Ninety-five, Mislove (2)

  As I walked to the west gate of Xishi campus, I realized that I should have told her to meet in ten minutes. Because it only took me about ten minutes to arrive at the agreed location.

  It's still early, so I went to the Xishi campus of Shifan University and took a stroll around. I looked at the bulletin board and saw all sorts of big and small advertisements posted there.

  Suddenly, I thought of how I got to know Ouyang Xiao Xiao.

  The phone number written on the door of the internet cafe toilet.

  I really want to go to the internet cafe toilet and see if the phone number on the door is still there.

  If it's there, I want to wipe it away.

  Because I don't want anyone else to call Ouyang Xiaoxiao again.

  I don't want Ouyang Xiaoxiao to receive any man as a prostitute again.

  To be honest, since I got to know Ouyang Xiaoxiao, until now, I have never dared to think about how many men she has received and how many men she has slept with.

  I'm afraid to think about these things, afraid of ruining the image of Ouyang Xiaoxiao in my heart.

  I always thought I wouldn't mind Ouyang Xiaoxiao's past.

  But I'm afraid that if one day, Ouyang Xiao asks me, Su Mu Xian, do you love me? If you love me, then be with me.

  How should I respond?

  I'm afraid I'll mind her past, mind that she's a prostitute.

  Although she has her own difficulties.

  But is there a man who would find a prostitute as his girlfriend and be calm about it?

  Although, that one time, the night when Ma Dai was on the phone with Ouyang Xiaoxiao, I knew that I loved Ouyang Xiaoxiao and wanted to be with her, but I was still afraid that when the day really came, I would hesitate.

  I don't know, until Ou Yang Xiao Xiao tells me about her bitter past and hidden feelings, whether I will accept her past calmly.

  So this is also me, one of the biggest reasons I've been avoiding her all along, wanting to contact her but unwilling and dare not to.

  Another reason is Gu Xue Lin.

  Thinking of Gu Xue Lin, I scolded myself severely.

  Su Mu Xian, you deserve to die.

  Gu Xue Lin has always been so good to herself, she is such a gentle and considerate girl, but she has fantasies about Ouyang Xiao Xiao.

  This is truly shameful.

  After some deliberation, I wavered again and was about to come up with an excuse to leave.

  "Mu Xian, where are you? It's already been 35 minutes, how come I haven't seen your shadow yet. Do you have something going on?"

  I was taken aback for a moment, "Oh, I'll be right there."

  After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone and ran towards the west gate. As expected, from a distance, I saw Ouyang Xiaoxiao looking around left and right.

  When I saw Ouyang Xiaoxiao, the few points of guilt that had just arisen dissipated.

  "Alright," I ran a few steps quickly and smiled at Ouyang Xiaoxiao in greeting.

  "You're already five minutes late, what's going on?" asked Ouyang Xiaoxiao.

  "Ah," I swallowed the words "I'll make a phone call, and after more than ten minutes, I arrived. Since it was still early, I strolled around the school for a bit."

  I don't want to give Ouyang Xiao Xiao any illusions, nor do I want to have any illusions about her. So, I smiled and said, "I'm fine."

  "It's nothing, you're already five minutes late. No way, I have to punish you a bit, so you won't do it again next time. Otherwise, when we make an appointment again, who knows how many minutes you'll be late?" Ouyang Xiaoxiao said, pouting at me.

  "What? Punishment again?" I was taken aback.