28. Masochistic Fantasy (Updated again, seeking collection and recommendation)
The movie ended, and Xuyan took off her glasses while wiping away the remaining tears at the corner of her eyes, thinking that no one knew.
When I went out, I found it was raining. It's autumn rain! "It was fine just now!" Xuyan said discontentedly.
"Yes, the weather forecast didn't say it would rain today either." Hu Xixi also said.
"Where did you see the weather forecast?" Li Jin asked.
"It was sent from his mobile phone, he sends me one message every day."
"That's not accurate. I used to have one too, but I stopped because it wasn't accurate and it was annoying every day."
"I just realized today that it seems to be inaccurate."
"Why didn't I get it?" Xuyan looked gloomy, was it related to her character? But she had always been a good person! Even when buying a 5-yuan lottery ticket, she won 60 yuan! Of course, she only won once, but that was enough to prove her good character.
Li Jin didn't even bother to respond, and Xu Yan felt the taste of being ignored. She had never cared about it before, so she hadn't noticed. Now... especially today, for some reason, she suddenly felt very sad: "Old Hu, I'm going to buy an umbrella, wait for me!"
After finishing speaking, Xu Yan ran into the heavy rain, for the first time she felt so helpless, was it that she really made a mistake...
Before, with Dong Jie by her side, she always felt that he was enough. But now that he's gone, what should she do? She lifted her head to gaze at the crying sky, and tears also flowed down, how long has it been since she last cried like this? She walked slowly, as if there were a thousand-pound boulder weighing heavily on her heart!
"Damn it!" Jiang Feng watched as Xu Yan's back disappeared into the distance, and he cursed under his breath before rushing out after him.
"Ah!" Li Jing stretched out her hand to grab him, but was a step too late. She also wanted to chase after him, but Zhang Yan held her back: "Don't worry, Jiang Feng is fine! He won't catch a cold. Besides, even if you did go after him, it wouldn't change the fact that he's already soaked through. I think even if someone should go, it shouldn't be you!" After saying this, he glared at Gao Yuan.
"Alright, none of you go. Let them get soaked!" Li Jin said with a scowl, holding back Gao Yuan.
Zhang Yan looked at Jiang Feng, really... with a kind of anger and frustration!
"Hu Xixi don't worry, Yan must have thought of her ex-boyfriend!" Gao Yuan comforted Hu Xixi.
"Does she have a boyfriend?!" Hu Xixi's face was full of surprise, she hadn't even heard about it!
Li Jin was also shocked, does Xu Yan have a boyfriend? What's with Jiang Feng constantly getting close to her?! Li Jin got even angrier! It seems that in men's eyes, indeed, the flowers at home are not as fragrant as those outside, one's own wife is not as good as someone else's! Although Jiang Feng doesn't have a wife.
"You don't know?" Gaoyuan thought that Huxiao Xiao knew! This Xuyan is really good at hiding things.
Hu Xiao shook her head: "Xiang Jie usually doesn't tell us much about her affairs. In the dormitory, I haven't heard her mention anything either."
"Don't you ask? Aren't you curious?" Gaoyuan thought that when women get together, they like to gossip about other people's business.
"It's usually me, Lu Jie, Zhang Qiang, Yang Le and a few others chatting, while Yan Jie is in the dormitory most of the time reading books, daydreaming or listening to us talk. She rarely speaks up. However, every time we ask her something, she can always come up with a lot of nonsense to brush us off. After a long time, we just stopped asking."
"She didn't know how to say it? At that time, she had a boyfriend, but it was as if she didn't. She knew her boyfriend was cheating on her, yet she still couldn't let go of him..."
"Really? Xuyan looks like a tomboy, how can she be so timid?"
In Li Jin's eyes, women should live a fulfilling life. Men cannot let women suffer or be taken advantage of. If he dares to cheat, she would scold him fiercely and break up with him cleanly, never contacting him again!
But how could she have known just how deep Xuyan's feelings for Dong Jie were? And how good had Dong Jie been to her in the first place?!
"I don't know why Yan likes that person so much either. I didn't think he was anything special!"
"Perhaps in others' eyes, he's not good enough, but in her heart, he's the best, that's what it means to like someone!" Li Jin thought this way about Jiang Feng, she felt he was the best, but she wouldn't endure humiliation and compromise for him.
Gao Yuan nodded in agreement. Yes, in Xu Yan's heart, Dong Jie was indeed the best!
"But I still don't agree with women being so tolerant of a man. Men can't be spoiled."
"Just like how Yan spoke of Jiang Feng? So Jiang Feng endured and protected her in every way, yet even I, who pursued Yan, felt inferior to him. He still insisted that he didn't like Yan! He said he only treated her as a buddy!"
"Does Jiang Feng treat Xu Yan like a buddy?" Hu Xiao felt that Jiang Feng's attitude towards Xu Yan was not as casual as it would be with buddies...
"Jiang Feng said that." Gao Yuan disavowed any connection and proved that Jiang Feng had indeed said it, so even if it was wrong, he wasn't the one who said it wrongly.
"Yes, that's what Jiang Feng said." Zhang Yan testified for Gao Yuan.
"From a psychological analysis, Jiang Feng has masochistic tendencies."
"What's masochistic fantasy? What kind of illness is that?" Gaoyuan asked curiously.
"It's just that he refuses to admit that he actually enjoys the feeling of being abused, so after being abused by Xu Yan, he fantasizes that he doesn't like Xu Yan or this feeling, but rather treats her as a buddy."
"Your analytical skills are really strong!"
"Far away, you don't understand this, our Jiner is studying psychology."
"Great man!"
"Not as good-looking as you!" Li Jin gave Gao Yuan a cold glance, although he was more handsome than Jiang Feng, but Li Jin thought his skin tone was too pale, giving people an unhealthy feeling.
Actually, what's most important is that Li Jing feels ashamed in front of him because Gao Yuan is even fairer than her!

