She can't enter their world

  How long? I've even forgotten myself. It's as if it happened in a past life, so far away from me, yet it feels like it just happened yesterday.

  And why did she want to learn medicine? Learn this skill?

  Until now, she still doesn't know whether studying medicine is for Water Rain or for that man she deeply loves.

  Is it because she didn't want to return home and be scolded by her parents for getting hurt, so she went to study medicine?

  Is it because she doesn't want the man she deeply loves to frown every day, with a worried look?

  All I remember is that after she learned medicine, Xiaoyu rarely came home with injuries, was rarely scolded by her parents, and the person's face no longer had so much worry, his gaze towards me was no longer cold, but instead had a hint of gratitude.

  She had unknowingly owed so much to Shui Ying Yu, and the two of them also owed themselves a lot. The relationship between the three people was really messy, messy enough to make her feel anxious.

  "Mom? What are you thinking about?" Looking at her mother lost in thought, Ling Shuangmei was somewhat puzzled, it had been a long time since she saw her mother like this.

  It was probably the last time when Shui Qingyu's mother passed away, that day, her mother also stood by the window for an entire night, with emotions in her eyes that she couldn't see clearly.

  "Mom learned for two good friends." Yes, they are friends, lovers, or enemies.

  "Those two good friends of Mom's must be very grateful to her." Ling Shanmei said with a smile, continuing to look at the ointment in her hand, ignoring the bitterness in Ling Ruer's eyes.

  Grateful? Of course I'm grateful. Because of myself, Shui Yingru is no longer hurt and scarred, because she inadvertently brought together a loving couple.

  Even now, recalling it, Ling Ru's heart had only a little resentment and bitterness, the rest was just relief.

  It was an unintentional move at first, but it allowed them to spend a very sweet time together, leaving both of them with precious memories.

  I believe that until the moment of their death, the scenes in their minds were just fragments of those days. She could only stand alone outside as an outsider, no matter how hard she tried to get close to them, and could only suppress her jealousy, watching from afar.

  It turned out that she could never enter their world, and was forever just a special onlooker.

  "Alright, if you like the medicine, take it back with you. But remember, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, you must apply the medicine again, or else it'll be troublesome. Don't let your interest in the medicine make you suffer." Shaking off those memories, he looked at Ling Shuangmei and reminded her kindly. No matter what, didn't he still have a daughter now?

  "I'm your daughter, not your enemy!" Ling Shuangmei was hurt by Ling Ruer's tone, she felt wronged, was she that stupid?!

  "Alright, stop making a fuss, you're the smartest one, isn't that enough?! A mother knows her child best, and Ling Shuangmei was aware of the grievances in her heart. She couldn't bear to see her daughter living like a different person every day, so the teacher stirred up another emotion in her, but it's also quite interesting."

  "Hmph! I'm not making a fuss!" With a cold snort, she hugged Ling Ru's medicine and walked out of the room, silently vowing to ignore her mother from now on!

  "Mei'er!" Ling Ruer's shout suddenly rang out. Ling Shanmei's footsteps slowed down a bit, knowing that her mother wouldn't give up.

  Who knows Ling Ru's next sentence really hurt her young heart.

  "You're going in the wrong direction!"

  “……”

  Ling Shanmei felt her face burning hot, and without turning back, she rushed into her own room. In special circumstances, it can bring out a person's potential, this sentence is not wrong at all, and it just happens to describe the current Ling Shanmei.