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  When Xu Yan arrived downstairs, it had already started snowing. The small white snowflakes were faintly visible as they drifted down with the wind. The gray sky was matched with the white snowflakes, and it really looked beautiful. Xu Yan tilted her head back to look at the sky, letting the snowflakes fall on her face. It felt cool and refreshing, and a faint smile gradually appeared on her lips.

  "Xiang Xiang!" Jiang Feng held a large bouquet of champagne roses and walked in front of Xu Yan, handing them to her: "Eleven champagne roses for you, my love, I only care about one person - you!"

  Xu Yan looked at the bouquet of champagne roses, eleven in total, representing the greatest love, I only care about you! But Jiang Feng, why didn't you tell me that you were the male god when you first knew? I said so much to you... Is it that fun to see me make a fool of myself?

  Jiang Feng furrowed his brow, "Yan Yan... what's wrong? Are you unhappy? Is there something on your mind that you can tell me about? I'll do my best to help you solve it. As long as you want, as long as I can do it, I definitely will!"

  "Jiang Feng... why do you like me?"

  "Why?" Jiang Feng was stunned, he had never thought about this question before. To like someone, must there be a reason? If there must be one, then his feelings for Xu Yan started from curiosity at first, followed by admiration later on, and slowly discovering her goodness... He yearned for her simplicity, her cheerfulness, and pitied her sorrow... But what he felt for her wasn't charitable love.

  Can she understand it this way? Will she think I don't really like her? She might really think I only like her because I pity her for breaking up with Dongjie. Yan, you've actually asked a difficult question, if I say I like you without any reason, you won't believe me either, right?

  "After thinking for a long time, Jiang Feng said: "Xiang Xiang. I really don't know why, but I like you. Maybe there's no reason, but would you agree? If I had to say there is, then I don't know what it is. In short, in every aspect of yours that others see as bad, I think they're all good. You are the one and only you in this world, no one can compare with you. Xiang Xiang, can you understand my feelings for you? If one day you leave me, I will be very sad, but I won't give up searching for you, nor will I give up loving you."

  Xu Yan lowered his head, but raised his hand to take the flowers from Jiang Feng's hands. Just as Jiang Feng was delighted, he saw Xu Yan bypass him, raise the bouquet and throw it out with force! Watching the trajectory of the bouquet in mid-air, Xu Yan felt a chill on his face.

  With a 'bang', as the bouquet fell to the ground, Xu Yan said: "Jiang Feng. I once said that I knew a male god who had arrived, right?"

  "Hmm." Jiang Feng continued to stare at the flower that Xu Yan had tossed away, his heart feeling equally chilly.

  "Do you recognize me? Do you still remember what my game name is?"

  Jiang Feng was shocked, had Xu Yan found out? At this time, his phone kept vibrating and he didn't have the time to care. "Yan Yan, I'm the male god who has arrived in the game! Your game name is Tian Zhen Yan Pai, and you're the president of the Wen Nuan Guild. Sorry, I didn't tell you in advance."

  "It was really you... it was really you..."

  Actually, Zhang Yan's words, she only saw that there was still Jin'er, and then what was written behind her, she didn't even bother to look. She remained stunned in front of the computer, even when Zhang Yan had already typed out Jiang Feng's name, she didn't see it. So she could only rely on guessing.

  "Every word... I didn't mean to, it's just that at first, I didn't tell you because back then, I still thought of you as just... I only considered you a friend, so I didn't say anything. Later on, I realized it wasn't like that, I liked you, I wanted to be with you, I wanted to take care of you and protect you, but... at that time, due to my family's circumstances, I couldn't tell you, I could only express my feelings indirectly, so I didn't tell you!"

  "Afterwards, I finally settled the matters at home and can now openly express my feelings to you. I've never told you before, but even now, I don't know how to say it. I know you dislike being deceived..."

  "I knew you didn't like being deceived, but you still deceived me... Jiang Feng, I know you're a high-rich-handsome guy and your family has a lot of things going on, so even if you told me the truth, I wouldn't blame you. But I waited for your answer for so long and never got it... I also know you're smart, but unfortunately, I'm stupid. Whatever you said, I believed it. How many times did I try to guess that you were just a male god? But I still found an excuse to deny it. Yeah, it wasn't you intentionally deceiving me, it was me deceiving myself."

  "Ah!"

  "Jiang Feng, I'm not blaming you, really not."

  "Say, can't you just be nice?"

  Jiang Feng hugged Xu Yan's body, seeing the dry tear marks on her face, and his heart ached to death. "Yan Yan, I'm sorry, it was my fault, I didn't want to see you like this, I hope you can be happy every day. Today is the first snow, your favorite first snow."

  I like the first snow, because when it's the first snow, it's not as cold as in the depths of winter, and there's a hint of winter atmosphere. I originally wanted to say... Xu Yan suddenly stopped short, what she had wanted to say was, Jiang Feng, I've agreed to you. But at this moment, she couldn't bring herself to say it no matter how hard she tried.

  "Alright," Jiang Feng grasped her hands and found that Xu Yan's hands were icy cold. "Why don't you go back first?"

  "Hmm." Xu Yan nodded. As she was about to leave, she suddenly remembered that she still owed him a response: "Jiang Feng, I disagree."

  Jiang Feng's eyes dimmed, he already knew it would be this result. It was just you, Yan, don't blame me, okay? As long as you don't blame me, even if I have to wait for you another year or two, I'll wait! "Yan..."

  Xu Yan stopped in her tracks, took a deep breath and said: "From now on, if I have any questions, I'll ask you directly. So, if you deceive me again, I won't forgive you. This time, let's just forget it. It's also my fault for making too many excuses for you, so I'm an accomplice too. But... I will be angry, very angry! Let's see if you can coax me back!" After saying that, Xu Yan walked into the dormitory building.

  Jiang Feng stood alone in the wind, speaking to herself... She said she wasn't blaming me, but would get angry? Was she really not blaming me? But I once again made her blame herself. Xuan Xuan, I don't understand why you always like to push the blame onto yourself, it's clearly my fault, even when you doubted me before and found many excuses to deny it, it only shows that you believed in me, this isn't your fault!

  The phone vibrated again. Jiang Feng answered: "Hello? Jiang Feng, are you with Xu Yan? Is she giving you a hard time?"

  "Did you just spill the beans?" Jiang Feng really wanted to kill Zhang Yan! But thinking about it, Xu Yan would find out sooner or later, and it's better to know earlier than later: "Sigh, forget it. You ruined my confession again! Zhang Yan, how are you going to make it up to me?!"