Chapter 34: Morning Glow Four

  My acrophobia wasn't inborn, but because when I was five years old, Shen Bi Ru had suffered from severe depression, at that time she held me who was confused and stood on the high building, this matter cast a shadow over me, since then I didn't dare to go to high places again.

  I remember when Shen Bi Ru first showed me a rare, affectionate smile. She said in a warm and gentle tone: "Good daughter, your father doesn't want us anymore. You and mom can leave this world together. As long as you jump from here, you won't have to endure the mocking gazes of others, or bear the worldly gaze that doesn't understand. You won't have to feel like your existence is a mistake anymore."

  But in fact, I have never felt that my existence is inappropriate.

  At that time I was just struggling in Shen Bi Ru's arms, shouting in fear, and at that moment I was terrified.

  I was in Shen Bieru's arms, looking down, and the high-rise buildings seemed to open their bloody mouths one by one like devils rushing towards me. I had a feeling that I was about to be swallowed up.

  In the end, Shen Bieru didn't jump because Gu Huaimin sent someone over. He told Shen Bieru that her first child was still alive and hadn't died, and took advantage of Shen Bieru's momentary distraction to rescue my mother and me.

  It was only then that I knew that before me, my mother had given birth to another child, unfortunately killed by Gu Huai Min's enemy.

  Since then, whenever I want to go to a high place, I will think of this matter and always inexplicably shiver.

  It was Shen Bi Ru who brought me into this world, but she almost took me away from it again.

  I never hated her, but I also never loved her.

  Gu Huamin is the same, he gave me half of my life, but has never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, and to this day I still don't know what I am in Gu Huamin's eyes.

  When I recall these things again, I still can't help but shudder. In a daze, Li Yang has already run ahead of me.

  I was helpless and wanted to run a few steps to catch up with him, but unfortunately, my legs went soft and I suddenly lost strength, and I fell straight back.

  At that moment, I thought about how many people would be sad if I were to disappear from this world.

  I subconsciously closed my eyes, and the world suddenly turned pitch black. I had no voice to cry out, only feeling extremely tired.

  The downward trend suddenly stopped, and a wave of warmth spread through his wrist, mixed with a strong smell of blood.

  My eyelids twitched and I slowly opened my eyes.

  At that moment, my world was illuminated by a ray of light, and I saw Li Yang at the other end of my wrist, his eyes filled with pain as he stared intently at me.

  Suddenly there was a sense of desolation and vastness.

  "Gu Qian, why didn't you call me? What would you have done if I hadn't reached out?" The fear, worry and anxiety in his eyes pleased me, and I forced a smile out of myself.

  "What if I call you and you can't catch me? It would be even more painful that way."

  He pulled me with great force, I really couldn't imagine he had such strength. At the moment he pulled me up, I felt like I was going to pass out.

  The mountain is not steep at all, even if you fall down, you won't die. Besides, Li Yang and I didn't climb very high anyway.

  Li Yang was injured, his hands were covered with big and small scratches, I stared blankly at him, these injuries were actually left for me.

  It's like a dream come true.

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