Chapter 18: Life is Like First Love (18)

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  After that ambiguous conversation with He Mochen that night, and thanks to the timely reminder from my best friend Dang, I finally had a sense of crisis.

  I don't know what kind of feeling I have for He Mochen, but at least I know that I don't just treat him as a simple classmate, otherwise I wouldn't care so much about what he said. Although there was a bit of deception in my explanation to the BFFs, it's okay, once I sort out my thoughts, everything will be clear.

  That's what I thought at the time.

  Looking back on this matter, the feeling that lingers in my heart is hard to describe as either regret or bitterness. If I had clarified things with my close friends at the time and asked for their help and advice instead of trying to handle it by myself, perhaps I would have been able to easily extricate myself from those strange emotions later on.

  But at that time, I just had this naive idea and started observing He Mochen's journey, mainly to study what kind of psychological changes I would have when interacting with other outcasts.

  The result was naturally very pessimistic.

  When low-grade schoolgirls use despicable means to ask questions and launch an attack on He Mochen, the host's expression is calm, but he doesn't refuse. However, when I see those silly girls' coquettish appearance, I feel infuriated and want to burn them all with a torch.

  Girls in the same grade were a bit restrained, perhaps because of the reputation of soft Lolita, but every now and then there were also people who sent chocolates and snacks. So every time I went to my uncle's house for tutoring with He Mochen, I would take the opportunity to clean up the snacks on his desk. He Mochen saw me being so bold and didn't stop me, but the emotions in his eyes were still unpredictable.

  Many people wrote love letters and sang love songs.

  I continued to annoy these people, annoyed He Mo Tian, and annoyed myself. At the same time, I couldn't help but continue to dig deeper into the source of what was causing my annoyance.

  And Li Chiwei was indeed no ordinary demon.

  Perhaps relying on He Mochen's words that he likes petite girls, she started to show a bit of her temper when coming and going in class. However, the decibel level of her voice was still controlled very skillfully, and if someone taller wanted to talk to her, unless they lowered their head, they absolutely wouldn't be able to hear what she said clearly.

  Xiaoyu saw Li Chiwei's change and was surprised for a long time, finally realizing: "I thought she used to be pretending to be soft and gentle, but I didn't expect her to be inferior about her height."

  I also thought about it carefully and although I felt that ignoring one's other qualities just because of height wasn't very reasonable, I still went along with her and said: "Congratulations on finding your true self."

  Xiao Yu stroked his chin and laughed with great relish.

  However, it wasn't until later that I found out that Li Chiwei's family was not very wealthy during her high school days, which is the root of all her "soft" behavior. Although she thought she looked okay, she always felt that her height was not up to par and was dissatisfied with her figure. With a discerning eye for people, she was usually low-key and only showed off at parties and debate competitions. But after entering university, it's unclear whether it was due to a change in fortune or not, but her father managed to bring down his superior who lived next door and took over that superior's position as a small official in the municipal party committee. As a result, Li Chiwei had the confidence to be bossy and arrogant during her freshman year.

  But what makes me angry is not that she wears flat shoes in front of us all day, but that she does so in front of He Mochen.

  One time I walked past He Mochen's seat, I saw Li Chiwei sitting in front of him, asking an English question with a serious expression. Originally, I thought it was better to ignore and walk away, but then I heard a soft voice saying "Can you lean down a bit? My neck is getting sore from looking up."

  A surge of indignation immediately rose in my heart, kidding, He Mochen originally had some interest in this type, now you still use such a seductive method, do you want him to take care of you on the spot?!

  Driven by who-knows-what sense of propriety or morality, I immediately grabbed He Mochen's arm and pulled him up: "Last night there was a grammar point that I got mixed up with others, come take a look."

  He Mochen's movements were quite obedient, so I didn't have to exert much effort to drag him away. But just before we left, Li Chiwei's expression was truly heartbreaking - the tears in her big, shining eyes seemed to be on the verge of falling.

  I couldn't bear it and kindly advised her, "With tear glands so developed, you'd better drink less water, or crying will ruin your eyes and that's just asking for trouble."

  She was stunned for a moment, seeing He Mochen's unresponsive face, tears rolled down in an instant, and then she covered her face and rushed back to her seat.

  After bringing the host back to his own territory, I suddenly couldn't find a real problem to make an excuse for, so I had to blindly say: "Today's weather is really good..."

  Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted me lightly: "I've said it before, I won't get involved with these girls until someone publicly tells me they like me."

  As I watched his calm back, I twitched at the corners of my eyes several times.

  The girls all spoiled him. Looking at a seemingly humble person, his confidence was bursting to this extent. How could he be so sure that I had a crush on him?

  But why does he keep reminding me of what he said? Is there some implication? Has he mentioned it to others, or has he only told me so far?

  I clutched at my wildly racing heart and cursed a string of damn it, what does he mean anyway!

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