72. Anxiety (one more)

  "Tomorrow? Afternoon?!" Xuyan exclaimed!

  "What's wrong?" Mr. Qian rarely saw Xu Yan so shocked! He couldn't help but look at Jiang Feng, was it a date with his girlfriend?

  "Tomorrow she has an appointment, but it's with a big beauty, no chance for me!"

  "Jiang Feng, are you reasonable? She obviously found me through you, how could you not know she wanted to go out with me? Jiao Yang already knows! Oh, so if you're not going, what do you want to do instead? Are you also having a date?" Xu Yan looked at Jiang Feng with a probing expression.

  Jiang Feng glared at her: "I have something tomorrow and need to leave for a few days, I also can't come to the training class on Monday! I'll be back on Wednesday!"

  "What's the hurry?" For some reason, a thread of fear suddenly emerged in Xu Yan's heart, she didn't want Jiang Feng to leave!

  "What? Don't want me to leave?" Jiang Feng sneered, completely treating everyone else in the training class as vegetables...

  Teacher Qian, the teaching assistant, and all the classmates despised them... Only Zhang Yan remained silent...

  "You...don't mind telling me, do you?" Xu Yan lowered her head and turned to return to her own seat, but Jiang Feng pulled her back.

  "It's not inconvenient to say it now, I'll tell you later, okay?"

  Xu Yan looked up at Jiang Feng, she knew he was telling the truth, only...the feeling in her heart made her feel very uncomfortable. She didn't like this feeling of being anxious and worried, she wanted a warm harbor, a cozy little nest, and the owner of that little nest was...far away yet close at hand, him - Jiang Feng!

  "Jiang Feng, did I say anything? And..." She glanced around, "This is in class! Show affection, die quickly!"

  "Xu Yan, who said I was showing off affection with you? Or are you saying you want to show off affection with me? Alright, let's put on a show then! No problem, I'm more than happy to show off, and I'm not afraid of dying quickly either! Isn't there a saying that goes 'even if one dies under the pomegranate skirt, they'll become a ghost'?"

  "Hmph, you want to die? I don't! So I don't want to play with you! Scram, stop pulling me!"

  After finishing, Jiang Feng forcefully shook off the person, and everyone saw this situation, feeling more and more that they were a couple... Everyone thought: Hmm, no big deal, just a small fight between lovers, don't mind it! So everyone automatically ignored it...

  Jiang Feng sat back in his seat with a sullen expression, "Zhang Yan, do you think Yan is really angry?"

  "Maybe," Zhang Yan said coolly. "Although on the surface she hasn't changed, but Xu Yan's temperament, you're more clear about it than I am."

  Yes, Jiang Feng was very clear that although she seemed to be still chatting and joking with him, she was really angry... And the force with which she had just pushed him away also proved this point... "Sigh!" Jiang Feng felt that hiding so much from her was really tiring, if only he could have told her earlier how good it would be! This way, he wouldn't be tired and she wouldn't be uneasy either...

  "If I tell her everything, will she feel more at ease?"

  "What's that? What are you referring to? The thing on the internet? If she knew, it would only torment you for a while. If it's something about your family... I think it's unlikely... She should be more worried instead?"

  "Yes, especially Zhang Wen is such a beautiful woman..."

  "Hey, Jiang Feng, you didn't have any thoughts about Zhang Wen, did you?"

  "Zhang Yan, you damn fool, when have you ever seen me having any thoughts about her? If she wasn't the one my family asked me to marry..."

  "Perhaps you will move your heart, huh?"

  Jiang Feng looked at Zhang Yan, he responded quickly this time, but did he think about the consequences? "Damn it! Zhang Yan, are you...?" He remembered what Xu Yan had said before: "You're really twisted!"

  "Jiang Feng, I think you're really happy when you're with Xu Yan. You seem happier than before. Sometimes I admire Xu Yan, her personality is really lovely, she can bring joy to the people around her. No matter what she does, it's always hard to get angry at her, yeah, although sometimes I feel like she's being a bit too willful and excessive, but still very lovable."

  "Zhang Yan? You shouldn't..."

  "I don't know either, but I think my feelings for her aren't romantic, because I sincerely hope you two can be together. As a brother for many years, your past happiness was just superficial and temporary, but when you're with her, you're truly happy from the heart, and it's long-lasting, which is something none of us can achieve, but she can."

  "Zhang Yan, Nima, it's better if you don't like her!"

  "Haha, how come you're admitting you like her now?" Zhang Yan said with a mischievous grin.

  "It's not that I didn't acknowledge it, but at the time, I was constrained by family factors and couldn't just like anyone freely. Plus, back then, I really hadn't clarified my feelings for her. When we first met, I envied her; her openness was something I had never possessed. Even when our group of friends got together, we couldn't have a carefree good time because we always had to be on guard."

  "We are actually lucky, at least we are in the light, but what about them? They have to be on guard against even those around them, how many people can they absolutely trust and not need to be on guard against?"

  Jiang Feng's words froze Zhang Yan's smile on his face... Ah, yes, perhaps this is the reason why neither of them would say anything that wasn't true, she could unconditionally give trust to the people around her.

