Chapter 66: Depression

  It's really a case of seeing things and thinking of people, seeing strings of red and white sugar gourds connected to each other, Lin Xing's first thought was about Xiao Feng working in his hometown during that summer vacation.

  We agreed to fill in our volunteer forms for the same school, and said we would have a passionate romance together, but in the end, who betrayed whom?

  Lin Xing finally understood why some people liked to sell candied hawthorns in the cold winter, because they would easily melt due to heat, but how did Xiao Feng manage to preserve them that summer? He had no choice but to do it himself.

  "Uncle, you're still here today, huh? Come on, let's get two skewers of candied hawthorn!" Yang Yifan started chatting with the big uncle using her sweet little mouth.

  "Hey, look, today is the last string, you guys are regular customers, I'll just give you a 50% discount, usually it's 2 yuan per string, today, just 1 yuan!" The old man said with a down-to-earth tone but almost gave away all his profits.

  Yang Yifan still didn't know what other things he would ask this old customer to do in the future, but Yang Yifan happily took out one yuan from his own pocket, and this deal was considered done.

  Seeing Lin Xing's gloomy face, he stopped talking nonsense and waved the sugar gourd in front of Lin Xing on purpose, saying: "The promise of sugar gourd, very sweet!"

  This appointment was just between himself and Xiao Feng, but since that night, Xiao Feng has disappeared into his own world, or it can be said that he evaporated from the human world and vanished into thin air. The string of sugar gourds was the only thing left to connect the two of them, but just a short while ago, Xiao Feng had still called him on the phone.

  Although Lin Xing wanted to contact Xiao Feng, he had not appeared for so long that he was afraid the appointment with himself had been forgotten. Lin Xing had already put everything down and no longer thought of Xiao Feng.

  To be honest, I originally liked sugar gourd very much, but the string of sugar gourd that Yang Yifan bought today doesn't suit my taste at all, probably not because of me.

  She kept asking herself in her heart, why did you disappear out of thin air in my world? And then suddenly appear when I've already lost hope, giving me hope and then taking it away again. This is not what Lin Xing wanted.

  Lin Xing didn't know why she had to become like this, her previous self wasn't like that, she wouldn't change her mood because of external environmental changes, always living in her own world, today just because of a string of sugar gourd completely changed herself, or a memory.

  But no one could see his thoughts, and for a long time, even she herself didn't know that she had been living in her own world, just like a mentally ill patient, whose world nobody else understood.

  This afternoon, Lin Xing didn't teach her class well, the reason was that she wasn't in a good mood. She indulged herself, fortunately it was only one lesson, otherwise it would be unforgivable to her parents. Thinking of this, she realized she hadn't called her parents for a long time because she had been living happily and unconsciously forgot about them.

  Lin Xing still remembers when she was in high school, the whole village only had one phone, which belonged to the village head's family. When she made her first call back home, she could clearly hear the village head's wife standing at her own doorstep shouting: "Little Star is making a phone call!" Immediately after that, there were many children making a ruckus together.

  Those voices were all familiar because they played together at home. When Lin Xing called out "Dad, Mom" from afar for the first time, he almost shed tears.

  The crystal clear beads rolled around in her eyes for a few rounds and then disappeared like saliva, but now that she's grown up, she no longer misses home, yet the people at home still miss her.