Chapter 100: The Death of My Beloved
As for Qi Shaolian's appearance, Mo Qian'er felt a little nervous and grabbed Feng Tengxu's hem with a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Is he your elder cousin?"
"No." Feng Tongxu replied ambiguously, although by bloodline, he was indeed Qu Shao Lian's cousin. However, he was also very angry. This Qu Shao Lian had lied to him when they first met, after calling him and Sai Guangchen brothers.
Just thinking about it, the hundred-year-old grudge between Bai Man and Li Heng, he felt that he couldn't easily forgive Qi Shao Lian.
"Who is she?" Qi Shaolian also noticed the woman next to Feng Tongxu and asked curiously.
However, Feng Tongxu did not want to have too much contact with Qi Shaolian, so he pulled her away.
Ignored once again, Qi Shaolian just smiled secretly in his heart, how much longer would it take for his cousin to accept him.
Later, Mo Qian'er came to tell Feng Tuo Xu with a delighted face: "Xu Jun, I have your flesh and blood now..."
"Really?" Feng Tongxu's face was excited, he put his hands on Mo Qian'er's shoulders, looking into her gentle and watery eyes, not daring to believe that this time it would be true, the woman he loved was actually having his child!
"Uh, of course." Mo Qian'er nodded vigorously and then placed her hand on Feng Tuo Xu's hand, saying boldly: "Or perhaps your father will take into account the face of his future grandson and be willing to let me join the family?"
Although she is now with Feng Tuo Xu, but this kind of always afraid of being discovered private runaway life? Really want her to spend a lifetime? She wants happiness, wants to be recognized by the whole world, doesn't want to live in such a sneaky way anymore.
It was because they were fugitives, so Feng Tengxu specially dyed his long hair black and could not reveal his martial arts to the outside world. He could only go to a private school to teach books and lived a peaceful life from then on.
He didn't go to do business with her because he was afraid of attracting other people's attention, so he could only be with her in this low-key way. Even the house they chose was a simple and humble one. Although she could accept this point, she also felt that it wasn't good to continue like this. It was a waste of talent!
Even if Feng Tongxu has always given in to her, however, as time goes on, she also starts to dislike this kind of life. It's just an ordinary person's life. Just rice, oil, salt, and three meals that barely make ends meet. Apart from him, she has nothing else. So, she thinks, if she gets it this time, it would truly be heaven helping her!
Even if Feng Tengxu's father is heartless, he can't possibly refuse to accept the child of "his" son, right?
Feng Tuo Xu's eyes narrowed, and he asked inexplicably, "What? You still want to go back?"
Although life is really quiet now, it makes Feng Tongxu feel at ease. Just like his mother, although his father married her, he never truly loved her. So, he always feels that sometimes being quiet isn't a bad thing. Now, no one can take her away from him, and no one will bother him, this teacher who only teaches books.
And his father Feng Tongxin is such a ruthless person, even if he has "his" blood flowing in his body, but he doesn't want to see his dad being promiscuous all the time, even though he's grown up now, "he" still has many women.
Or he was like his deceased mother, even his hair color inherited from his mother, which was a rare silver.
"I don't want to hide for a lifetime!" Mo Qian'er said, looking into Feng Tuo Xu's worried eyes, expressing her own thoughts.
She didn't understand why Feng Tongxu wasn't happy. Wasn't Liheng Village his home? Moreover, there were many beautiful sceneries there, which was better than living a dull life every day. She also didn't want to be a seamstress for others all the time, working hard day and night sewing and mending, she wanted to buy nice cosmetics and wear pretty clothes too.
Because they are on the run, they can't be too high-profile, but is this really the life Mo Qian'er wants? Like an ordinary rural woman, just living for the sake of living, no longer having moments of extravagance and luxury, just passing by day after day, just being busy day after day.
A life that's too peaceful has finally erased Mo Qian'er's beautiful love fantasies. Now she wants a rich life, and all of this can be achieved if he is willing to strive for it.
"But, my father..." Feng Tongxu looked at Mo Qianer's slightly furrowed brow and patiently helped her smooth it out, wanting to express his concerns. He didn't think that having children of their own would change anything, but... or maybe he was just afraid, afraid that his father still wanted to tear them apart!
"There's no grandfather who doesn't care about his grandson!" Mo Qian'er continued to ask stubbornly, for the sake of her future happiness, she had to gamble.
"And if your father doesn't agree, I can use it to coerce him until he's willing to accept us being together!" Mo Qian'er rubbed her still flat stomach, and her eyes sparkled with a gentle light. She believed that hard work would pay off as long as they were willing to put in the effort together, and they could definitely get his father to agree to their marriage.
