Chapter 39: Yu Moze's Confession ②

  Wow! It's really a confession! And it's a romantic flower sea style confession method! Tears are streaming down my face, if I were a boy, I would definitely accept you! Just...

  I hung my head, not knowing what to say. His behavior really moved me, but I'm neither gay nor do I like him. If I agree, it would be deceiving him... Yu Moze, who has always been so good to me and stood up for me with such warmth, if he were to find out that I deceived his feelings, wouldn't he stop caring about me?

  Just as I didn't know how to explain, Yu Moze also lowered his head, and his brown eyes were blocked, unable to see the expression. "Actually, I know you have a crush on Chen, but..." He paused, his eyes staring at me straight, "Chen is not gay!"

  I'm sweating...... I knew this a long time ago!

  "Maybe it's wrong of me to speak ill of Chen behind his back, but I couldn't just watch as Xiaonuo was deceived!" Yu Mozhe held a rose in one hand and grasped my left hand with the other, "Last time, Xuan and I saw him hugging another girl..."

  Uh... That girl seems to be me...

  "Xiao Nuo An, I will be good to you!"

  "I know, but some things aren't as you think......" I pulled out my hand and glanced at my toes again, "That girl is me..."

  "Ah~~" Yu Moze smiled wryly and still didn't believe me, "Xiao Nu'an, even if you're rejecting me, there's no need to be like this!"

  "Yi Shaochen knew about my gender a long time ago. He's been keeping it a secret for me, so the girl you saw that day was actually me..."

  The rose in her hand fell with a "pop" and landed on top of other flowers.

  "Sorry, Ze, I didn't mean to hide my gender, it's just...I had some unavoidable reasons..."

  "...He looked up at me, Yu Moze forced a smile, "So you're really a girl! I'm the one who should apologize...all along..."

  "Zhe, you don't have to apologize, I've always considered you as my best friend!"

  "Hehe... really? Then... let's still be friends in the future..."

  "Yes." I looked at him apologetically, but still decided to speak out, "Please keep my gender a secret from now on, Zed!"

  "Ah, I see! Don't worry!" Yu Moze smiled, but his eyes still held a deep sadness that couldn't be concealed. "Are you and Chen dating?"

  "It is..." At this time, I think I can only answer "yes" now.

  He fell in love with me when I was a boy, repeatedly investing himself, but unable to get a return.

  Loving someone is not scary, the worst thing is not being rejected, but the person you love and the one in your imagination are completely different people.

  As a gay person, he may have had a hard time finding someone he likes, so he's always been good to me, but I've deceived him for so long... If only I had made it clear earlier, he might not have gotten hurt so deeply...

  Maybe later he will be unable to accept the fact that I am a girl, maybe he will be very repelled by me, but if this can make him feel better, I would rather have him hate me...

  The guilt in my heart is hard to express, I can only silently pick up the rose on the ground and turn around to leave him standing alone there, quietly for a moment...

  What's even more terrifying than a breakup is something that ends before it even begins...

  Yu Moze turned around and looked at Yu Nuoan's back as he walked away, the desolation in his eyes finally overflowing. His pain, his sorrow wasn't because he knew he wasn't a boy...

  How many people know about his meticulousness? Even Yishao Chen, who has been with him since childhood, doesn't understand much.

  Fireworks are still blooming in the sky, a tear disappeared with the defeated fireworks and drowned in the darkness...

  At the same time, Xiaoye promised that if there are more than 100 recommendations in a day, I will add one more update! 5-6 updates every day!