It feels like I've been kissed against my will

  Xu Shiwei let out a long sigh and said seriously: "Indeed, it has something to do with you. Hasn't someone been saying that you're the reincarnation of Xiangxiang recently?"

  "How did you know?" I asked in surprise. Had he been with us all along, but... how could Ge Fei not sense it?

  Xu Shi Yu put away my luggage while answering: "Because I've always been by your side."

  It really made me guess correctly, but how could Ge Fei not feel it? Thinking of this, I immediately asked him: "Impossible... If you are..."

  "Are you saying he can't feel it?" Xǔ Shìwéi interrupted before I could finish speaking.

  Does he know what I want to ask? It's also true, I've been too obvious, even my toes can tell what I'm thinking. He glanced at the bedside table and pulled out a photo album from the drawer, which was the sealed Fang Zhiyan's album, bright red and very eye-catching.

  Xu Shiwei handed me the photo album and asked with a strange expression: "How does it feel?"

  "The atmosphere is very heavy." I replied without thinking, and indeed this was my feeling at the moment, feeling that this album had a very heavy atmosphere.

  He smiled and said: "Your yin energy is heavier. You've been with him for a long time, so he can't feel my yin energy at all."

  "But Ge Fei could clearly feel Xiao Fangzi's yin energy, and also He Wei Chu... how could he not feel yours?" I really couldn't understand.

  Xu Shi Yu looked at me with a stupid expression: "Didn't I just say that? He and I were originally one person, besides, I'm a living soul, the yin energy is heavy, but not as heavy as those dead ghosts. If he could feel it, it would be strange. Moreover, your yin energy is so heavy, he can't feel it even more."

  My heart sank, so it seems that I was the one who harmed Ge Fei? If I hadn't appeared, perhaps he wouldn't have disappeared.

  "You don't have to think that you've wronged anyone, he was originally a part of my body, it's just that those thieves who practice evil arts stole him away, now that he's back in my body, it's only normal." Xǔ Shì Wéi seemed to see through my thoughts and changed from his previous spoiled self, speaking softly to comfort me.

  I don't know how to describe my current mood, the man in front of me has Ge Fei's memories, he is Ge Fei, yet not... In a certain sense, Ge Fei hasn't disappeared either.

  I remained silent for a long time, then changed the subject and continued asking him: "Five years ago, why did Ye Jingchen want to force Ge Fei to leave me?"

  Xu Shiwei spread his hands and said: "I guess he thought Ge Fei was me, huh, actually it's indeed the case."

  He said half of it and I got impatient, so I spoke hastily: "What's the point? Get to the point."

  Xu Shiwei sat on the couch, hugging his arms and staring at me with an inscrutable expression: "Because you look exactly like Ning Chenxiang, his junior sister. To be precise, you are Ning Chenxiang, the junior sister of that old fox."

  "What...what does it mean." I had already guessed a rough idea in my heart, but I didn't want to believe in anything about past lives or reincarnation. Even though I've encountered so many strange things, I still don't want to believe.

  Xu Shiwei's expression was somewhat solemn: "Actually, you've already guessed it. You are the reincarnation of his junior sister Ning Chenxiang, and I...I don't know what kind of grudge he holds against me, but he has tried to kill me three times." He paused for a moment before furrowing his brow and continuing: "Come to think of it, it's not that he wants to kill me, but rather he keeps stopping me from going to Qing'an City."

  I forgot to tell everyone earlier that Qing'an City is my hometown, and the Qing'an Town mentioned in the previous article is an ancient small town in Qing'an City, which is also the most backward compared to the entire Qing'an City.

  But... why did Ye Jingchen want to stop Xu Shiwei from going to Qing'an Town. I was just about to ask, when Xu Shiwei spoke up again with a puzzled expression: "That old fox is also very strange, he has been stopping me from going to Qing'an City, but he helped me find my emotions back, only asking me not to go to Qing'an City, and then later on regretted it..."

  "So, Ye Jingchen said back then that he wanted to take Ge Fei's life, but in fact, he was trying to help you regain your emotions? So, Ge Fei was really killed by Ye Jingchen?" I was shocked. If it were true, then Ge Fei... he actually died at Xu Shiwei's hands, which means... he died at his own hands, even though the one who took action was Ye Jingchen.

  Xu Shiwei killed Ge Fei to retrieve his spirit, then staged a car accident to return the spirit. I thought that was what happened, but Xu Shiwei shook his head, still looking puzzled: "No, Old Fox later changed his mind and refused to help me, even stopping me. But you can't control fate, and Ge Fei somehow offended someone and died mysteriously, with no body found. When I woke up, I became a wandering spirit... Ah, that's what I remember. In the end, it was Old Fang who put him in my body. Hmm, but I didn't expect this one spirit to push me out."

  Hearing this, I became even more confused. Wasn't it said that Xu Shiwei was in a car accident back then, and Ge Fei had the opportunity to enter his body? Could it be that he intentionally caused the car accident? Thinking of this, I hastily opened my mouth: "So, five years ago, you intentionally got into a car accident?"

  Xu Shiwei's face turned black with rage, and he said indignantly: "I'm not a masochist, it's all because of that crazy woman He Mengyan, who insisted on competing with me while I was driving. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have gotten into the car accident, and my soul wouldn't be so weak, giving Ge Fei's independent spirit an opportunity to take advantage of the situation."