  "Never mind, let's not talk about this now. We're still in the training class and there are ears on the other side of the wall. If someone overhears us, it'll be a big deal!"

  "Yes! Jiang Feng, you are actually very fortunate, able to get to know Xu Yan and also gain Xu Yan's affection."

  "Can you tell?" Jiang Feng was puzzled, he had never told Zhang Yan that she liked him.

  "Of course, it's obvious that she looks at you differently now. Don't forget, even if we don't have to deal with the dark side, I still have a discerning eye for people. Usually, when we're chatting and laughing, fooling around, I don't mind, but actually, after getting to know Xu Yan, although I've been called 'stupid' more often, I'm also very happy. This kind of happiness is something I've never experienced before."

  "It's true! I think you're already spoiling Xuan Xuan by doing this. If it were the usual you, wouldn't you have gotten angry already?"

  Zhang Yan nodded: "I've never understood how to spoil girls, so I don't mind talking to her like this. Let her be happy and say whatever she wants, that's probably what it means to spoil someone! Although I occasionally tease her too, but it seems like most of the time I'm the one who ends up losing!"

  "Where is the more half! Every time it's okay?" Jiang Feng thought of this and wanted to laugh, so he hehe laughed, resulting in his classmates' inquiry: What's wrong with Jiang Feng? With Zhang Yan... Did he suddenly discover that the relationship was better?

  "Ah, cough." Jiang Feng uncomfortably cleared his throat. Xu Yan glanced up at him and then lowered her head again. She didn't want Jiang Feng to leave... nor did she know why. In her heart, she mocked herself for acting as if they were parting ways forever. Xu Yan, do you think this is a movie? The male lead leaves and either gets injured or dies?

  Jiang Feng, although I don't know what you're going to do tomorrow when you leave, the unease in my heart is real. What's going on that you won't even tell me? You didn't give me any advance notice either. It's laughable that I only found out about this because of the dinner gathering. If it wasn't for that, would you have just quietly left without telling me? Am I not important enough? Or is what you need to do more important than me?

  Xu Yan never knew that her sense of security was actually so fragile, she had always thought herself strong enough, but only now did she discover that it wasn't the case, she had always been very insignificant, and even her unease could emerge so easily...

  Jiang Feng, you always manage to make me feel uneasy and painful with just one sentence. Are you sent by heaven to punish me?

  Jiang Feng looked at her as she lifted her head and quickly lowered it again. Jiang Feng let out a soft sigh, thinking that he would have to comfort Yan Yan properly when they got back.

  "Jiang Feng, Xu Yan... are too weak."

  "Yes, she should be uneasy. Actually, I didn't plan to tell her, but today's dinner changed my original plan, so... She will think that I intentionally didn't tell her. Dong Jie also said before, Yan Yan is actually very weak."

  “She is…”

  "She's usually very outspoken, but both in appearance and personality, she's a gentle girl! Can be said to be tough outside and soft inside! Originally my intention was clear to her, but I didn't openly express it, which made her feel a bit uneasy. This time again I didn't tell her... looks like I'm really too careless!"

  "In just over a month, your infatuation with her has become so deep?"

  "No matter how long or short the time is, if I like it, then I like it. It can be said that I have fallen in love with her. I've fallen in love."

  "Jiang Feng, it's better if you fall in love with her, rather than falling in love with this feeling."

  "Zhang Yan, she is a happy fruit, who can bear to hurt her? Dong Jie even broke up with her, but still likes her. Dong Jie just hopes she can grow up. What Dong Jie said was right, by his side, Xu Yan will never be able to grow up! In fact, Dong Jie is very great."

  "Oh? I admire my love rival!"

  "Go, go, go! Play with your own pee and mud!"

  Zhang Yan, damn it, Jiang Feng you bastard has completely learned from Xu Yan's bad habits! You also say whatever you want!

  "I found out, you've been cheated too!"

  "No way..." Jiang Feng looked at Xu Yan and then lowered his voice, saying: "Once you enter the pit union, you have to learn how to pit, otherwise we'll be kicked out soon. I don't want to just form a union and then get kicked out of it!"

  Zhang Yan's mouth twitched: "Didn't Xu Yan ask you about your QQ number?"

  "Huh? She doesn't have my QQ, she only has the male god's QQ!"

  Zhang Yan said with a sly smile, "Xu Yan is also easy to deceive, why didn't she ask for your QQ number? If she had asked, you would have been exposed!" Zhang Yan's smile was extremely sinister!

  "Zhang Yan! You idiot, don't get any wrong ideas, and don't even think about giving your QQ number to her!"

  Zhang Yan despises Jiang Feng, and he can even guess what he's thinking! Is it that serious? Forget it, I won't tell him anyway. In any case, Jiang Feng will get his punishment later! Does Xu Yan think he can be easily deceived? Sooner or later, he'll reveal his true intentions!

  "..." Jiang Feng looked towards Xu Yan's direction again, muttering Xu Yan's name in his mouth, silently saying in his heart: Sorry!

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