Before, it was because she didn't have his type, but now she does, who knows, maybe there's really an exception?
Feng Tongxu looked at Mo Qian'er again, feeling that she had changed, but... or maybe he was thinking too much, because she had his flesh and blood, so she would think about making everyone bless them, so their child would grow up in a relatively better environment, or, she thought this way wasn't wrong either.
"Alright, we can head back, but I think we should contact Guan Chen first." Feng Tongxu was unwilling to blame Mo Qianer and also knew that hiding forever wasn't a solution. However, if he could get his good brother Sai Guan Chen to help him out with some kind words, it might just do the trick.
"Uh-huh." Mo Qian'er nodded, Feng Tongxu was still spoiling her now, but she was also afraid that after such a long period of peaceful life, he might have complaints about himself too. However, he really hadn't said anything to her, so she thought she'd take advantage of the situation while he was still listening to her and try to get some benefits.
Feng Tongxu got in touch with Sai Guangchen through a carrier pigeon and arranged to meet him at Xinghua Village.
Sai Guangchen smiled slightly after hearing their main purpose, and couldn't help but tease: "You're quite speedy, being with Qianer for half a year and coming back with a bun in the oven!"
"I'm a normal man, and after being with my woman for so long, we'll definitely have kids. But I'm not sure how my dad will react to this." Feng Tongxu always felt an inexplicable sense of unease.
Or maybe he's just thinking too much, it's been a long time since he came back here, everything seems unfamiliar, that's why it feels so unreal!
"Your dad..." Sai Guan Chen also fell silent, who is right about this matter? Logically speaking, most dads would agree! However, Feng Tong Xin, the master of Heng Jiao, was not an ordinary person. He had many women, but he only truly married Feng Tuo Xu's mother, which was really unbelievable!
"Otherwise, Brother Guan Sheng, you go and test his father's attitude first. If he is willing to accept it, we will come back; if not, we will leave!" Mo Qian'er pinned all her hopes on Sai Guan Sheng, feeling that the always kind-hearted Sai Guan Sheng should have a way to persuade Feng Tongyu's father.
"Alright, I'll try my best!" Saichon could only reluctantly agree, what else could he do? Beat the mandarin ducks? Feng Tongxu had already gotten her belly big, and he didn't want them to keep drifting around either.
Unexpectedly, Li Heng's master agreed to let them return and also agreed to their marriage after hearing that Mo Qian'er had given birth to his grandson.
Feng Tongxu couldn't believe this was true. It turned out that his father, who had a reputation for being ruthless, wasn't really so heartless after all.
It's rare for his father to agree to their marriage, so Feng Tongxu's attitude towards his father has also improved a lot. Moreover, his father also found a special maid and an experienced nanny to accompany Mo Qianer.
His father said he was willing to accept her on one condition: that he would manage the affairs within the church properly.
So, Feng Tongxu's time with her became shorter, but every night when he returned home and saw her, it made him feel that all the hardships were worthwhile.
The wedding date is getting closer and closer, so the initial tension, the initial unease, also gradually disappeared from Feng Tengxu's heart.
One day, his father gave him a task and told him to go to the Tianyin Sect as a guest for a few days. Originally, he didn't want to go, but he was also afraid of offending his father, so he wouldn't be able to be with them together.
As a result, on his way to Tianyin Sect, he encountered an ambush. With great difficulty, when he rushed back to Liheng Sect, he heard that Mo Qian'er had gotten into trouble.
He didn't see her last look, only saw her lying coldly on the ground, fallen in a pool of blood.
Even if everyone in the world said it was an accident, he vaguely knew that the person who killed her was his father.
Moreover, when he went to Tianyin Sect, Sai Guangchen was also driven away by his father.
That is, this was a long-planned thing by his father Feng Tongxin...
He hated his father, hating him so much that he wanted to kill "him". His heart was so grieved that it finally triggered the cold poison in his body, and he fell into a deep sleep for a long time...
Coming back to his senses, Feng Tuo Xu looked at the embroidered shoes on the table and muttered to himself: "Qian Er, you've been gone for so long, and Hong Fu's person looks just like you, but she can't be your reincarnation. Or are you afraid I'm too lonely, so you deliberately let heaven give me someone who looks like you to accompany me?"
Although Yan Lirong's personality is not like Mo Qianer, but at the moment he saw her, Feng Tongxu really had a feeling of being reborn.
He thought, maybe it's because of Mo Qian'er's relationship? Or, is this an intentional arrangement by heaven?
(Male lead's recollection chapter is over, next chapter will resume with female lead's perspective!)

