Chapter 53: The Rise and Fall of Branching Disciplines (10)

  On the third day of transferring to Class 3 of Liberal Arts, Chen Haonan received another letter from "Yu Fei" - the letter was brought over by Li Donglin.

  In the late afternoon, Chen Haonan leaned on the railing of the corridor, looking far away at the jumping figures on the basketball court - it had been a long time since he last touched a basketball, and he really wanted to go for a run and move around. But then, he couldn't help but smile foolishly again.

  Before long, Li Donglin walked over and handed Chen Haonan a letter. Chen Haonan didn't take it immediately, but smiled and said: "What's this? Whose letter is it? Is some beauty writing you a love letter and wanting me to help you out?"

  "Hey you!" Li Donglin couldn't help but laugh too, "The love letter is indeed a love letter, but it wasn't written for me——"

  "Isn't it hard for you to write to me?"

  "That's right," Li Donglin said with a loud laugh, and then whispered, "It's the letter from 'Yu Fei'!"

  "What, she's sent another letter?" Chen Haonan's expression immediately became somewhat tense. During this period of time, Chen Haonan's entire mind had been in disarray, many things made him feel suffocated, and he gradually forgot about the "Desire to Fly" matter...

  However, Chen Haonan did not expect that another letter from "Yue Fei" arrived quietly. He took a deep breath and slowly accepted the letter. Then, he slowly tore open the envelope, took out the letter, and slowly unfolded it. Before long, the beautiful characters written by "Yue Fei" appeared before his eyes again:

  Hao Nan:

  Suddenly I thought of you, dear one. I don't know how you are now, nor do I know what to say. There are just many feelings in my heart, wanting to hold your hand, lean on your shoulder, and listen to all the depths of your heart...

  These days, I haven't seen your figure, and my heart is very sad, as if I've lost my most beloved treasure. Silently, I asked someone to inquire, and after asking, I just knew that you had taken leave to go home - later, I also heard the bad news of your father's passing...

  At this moment, I know you are immersed in sorrow, yet I can't stay by your side, accompany you through these stormy days, and give you comfort for your heart - please forgive me, I am also heartbroken, I am also conflicted, I am also distressed...

  Maybe my love has brought you a lot of trouble, but I want to let you know that I'm really not intentional, because I love you, because I couldn't help it, so I have to care about you...

  Maybe you've wondered who I am, or maybe you still do, but please forgive me, for now I cannot appear before you, nor can I be by your side, because it's really not the right time yet...

  Maybe - I don't know what to say anymore, the heartache is making my thoughts even more confused. I don't have many extravagant hopes, I just hope that you, my dear, are happy and joyful!

  You are your father's pride. Don't think too much and don't grieve too much. I think he is watching you from heaven, and he also hopes everything goes well for you...

  In a daze, I seemed to see your tearful eyes. Gently, I reached out and wiped away the sparkling teardrops for you - You grasped my hand, leaned your face against it, and then your tearful eyes gave me a firm gaze...

  Love Your "Wish to Fly" / 2002 X Month X Day Night

  "What's up? What else did she say..." Seeing Chen Haonan slowly put down the letter, Li Donglin hastily asked.

  "Just take a look and you'll understand - I'm not sure how to describe my feelings, is it excitement or gratitude? Is it helplessness or sadness......" Chen Haonan's expression was somewhat agitated, his voice was very soft, but almost every word was carved out. As he spoke, he handed the letter to Li Donglin.

  He glanced at Chen Haonan's face, then looked into his eyes. Li Donglin took the letter and began to read it carefully. After a while, he let out a deep sigh: He carefully folded the letter again and stuffed it into Chen Haonan's pocket.

  "Old buddy, why aren't you saying anything?" Chen Haonan asked softly.

  "What can I say?" Li Donglin exaggeratedly spread his hands, "What I want to say is still 'this girl is not simple' - having a girl like her who cares about you every moment, you should feel extremely lucky..."

  Chen Haonan couldn't help but smile wryly, shaking his head and suppressing the extreme pain in his heart. "I feel like she's always by my side, watching me, caring about me... She doesn't want me to know who she is, yet she's worried about me, anxious for me, but I'm just unable to do anything..."

  "Don't blame yourself, and don't think too much," Li Donglin gently patted Chen Haonan's shoulder. "Didn't you also say that she might really have her own difficulties? What is meant to come will come eventually, just wait slowly!"

  "What else can I do?" Chen Haonan looked at Li Donglin and smiled foolishly... Is this the fate of life? Hehe!