm sorry..."

  "I've made you sad... I was wrong..."

  "...... Are you apologizing?" This guy, Chen Yin Zhi, is actually apologizing to her?! It feels... somewhat unbelievable...

  At least when she was angry, she never thought that Chen Yin would apologize and admit his mistake...

  "Morning print wisdom discussed good-like rubbed summer star fragrant neck nest, "Don't be angry anymore, okay... dear..."

  His words "dear" sounded particularly sweet and greasy...

  Xia Xingxin just felt her heart was filled with happiness...

  But forgiving him like this is also somewhat unacceptable...

  "Would forgiving you be letting you off too easily?"

  "Fine... then punish me... that way you won't be at a loss, right?" Chen Yin Zhi's chin lifted from Xia Xing Xin's neck, his forehead pressed against hers as he looked into her eyes and said.

  "Don't think I'm reluctant to punish you..." His gentle gaze made Xia Xing's heart completely numb... even his tone of voice had a hint of spoiledness.

  Chen Yin Zhi only thought she looked very cute like this, grasped her small hand and put it to his cheek, "Want to hit me? You're upset because of your mouth's fault, so hit my mouth... I'll endure it well..."

  "I'm not that violent, okay?... Besides... I don't want to either..."

  "...I know you can't bear to part with her..." Chen Yin Zhi said, kissing Xia Xing Xin's hand...

  "...I love you... Xia Xingxin..."

  “……”

  "I love you... afraid of losing you..."

  "...Looking into his eyes, there was indeed a lot of fear and unease floating at the bottom..."

  "It's really happy and blissful to be with you... even if you don't do anything... just being by my side like this... I feel happy... maybe too happy, so I also become very uneasy... afraid that accidentally you'll be taken away by someone else... and be by someone else's side..."

  Xia Xingxin grasped Chen Yinzi's hand, "Fool... won't..."

  "Morning Ink Zhi grasped her hand tightly, 'No matter what happens... just stay by my side, okay? Do you still remember that sentence you said before?'"