As long as you're happy, everything I do is worth it.

  My name is Bei Ming Yixun, and I was born into the Bei Ming family. To others, I seem happy, but only I know that I am not. I have no friends because I do not know if they are sincere or how many people approach me for my wealth and status.

  Until that year, I met her.

  She's a beautiful girl with a sweet voice, I really like her. She doesn't know my identity, I told her my name is Bei Ming Yi Chen, and she started calling me Gege Chen, it's a title that only belongs to her. I gave her the necklace of the future mistress of the Bei Ming family, I promised her that I would marry her in the future. But she disappeared.

  I only know her name is Xi Er. To find her, I entered the underworld, just to get news of her.

  She came back later. Although it doesn't feel the same as when I was a kid, with her here, I'll be at peace. Han seems to have a bias against her, but even though she sometimes does wrong things, I turn a blind eye, just because she's Hee.

  But she left again. For her own sake, I don't blame her. In high school, I met a girl named Qian Linger. On her, I saw the shadow of Xi'er. She was so mysterious, even though not beautiful, I became interested in her. The school flower contest revealed her identity and beauty. Until the end, I found that I had fallen in love with her.

  I found out that Han also liked her, but she rejected him. That day, I couldn't help but confess to her, and surprisingly, she agreed. I was really happy and decided to treat her well.

  At that time, I forgot about Xi'er, forgot about my identity, and being with her was a happiness I had never experienced before. But the good times didn't last long, Xi'er came back, and I didn't know how to face them.

  Then she hurt Xi'er, and that time I was really disappointed. But then she pushed Xi'er into the water. We broke up. Afterwards, although I regretted it, I couldn't abandon Xi'er. She and I became strangers. When Prince Zi Chen arrived at school, I discovered Yan's true identity and Xi'er's hypocrisy. She left, leaving behind only the truth. I knew she was actually Xi'er, but everything was too late.

  I searched the world for her but to no avail, I knew that Zi Chen's power was great, and it was so simple to erase a person's news. I let go of Liu Li Ye Xi, I'm tired. Han Ran's words, Wu Yan and Dance were together, but there was no sign of her at the wedding scene.

  Two years, I numbed myself with work. Two years later, I met her at a bar and found out she was back. But the news I got was that she was going to get engaged. I knew she wouldn't change her mind or ask for my forgiveness, I just hoped she could be happy.

  The underworld dance party, I blocked the bullet for her, I thought I couldn't survive, but being able to die for her made everything worthwhile. At that time, my mind was pitch black, there was no light, no warmth. Only endless darkness, but in my heart, I still cared about her.

  I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I didn't remember anyone. It was just that I had an inexplicable sense of familiarity with her, and the reluctance to leave was from deep within my heart. Watching her get engaged, why did it hurt so much?

  The night before the wedding, I remembered everything. Sleepless that night, I thought a lot and hoped she would be happy, as long as I could stay by her side, I was content, I decided to keep it this way forever, without telling anyone that my memory had returned.

  On her wedding day, I looked at her, so beautiful, she smiled so sweetly, so happily, and at that moment, I felt everything was worth it.

  She said she was a demon of the dark night, a goddess of death, who didn't deserve happiness, but in my eyes, she is the most beautiful angel.

  She may not be able to bear the thought of me being alone, so she introduced me to other girls. I haven't responded to her for several days. Qian Linger, even if you don't like me, even if you think I've lost my memory, can't you just not push me towards others? But seeing her lower her head and apologize to me, I felt a pang in my heart. I thought, this lifetime, I won't fall in love with any other girl again, because none of them are Qian Linger.

  Being able to be by her side, even if it's just as a friend, is enough for me. As long as she can be happy, I'd rather live out my days in solitude.

  Sorry for the hurt I caused you, we can't be together in this life. Promise me, let's do it next time? In the past, Han was your knight, from now on, let me be your knight instead. But you have to be happy!

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