Chapter 13: Monologue at Home (Part 2)

  There is also Mr. Qu, who was admired and remembered by later generations, and he had an unparalleled passion for the sea, not in pursuit of love.

  But the moth's momentum of flying into the fire was enough, and I believe that when he jumped up, he was still fearless, a person who didn't even fear death would not care about anything.

  When I think of the two of them, I feel that one day I will also jump down. After all, the power of the sea is too strong, and sometimes it has a magical power. Otherwise, why would those celebrities choose to die by the river?

  Xiang Yu, Big Brother Xiang, why did you die by the Wu River? Why didn't you crash into the wall and kill yourself at Gaixia? Oh, sorry great hero, I underestimated your love, it was my mistake. After finishing my fantasy, I bowed respectfully to you.

  There are many reasons why I like a river, especially this one.

  One is that although the natural water we drink does not come from this river, I still feel that it is a truly deserving mother river, and my fantasies about it are justified.

  Secondly, I'm a Pisces, loving fantasy is my nature, can't help it, and can't stop. Once wanted to write but didn't take action in the end, thinking that writing might be a gift.

  Lin Xing didn't know how long he had been living such a carefree and leisurely life, but he didn't feel bored or that time was passing too slowly, because he hadn't intentionally kept track of it. Time is just a machine that never rests, the more you try to calculate it, the more stingy it becomes, if you don't pay attention to it, everything will be fine.

  After a long baptism in the mountains, I finally got a pure soul, which is the call of the soul. In the end, I still forgot that past event when I thought I was young. Of course, friendship is the most important thing.

  You guys, even as ghosts, I won't forget you, but I have to forget you, because I still need to find new friends, only then can I go far enough.

  For a very long time, my hometown had no mobile phone signal. Many people still can't believe it, but whether you believe it or not, I do.

  So, during this period of hard work at home, my mobile phone was also the quietest. Except for checking grades and filling out volunteer applications on those two days, I would pay special attention to unexpected things. For the rest of the time, it was accompanied by Lu Yao's "Ordinary World" and those vibrant crops.

  The ideal is very rich, but the reality is very bony. I'm probably talking about the emotional entanglement between the two brothers in "An Ordinary World". I read it with a kind of hateful emotion, and before I knew it, I was about to finish reading it. The college entrance exam's expectations for us are also approaching, and when it's time to let go, we should let go.

  Ding dong. A text message ringtone interrupted me.

  "Mom, the college entrance exam results are out, come and take a look!" I said casually, but actually I already knew the general idea and pretended to continue focusing on my "world". "Ah, oh, wow, can this score get me in?" My mom asked after taking a look.

  The phone can only send the total score, and I couldn't see the details. Seeing him look so disappointed, I suddenly felt worried and snatched it to take a look. "Lin Xing, admission ticket number, exam number, congratulations, score 52". When I saw this score, my heart suddenly went dark, my world was desolate, my eyes were about to go deaf, and my ears were about to go blind. My mother's red eyes almost shed tears.

  How did it end up like this? Weren't things fine before?

  Dad was still reading the newspaper (news broadcast), he was very confident, but he misread and overestimated me. He took out his phone to take a look, and soon after, he blurted out: "Hey, isn't this missing a 6?"

  Further down, a miracle happened and another 6 appeared hidden at the end. I showed my hopes to my mom, and it was then that she really cried out loud, wearing her apron. I don't know what kind of power made me cry too, probably it's still because of dad and mom.

  "But which school can I take the exam for?" My mom asked again, and I was defeated by her once more.

  "I'm going to the city tomorrow to fill out my college application, don't worry, this score is enough!" As soon as she finished speaking, her mom nodded like a little kid, half believing and half doubting.

  After nine o'clock, the finale of "The Legend of Zhen Huan" which my parents have been waiting for every day, and my "Ordinary World" has also ended. Is this an end or a beginning? What a coincidence!

  The next morning I set out alone on a journey, heading in the direction of 12 o'clock, towards the county town.