Doting on Mr. Su (18) Parents' meeting at Tian Tian Bookstore every day

  Until dinner time, I didn't fulfill the plan of 'taking a nap', and ate half a belly of fried meat food, it's really getting farther and farther away from the grand wish of having an S-type figure.

  After dinner, I was dragged by my parents to the living room on the upper floor for a talk, with Liu Wendong's little tail following behind.

  Fu Chaoyang protested from behind: "Even a little kid can participate, why can't I? At least I'm also a child!"

  "Dad turned back fiercely: 'It's because he's too young to understand, don't think I don't know what you're doing with that little brat surnamed Su! Who's bigger, your dad or your brother?! You come up and talk about it too?'"

  Fu Chao Yang suddenly lost all his fighting spirit: "Forget it, I'm going to play Super Mario instead."

  He finished speaking and flashed away quickly.

  Liu Wenlong was still pulling on 'Fu Da Shu's' pajama sleeve, and asked in a sweet voice: "Uncle Uncle, why can't big brother come?"

  Dad put on a gentle face and smiled: "Because big brother's elbow was bent in the wrong direction, we Dragon must not let strange men get close to us if we have a little sister in the future, got it?"

  Strange man...

  It's really time for Mr. Su to hear my dad's evaluation of him personally.

  The three parties will meet next time, the parties involved, parents and bystander Liu Wenlong's little friend.

  He sat on my father's lap like a well-behaved doll, his eyes shining as he looked at me, occasionally glancing at the two adults closest to him, seeming to sense the solemn atmosphere, and even moving with caution.

  I sat on a stool that had been moved to the center of the coffee table, stiffening my back with some tension, and as the silence grew longer, I became more and more tense.

  After a long time, Father finally spoke up: "Dad asks you, what do you think of that young master Su?"

  That's too vague...

  He's a good person, except for these few years when he's been causing trouble, he's always been very loving and caring towards me...

  This question is really hard to answer, I haven't even made a draft about this aspect. Based on the experience I've heard, it's best for daughters not to praise their husbands too much in front of their fathers, as it may have an opposite effect.

  Huh? Husband?

  I was startled by my own words, had I already given up resisting in my subconscious?

  At this time, Father's voice came again, with a few unknown hesitations: "The child... is also a good child. Dad just wanted to make it a little difficult for him at first, but he didn't expect that he wouldn't be able to bear it, and instead let him work so hard... Your mom has no worries about this child at all, but I don't. This society is full of all kinds of things, he's so young, and in every way, there's nothing wrong with him. Dad wants you to live well, but he completed the task too perfectly... perfectly to the point where it's hard to feel at ease..."

  Dad, is this what you're saying to discourage me?

  Is the implication that I'm not good enough for such an excellent person?

  Ah... I actually knew this without needing to say it, from childhood I've always been looking up to him, admiring him, unknowingly chasing after his footsteps many times. It's not just that his current excellence is far beyond me, his existence from the very beginning was enough to make me feel inferior... so inferior that... even 'love' dare not be spoken.

  What Dad said is right, from the time he brought it up with Ming to now, many times involving the topic of marriage, and every time I either dodged it or glossed over it, the main reason being unease, even fear...

  I'm also afraid... such an excellent person, if one day he discovers that the person he has been obsessed with for many years is 'not as expected', can I bear his regret at that time?

  In this matter, I am surprisingly timid and don't even dare to have a gambler's mentality, nor do I want to.

  If two people are together and get married, I hope it will be for a lifetime.

  Is it possible for the world to be so realistic, who can guarantee 100% that they will never separate?

  From fifteen to twenty-one, I've seen many 'loved' and then 'broke up', all sorts of reasons, summarized, can be summed up in a simple sentence 'don't love anymore'.

  Love itself is a luxury, and eternal love is the ultimate luxury of human life.

  "You see you, originally it was a smooth and peaceful New Year's celebration for the kid, but you had to rush and say these things..."

  "That can't be left unsaid either. If I marry him in a muddle, what if something happens and I regret it later?"

  "Chang Su wasn't that kind of child!"

  "You're just a woman, you don't understand..."

  I let out a sigh, and the two of them immediately stopped talking, both looking at me in unison. For some reason, I felt a sense of relief wash over me, and my back didn't feel as stiff anymore. I relaxed and smiled: "Dad was right, after all... he's someone I've always looked up to, and it's been so long since we last met. Suddenly saying he wants to get married left me feeling both honored and surprised..."

  "Dad didn't mean it that way..." He interrupted, saying: "My daughter is excellent and not inferior to him. It's just that when it comes to men, he indeed won't let people worry too much, work, socialize, pretend... Dad doesn't want you to suffer such grievances..."

  "Dad... I know all these things, and the problems you're worried about, I've thought about them too. To be honest with you, when I was at Su Hao's house, I saw another version of my growth records in photos, from '97 to '09. It was shocking, moving, heart-wrenching, and guilt-inducing... But once I calm down, Dad, the problems you're worried about scare me too. After all, we've been apart for almost six years, and both of us are changing. If one day love fades away or completely disappears, what should I do then?"

  "Oh, you child..." Mom frowned, but ultimately didn't say anything.

  "Dad said, 'I'm not disagreeing with you and Su Hao, but I think it's a bit sudden for you two to get married after just a few days... You haven't even fully entered his life yet. Instead of being troubled by problems after marriage, why don't we take some time to get used to each other?' He sighed and looked at the person next to him, 'Your mom is always worried that something will go wrong, afraid that you two will cause more trouble...'"

  Mei's mother gave him a fierce glare, and he just smiled at me with an expression of "see, I told you so".

  I couldn't help but laugh, and I somewhat understand my mom's psychology. She must be afraid that Mr. Su will be snatched away by someone else, after all, from childhood to adulthood, she probably thinks that the best son-in-law candidate besides Mr. Su is no one else. If I were to discuss marriage with Mr. Su and it fell through, I'm afraid she would not approve of anyone else.

  She couldn't hold back her smile, and with a dismissive wave of her hand, she said, "Forget it, forget it. You two have already made your point clear. If I continue to oppose you, I'll become the bad guy. Besides, it's not me who got hurt when Su Hua was snatched away. You handle it yourself, just don't hurt that child's heart!"

  I said to my dad: "Look, look, mom loves Su Huang more than me!"

  She heard it, her face couldn't help but stiffen, and she laughed with a bad tone: "Who else would be hurt if not your family!"

  I pouted: "This hasn't even gotten married yet and they're already dividing me up to start a new family, what's going to happen when I do get married? They didn't even notify me for the New Year, once I'm married I reckon they won't even let me come back home for the holidays..."