Chapter 101: It turns out I've already fallen in love with him

  "No, no, I don't want this, Hei Qian Yun Sheng, please, you wake up, look at me for a moment..." I trembled and hugged Hei Qian Yun Sheng's head with my blood-stained hands, filled with his scent, remembering how he used to hold me like that too... The sound echoed through the sky, heart-wrenching, "Sheng!! I don't want you to die, please, open your eyes, please!!!!!!!!!

  "How can you be so stupid, why did you have to hold onto me, why did you have to bear everything for me!!!! Why do you have to be like this!!!!"

  Plop, plop, big drops of crystal clear tears fell from my eyes and landed on Hei Qiu Yun's pale white face.

  "Chaeun... don't... don't cry..." Heuk Hyun Yoon-sung slowly opened his eyes, his face even paler and more terrifying, but as soon as he spoke, large mouthfuls of fresh blood gushed out, flowing from the corners of his mouth, dripping onto my hand, body...

  My heart immediately began to panic, accompanied by a severe cramp.

  No, I don't want this, I don't want to watch Hei Qiu Yan Sheng die like this...

  Don't be like this, heavens, I, Cheng Cai En, beg of you, don't be like this...

  Don't let him leave me... Please!!

  "Aaaaaaaaah!!!!!!" A loud, ear-piercing scream echoed through the sky.

  Heaven, why are you treating me like this? Why are you being so cruel to me!!!

  Why not let the one who deserves punishment die in pain, but instead make this man, who has always liked me and silently protected me, thinking of others before himself, suffer such a tragic fate? Why is it so heartless? Why? What's the reason for all this?!

  My tears burst forth in an instant, my rationality collapsed in an instant, all the past everything disintegrated in an instant...

  Cheng Caien, it turns out that the real fool is you. Although you have always rejected him and refused to accept his feelings, even when he was in pain, you wouldn't comfort him. Every time, you would only let him silently bear everything. Until now, when he has reached the edge of death's pain, your heart aches, you are heartbroken, and only then do you thoroughly understand who is the one you can't bear to part with, who is the one in your heart, who is the love in your heart!!!

  He is the Black Shoulder Saint!!

  The person I like is Hee Chul Yun Sang!!

  The person I love is Hee Chul Yun Sang!!!!!

  I really want to laugh out loud now, Cheng Cai En, oh Cheng Cai En, it turns out you're actually an idiot. You've already put him in your heart, and you can't help but fall into his protection, you've already fallen in love with him, yet you keep resisting him, hurting him, making him desperate, but he never gave up on you, and for you, he could even go to death...

  Everything of his, everything he protects, is something you can't leave behind...

  Everything about the past is now before my eyes...

  "You're such a big man, yet you're so effeminate..."

  "We only have two classes every day, which are in the classroom. After finishing class, we go to Castle No. 1, where our tribe is. Got it?"

  "What's your name, ghost!"

  "Why can't I be in your room?"

  "Cheng Caien, you're really weird, do you think I'd be interested in a big man like you?"

  "You idiot! I was just helping you cover yourself with a blanket!"

  "Rest assured, even if I were a BL (boy's love), this young master would absolutely not be interested in you!"

  He is cold.

  "What? Can't bear to see me go?"

  "You didn't do anything, it's what you said. When eating don't talk about food, no no no, I mean when eating don't talk at all. What's with so many people around, trying to deny it?"

  "Shouting? What are you shouting about? Are you saying I'm being rude to you? Hehe, do you think anyone will believe that?"

  His demonic charm

  "Do you know what's next game?"

  Do you know what's secondary? The most important thing is swimming!

  "Do you plan on... wearing swim trunks to attend?"

  "There's still 20 minutes before the match, what are you going to do?"

  "Why should I keep your secret? What are you to me?"

  "Don't worry, I've already taken care of everything, and your leave has also been approved. Now, just follow me..."

  He will worry for me

  "If... you were my princess... even if I had to become a frog, I would wait for you... even if it took a lifetime..."

  "I've suddenly found myself liking you... Let's go out together..."

  "Sorry to disturb you, you... go on..."

  "Why do you need to explain it to me? Are you afraid I'll misunderstand?"

  "Cheng Cai En, you're afraid I'll misunderstand and think you like me, right? Right?!!?"

  He said he likes me

  "Cai En, what am I supposed to do with you..."

  "I like you so much, I like you to the point of heartache. Looking at your current state, I'm really having a hard time. It's all my fault for not protecting you well..."

  "It's all my fault, if I had been by your side from the beginning, maybe you wouldn't be like this now..."

  "I will definitely take good care of you from now on, even if it means... giving up my life, I am willing..."

  "Cai En, do you know? The way you are now is really scary to me. It's as if something is going to leave me, and I'm really afraid that you'll just leave me like this and never appear again..."

  "Cai En, wake up soon... You've been sleeping for two days, aren't you hungry? What do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you?"

  "Hmm... let me think what you like to eat..."

  "Is it shark fin or chicken leg? No way, these are too greasy, your body is not good, you should eat something light..."

  The gentle warmth of Hei Gong's permission

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  Originally... every single one of his words has been deeply etched into my mind and can never be erased again...

  I never knew I loved him so much...

  "Sheng, I don't want you to die, please, look at me, it's not easy for me to realize that I've already fallen in love with you. You can't be so cruel, stealing my heart and then leaving me. You can't...knowing this?" Big drops of tears had already fallen down like a waterfall.

  I lowered my head and couldn't see my expression.

  Suddenly, a hand that had always been icy cool stroked my cheek, I jerked violently, lifted my head, and the face that met my eyes was Hei Qiangyun's, with a faint smile on his pale face...

  "Cai En... you... said... you fell in love with me... right?" Hei Gong Yun Sheng's mouth was still bleeding, but the happiness on his face and the incredulity in his eyes had already deeply pierced my heart.