  "Isn't He Mengyan your university classmate and ex-girlfriend?" I was even more confused, although I knew He Mengyan wasn't human, but some kind of monster. However, since she had switched identities with Jiang Man Yun, she must have gone to play the role of He Yi Chu's daughter. And when I saw her looking at Ge Fei back then, it was clearly that of an ex-girlfriend.

  I asked this, and Xu Shiwei became even more furious, raging like thunder: "Ex-girlfriend! Who told you?"

  Xu Shiwei's sudden loud roar startled me, and I replied in a low voice: "I'm guessing, and... from her attitude, it seems like..."

  "What the hell! That crazy woman, she chased me back then, I didn't pay attention to her, and she went around spreading rumors that I'm gay, which got me harassed by gays for all four years of college. The worst part is, they all said I'm a bottom, but I'm clearly a top!" Xu Shiwei furiously roared, and when he got to this point, he seemed to feel something was off, so he slammed his hand on the bed and roared even louder: "No! I'm not gay!"

  In the end, he himself was confused, shaking his head and saying: "Anyway, I have nothing to do with her, she's just overthinking."

  "So, it was an accident that you had a car crash five years ago?" I abruptly brought the topic back, and I found that Xu Shiwei and Ge Fei were still different. The biggest difference is that Ge Fei never liked to talk nonsense, while Xu Shiwei was simply talking nonsense all the time.

  Xu Shiwei's temper was not as good as Ge Fei's, he gritted his teeth and shouted: "Of course, I'm not a masochist, if it wasn't for that car accident that knocked my soul out of my body, I wouldn't have to wander around for five years, and even got sealed in this broken photo album. It's all because of this that I can't enter my own body."

  I'm baffled, how can his soul be so fragmented and scattered everywhere? I even suspect that his soul is no longer intact. Of course, I wouldn't ask him about it, what I really want to know now isn't this matter anyway. What puzzles me the most is why he wants to lift the seal, from my observation, he doesn't seem like someone who cultivates evil arts, but rather a Taoist priest who releases fierce ghosts, which makes no difference between right and wrong.

  "Why did you run to Cuimeng Garden to scare me earlier, and also let Fang Zhiling out?" I stared at his eyes tightly, afraid that he would tell a lie.

  Xu Shiwei raised an eyebrow, grinning mischievously: "I just wanted to see what kind of woman could make my emotions so strong. I didn't expect it to be you. But... looking at you for a long time, you're not too ugly." This guy's mood swings were too fast, luckily I was used to Ge Fei's changes, otherwise he would have driven me crazy with his split personality.

  I didn't know what was going on, but as soon as I heard him say that, I got furious: "Where am I ugly? Am I uglier than you?" Maybe... I took him for Ge Fei.

  Xu Shiwei was startled by me and shook her head in terror: "No, no, no... I just said it casually, you're beautiful, as beautiful as a fairy."

  "The fairy who fell on her face, hahaha!" He laughed until he was out of breath.

  I must have looked constipated, I stared at him silently as he slowly opened his mouth: "Not funny at all. Can you please get to the point? Why did you go and unseal the seal of Cuī Míng Yuán? You weren't going there just to see what I look like, were you?"

  I couldn't help but feel confused and puzzled, Ge Fei is quite clever, how come Xu Shiwei feels stupid to the extreme, I don't know if he's really stupid or pretending to be a pig eating a tiger.

  Here is the translation:

  As soon as I said that, Xu Shiwei suddenly stopped laughing, and his eyes underwent a change, as if he had an innate evil aura. He took step after step closer to me, his hand suddenly grasping my chin, and a smile playing on his lips that made people feel uneasy: "It seems... you're not too stupid either. Since that's the case, I won't keep secrets from you anymore. Indeed, I did go to Cuimeng Garden to unseal Fang Zhiying's seal, because... I need resentment. Only with strong enough resentment can I break through the seal on that photo album. Five years ago, my soul was stripped away and forcibly sealed together with Fang Zhixian in the photo album. To retrieve my lost soul, I must do this. I must return to my body to have enough power to confront the person who harmed me. However... during these five years when Ge Fei has been occupying my body alone, that person hasn't made any big moves. Even if there's a bit of movement, compared to what I've encountered before, it's nothing but small magic versus great magic."

  "This matter... is it related to the Food Vengeful Spirit? Is your resentment very heavy? Those ghostly things want to hook your soul so much." At this moment, what flashed through my mind was the Food Vengeful Spirit. Previously, I heard Ge Fei say that it's a kind of evil spirit that specializes in absorbing human vengeful souls to cultivate itself. Apart from that, there are also people who absorb souls to improve their own cultivation. For example... He Lan Xue might be one of them.

  Xu Shiwei's face turned very ugly, and he silently swept me with a glance, his eyebrows tightly locked: "Maybe... it has something to do with that damn past life of mine..., I think the old fox is always full of hostility towards me, also because of that damn past life of mine."

  He paused for a moment, then said: "Maybe in our past lives, we knew each other..."

  He hadn't finished speaking, and I don't know what happened, but he suddenly pounced on me. I was so scared that I kept backing away, stuttering and shouting: "Hey hey hey...what are you doing?!"

  What the... I think I just got kissed by force... what's going on?