Chapter 101: Have You Ever Loved Me?

  "Are you so sure?" I smiled and said.

  I know Xu Long won't tell me exactly what he wants me to help him with right now, but I understand that whatever Xu Long wants me to do, it's definitely something I can accomplish.

  "Although I don't know what you want me to help you with," I looked at Xu Long meaningfully, "but I really want to know, is it worth it?"

  "You should be clearer than anyone about my current situation. Among the four major forces in the school, our force is almost the weakest, and the other three forces are all arch-enemies of ours." I looked at Xu Long with a serious expression. "You may not necessarily be able to help me get the position of head of No. 1 Middle School, and even if you do, it will come at a great cost." So, I really want to ask, is it worth it for you to pay such a high price just to have me owe you a favor? I repeated my question to Xu Long.

  "Life is originally without the so-called worth or not, no matter what we do, when we get old, we will regret today's actions." Xu Long chuckled and said "Great people want to pursue ordinary people's lives, while ordinary people want to pursue great people's lives. Unfortunately, we can only be one kind of person, either ordinary or great, no matter what kind of person, life will always have gaps"

  "I think my life path should be walked out by myself, and decided by myself," Xu Long said, looking up at the sky with a tone of discontent.

  "My fate is mine to decide, not heaven's. If heaven wants to defy me, I'll scold it." I chuckled and teased, "This was something my brother often joked about when we were very young."

  "I've given it to you," I said to Xu Long, and then we parted ways.

  Defying the heavens and changing fate, I've been wandering freely. In fact, what Xulon wanted to express was nothing more than this meaning. What Xulon needed my help with, I roughly guessed some of it. However, should I really be helping him?

  After breaking up with Xu Long, I returned to the dormitory alone. The place where Shi Meng was too noisy and there were so many people surrounding Xu Long, I really didn't want to join in the commotion.

  I had planned to go find Cao Na, but when I looked in the mirror and saw the bruise on my face, I thought better of it.

  When I returned to the dormitory, I saw Gao Sheng alone in his quilt, so I patted Gao Sheng's shoulder and asked strangely, "Why don't you go out to see the beautiful girls on campus during the day? Why are you hiding in your quilt sleeping?"

  Gao Sheng didn't say anything.

  "What's wrong? Had a falling out with Sun Yunyun?" I asked somewhat awkwardly, now every time mentioning Sun Yunyun, my heart isn't feeling right.

  Gao Sheng still didn't get out of bed, he just shook his head.

  I felt something was wrong, and suddenly I pulled Gao Sheng out. I looked at the two red palm prints on Gao Sheng's face. "Who did it?" Gao Sheng didn't say a word, but instead buried his head in the quilt again.

  "I'm asking you, who did it?" I said coldly, with a hint of anger.

  "My dad's fault!" Gao Sheng finally blurted out loudly.

  "Grass, he is not my dad!" Gao Sheng added angrily.

  After listening, the anger in my heart disappeared a bit. If it was someone else who hit him, I would definitely go and avenge Gao Sheng. But if the other party was Gao Sheng's father, then I'm afraid I couldn't help. After all, it's hard for an honest official to meddle in family affairs, let alone Gao Sheng's father, who is an official himself. If I were to beat him up, I'd probably be done for this lifetime.

  "Why did your dad hit you? Didn't you say that your dad never cared about you?" I asked curiously, looking at Gao Sheng.

  "Let him help a little, he didn't even help, quarreled for a few sentences, and then hit me, scolding me as a prodigal son. Is there such a father in the world?" Gaosheng said discontentedly "My uncle is better to me than him"

  "It's your father who is a waste of good iron," I said calmly.

  "I'm also his son, but he's not willing to help me out. He's so stingy, with just that little bit of power in his hands, he can help others, but when it comes to me, it's a different story." High Sheng couldn't hold back and cursed loudly.

  "What are you asking your dad for help with?" I asked Gaosheng, furrowing my brow, feeling that something was off. Gaosheng's father was a police officer, and it wasn't right that Gaosheng wanted to use the power in his father's hands.

  Gao Sheng wanted to speak but hesitated and finally didn't say anything.

  Since Gao Sheng didn't say anything, I didn't continue asking either, because I felt that no matter how I asked Gao Sheng, he wouldn't tell me anyway.

  "Don't stay alone and get depressed, go have a drink" I patted Gao Sheng's shoulder and said.

  After a drink, Gao Sheng's mood improved slightly. He pulled out his phone and said, "How about we call Liu Shuai and the others?"

  "Just call Sun Yunyun and Cao Na." I nodded.

  "What's with the wound on your face?"

  "It's nothing, Cao Na isn't seeing me fight for the first or second time, he should be used to it by now" I chuckled.

  We went out of school to find Sun Yunyun and Cao Na, not going to a restaurant, but instead went to Cao Na's dormitory. We bought some cooked food, and Sun Yunyun also stir-fried two green vegetables. Since Sun Yunyun and Gao Sheng got together, Gao Sheng often brought things to give to Sun Yunyun, including his laptop and tablet. I saw several Alipay and Xiaomi dogs on Sun Yunyun's bed, if I'm not mistaken, they should be gifts from Gao Sheng. Although I was very reluctant for the two of them to be together, Gao Sheng really took good care of Sun Yunyun.

  After three rounds of drinks, we gradually got drunk, and Cao Na also let go of her reserve, talking more and more. Since Cao Na and I broke up once, she learned to drink, but Cao Na and I had an agreement that she could only drink when I was present.

  Sex after drinking is really a very scary thing.

  Sun Yunyun looked at me with a very suspicious gaze, I was afraid of being seen by Cao Na, so I stood up and pretended to go to the toilet. Unexpectedly, Sun Yunyun was so bold that she followed me out. The toilet is on the outside of the courtyard, Sun Yunyun grabbed my arm "Li Jie, I want to ask you something"

  "What's wrong?"

  "Have you ever loved me?" Sun Yunyun furrowed her brow and asked me suddenly with a distant gaze.

  "You're drunk!" I frowned and walked around Sun Yunyun into the house.

  "Did you ever love me?" Sun Yunyun asked me again.

  "Are you sick or something? Sun Yunyun, we've already broken up and you're with Fatso now, why are you still bothering me?" I furrowed my brow "Do you know that asking this question is really stupid?"

  "Are you an idiot? If we've loved, then we've loved. If not, then not. I just want one answer. Sun Yunyun's disappointed bitter smile "Maybe someday, we won't see each other again. I want an answer to make myself clear."

  I bit my teeth, unsure of how to respond to Sun Yunyun. I had loved, that was certain, because I had felt heartache and reluctance to let go. Only, this answer, I couldn't say.

  I quickened my pace and left Sun Yunyun behind, returning to the house.

  I gradually discovered that every time I drank a little wine or was alone with her, Sun Yunyun would always be very abnormal, to the point of being difficult to understand.