Chapter 40: Conversation with Sun Yunyun

  Followed Cao Na to their dormitory, simply cleaned up, and Cao Na let me into her bedroom. Last time I came, I didn't take a close look, this time I came and found out that Cao Na actually likes anime quite a bit, One Piece, Inuyasha, and there's also a large poster of Dragon Ball's Sun Wukong.

  Generally speaking, people who watch anime have very simple minds, and it seems that this statement is indeed true.

  Lying in bed, I couldn't fall asleep at all, because I have a habit of not being used to sleeping in unfamiliar beds.

  I lay in bed for a while, then got up and came to the small courtyard to sit and watch the moon. The weather was very cool, I didn't wear much, feeling very cold. Liu Kai and others sent me a text message, Zhang Kun was beaten badly, even if he doesn't go to the hospital, it's likely that he won't be able to come to school tomorrow either.

  I know this time it's definitely going to be a life-and-death struggle. Maybe by the weekend, even San Jie won't have to make peace and round up the scene anymore.

  Suddenly, I heard faint footsteps behind me. I turned around in terror and saw Sun Yunyun walking towards me. I stared at her in surprise, "How did you end up coming out too?"

  "I'll accompany you, I know you can't sleep. You said before that you don't feel safe in a strange bed and can't fall asleep." Sun Yunyun said with a bitter smile "I still remember all your habits" "You should learn to forget"

  "What if I tried but couldn't do it?" Sun Yunyun looked at me with a bitter expression.

  "Sun Yunyun, you're already with Gao Sheng, do you really want to make a fool of me again? I'm already with Cao Na, I love her very much and she loves me too. I'm very happy now, please don't play with my emotions anymore. Cao Na is your best friend, you wouldn't want her to misunderstand and get hurt, would you? Just now, she knew it was a misunderstanding but almost cried, do you know how hard it was for me to see that?" My face calm, I said "I think a good man only needs to be good to one woman in his lifetime, for Cao Na's sake, I'm willing to be a good man."

  "Why? Why are you together?" Sun Yunyun frowned and asked me "Why is it Cao Na, not another woman? If you were with a woman I didn't know, maybe my heart would feel better. Do you know that every time Cao Na comes back with a happy face, I also feel heartache!"

  "So you're telling me, why did you choose to be with Gao Sheng? Gao Sheng is also someone by my side, didn't you know that?" I retorted back at Sun Yunyun. "Don't tell me you like Gao Sheng, this point I don't believe from the start."

  "I'm with Gao Sheng now, the reason I'll tell you later. Can you tell me why you went after Cao Na? Why!!" Sun Yunyun's tone was very uncalm and somewhat agitated "Is it just because I betrayed you?"

  "If I told you that Liu Gang and I never had a relationship, would you believe me?" Sun Yunyun asked me.

  "That night I saw you and Liu Gang walking into that small hotel with my own eyes, do you still want to deny it?" I raised an eyebrow in disdain and said "Alright, I didn't see Liu Gang and you, but what about Fatso Gao Sheng? Do you dare say nothing happened between you two? If you dare say no, do you believe me if I go get Gao Sheng right now? My phone still has the photos of you from that day at the hotel, sent by Gao Sheng himself!!"

  After listening, Sun Yunyun fell silent and didn't speak. After a long while, Sun Yunyun started to argue again: "That day I was drunk and had no idea what happened."

  "Are you drunk?" I sneered coldly. "Gao Sheng told me that you're very cooperative in bed, and yet, even though you're drunk, why did you still ask me to send Cao Na back home, saying that Cao Na would be scared alone?

  "We've already broken up, why are you still being so hypocritical and not speaking the truth? I could see it at the dinner table, you and Gao Sheng were exchanging flirtatious glances, you didn't even consider me as your real boyfriend. Do you think I'm blind?

  I gave Sun Yunyun a harsh glare. "Who in our dorm doesn't know that Gao Sheng is a rich second-generation? You're getting close to him and selling yourself out, isn't it just for that little bit of money? Sun Yunyun, I despise you!"

  "I said, I'm with Gaosheng for a reason," Sun Yunyun said angrily.

  "What's the reason? Still not for money, that fatty has nothing but two stinky cents on him, what else can he attract you with?" At this point, I was already enraged by Sun Yun and my rationality was somewhat clouded, I couldn't help but burst out "You're just a gold-digger, what's with the pretentious act? You were secretly hooking up with Liu Gang at night, you flirted with fatty right in front of me when we went out to eat, then you got rid of me and they went to open a room. Now that I've found my own beloved woman, you come over here sticking your nose in, I'm asking you Sun Yun, are you sick or something? Can't bear to see others living happily?"

  Sun Yunyun's expression changed from pain to stiffness, and her eyes also slowly transformed from anger to despair. "Fine, I'm materialistic, since in your heart, I'm such a despicable woman, then why did you chase me for so long and treat me so well?" "Who hasn't been foolish in this life? At that time, I was blind, now I see clearly, can't I?" I laughed and said "I'm going back to sleep, you stay here and enjoy the coolness!"

  "Stop right there, Li Jie! Do you think you're a good person? You clearly knew that Gao Sheng had feelings for me, yet you left me stranded that day without caring. Why didn't you choose to stay behind or take me and Cao Na with you when you left? That day in Sofia, Gao Sheng was desperately trying to get me drunk, why didn't you stop him? You say I'm materialistic or lowly, but what about you? Li Jie, are you even a qualified boyfriend? Watching your own girlfriend being forced to drink without intervening, watching your own girlfriend being dragged into a hotel room and ignoring it... Li Jie, your heart is really broad-minded! Or should I say, was that day just one of your schemes to set me up with Gao Sheng?" Sun Yunyun said coldly.

  "If so, then congratulations to you, Li Jie, you succeeded." Sun Yunyun's eyes were filled with anger.

  "I admit that I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a boyfriend that day, but - was it my fault? At the time, I watched with my own eyes as you and Liu Gang walked into the small hotel. In that moment, my heart had already shattered, shattered like dumpling filling. At that time, I didn't have any strength to rush up and stop you, I even doubted whether I had the right to interfere with you."

  "Xun Yun, a woman who doesn't cherish herself, no one can help you, not even your boyfriend." I looked at Xun Yun calmly. "I don't want to continue entangling with you anymore, the matter has passed, let's just pretend nothing happened between us, okay?"

  "What happened has happened, you can forget, but I won't be able to. The good things you did for me are still in my mind and cannot be deleted, even if I delete your phone number and QQ number, the shadow of you in my heart cannot be deleted. And because of you, I've become abnormal, every time Cao Na is not paying attention, I will secretly check your chat records and text message records. Do you know how painful, uncomfortable and suffocating that feeling is?"

  "You're sick, and it's not a light sickness. You didn't cherish what you had when you had the chance, now that it's gone, you want to hold on to it." I gave Sun Yunyun a disdainful look and said "I told you clearly, my heart is already dead towards you, and it's thoroughly dead, there's no way for it to come back to life again. Don't try to deceive me with lies, even if everything you say is true, I still won't get back together with you, because I love Cao Na, so I won't hurt her, never will."

  After finishing speaking, I returned to the house without looking back. When passing by Sun Yunyun's dormitory, I quietly discovered that there was no one on the bed. It seems that Cao Na also didn't sleep.

  So Cao Na must have been eavesdropping then.

  After returning to Cao Na's house, I tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

  Why does it feel like I'm irresponsible and did something wrong whenever Sun Yunyun speaks, is it really as she said that I pushed her into the fire pit?

  I was forced to drink by the fat guy and dragged to a hotel room, why didn't I stop him at that time? Because I was furious, because I thought Sun Yunyun and Liu Gang had already gone to a small hotel together, how could they still be in a platonic relationship? If it were a clean relationship, why would Liu Gang come to hit me for Sun Yunyun?

  The more I think about it, the more depressed I feel. Sun Yunyun has always said that she and Gao Sheng are together for a reason, and when she says it, she looks especially pitiful. I don't dare to believe her, but at the same time, I feel like Sun Yunyun doesn't seem to be lying.