Chapter Seventy-Fifth: The Psychologist

  "How could it be impossible?" You Yidan sat beside Mo Xiao, helping her recall the past "foolish matters".

  That year, Mo Xiao said to Yang Yanjie that if he couldn't forget his words, he would either choose to get into a car accident, or die directly, or lose his memory. But Miss Mo, have you been watching too many idol dramas? How is this possible?

  But the young lady really did it, fortunately, her life was not in great danger. Zhu Xiang Meng was worried that one day she would quietly die, so he took her to see a psychologist.

  Beforehand, Zhu Xiangmeng and You Yidan had discussed it beforehand, letting You Yidan keep her identity a secret. She knew that if Mo Xiaoqiao found out that You Yidan was a psychological consultant, she would definitely not cooperate with the treatment. Her own sister's temper, how could her sister not know?!

  However, Zhu Xiang Meng had no idea that Mo Xiao Xiao had been under too much psychological pressure during the period leading up to the college entrance exam in her senior year of high school, so she had gone to see a psychologist and was relatively familiar with some things about psychologists. So, as soon as she saw You Yi Dan for the first time, she knew what her sister's purpose was. Fortunately, she was obedient and didn't make it difficult for her sister to save face.

  After Zhu Xiangmeng sent Mo Xiao to You Yidan's house, he made an excuse to leave. After all, some words might be embarrassing for Mo Xiao to say in front of him. However, after Zhu Xiangmeng left, Mo Xiao directly showed his true intentions.

  "Dansister, you're a psychological consultant, right?" Mo Xiao said without any doubt, her tone firm and her gaze steady, as if she was very confident in herself.

  "I am your sister's classmate." You Yidan was still in a daze amidst Mo Xuanxuan's thoughts.

  "Maybe even my sister doesn't know, but I actually studied psychology in high school, so I'm relatively familiar with psychological counseling." Mo Xuanxuan still wore a faint smile.

  "Alright, I give up. Xiao Xiao, since you can tell at a glance that I'm a psychologist, you should know where you yourself went wrong." Yu Yidan thought to herself, this little girl is indeed teachable and very clever!

  "The mind emphasizes helping oneself, Dan Jie. I've sought self-help before, but my mind and brain keep telling me that what I did wasn't wrong." Mo Xiao had thought of giving up before, but when it comes to matters of the heart, how could she just let go?

  Just like Yang Yanzhe doesn't love her, she is someone who can't be swayed at all.

  "Your sister doesn't understand you, and to be honest, neither do you yourself. What do you think about that?" Yu Yidan suddenly became interested, thinking that such an intelligent girl wouldn't just have a simple psychological consolation, there must be more to it.

  But Youyi Dan didn't know that Mo Xiao Xiao was a typical stubborn person, even if you dissected her, it wouldn't change her mind.

  "Right." Mo Xiao nodded.

  "So you think Yang Yanjie understands you very well, and can even be compared to your parents?" You Yidan continued to ask.

  "Yes." Mo Xiao's reason for loving Yang Yanjie so deeply was that she had a sense of knowing him too late.

  At first, Yang Yanjie's sentence: "I feel that we are the same kind of people" made Mo Xiao Xiao unforgettable for a long time, and since then, she began to pay close attention to Yang Yanjie frequently.

  "It's possible that sometimes you may have misunderstood Yang Yanjie, his so-called understanding might be... to put it simply, for example, when he was serving a dish, he inadvertently caught sight of a flower carved out of carrots and casually said 'this flower is really beautiful', but you took it seriously, not knowing that you are just that carrot flower." You Yidan could only come to this conclusion after reading the "medical record" given to her by Zhu Xiangmou.

  "You just said that even if I were your sister, you wouldn't understand me so well. So let's put aside what you see and what I see. I'll explain, and you listen, how about that?" Mo Xuanxuan naturally knew that in her sister's eyes, anyone who made her little sister suffer was not a good person, and would naturally have some reservations about Yang Yanjie.

  "You are the most unique patient I have ever seen." You Yidan said with a smile.

  She really hadn't seen a girl like that before. Although she had her own psychological barrier, she insisted on pretending it didn't exist.

  "In the eyes of a psychological counselor, there are no patients, only visitors." Mo Xiao is indeed Mo Xiao, how many things doesn't she understand?

  In Mo Xiao's eyes, Yang Yanjie was always right, perhaps because Mo Xiao was biased towards him. Between her and Yang Yanjie, she decisively chose Yang Yanjie. To her, Yang Yanjie was much more important than herself in her heart.

  "You regard Yang Yanjie as the closest person to you except your parents, right?" You Yidan thought at this time that guiding Mo Xuanxuan was far less effective than letting Mo Xuanxuan realize it himself, but it was impossible in this lifetime.

  Because Mo Xiao didn't give up the habit of being close to his relatives.

  "Right, there are some things that only Yang Yanzhe and I know. So in my heart, he is a part of my body." Mo Xiao's mouth curved up slightly, seeming to smile but not quite smiling.

  He was a part of her body, but this part has left, and it's been gone for too long.

  "I won't tell you what to do, I think you've already made up your mind." You Yidan patted Mo Xiao's little head and said with a smile.

  "Helping others helps oneself, you've already told me a lot." Mo Xiao smiled lightly.

  "Xiao Xiao, have you ever thought that Yang Yanjie left you because of your selfishness and willfulness?" You Dan wouldn't dare to fight a guerrilla war with Mo Xiao Xiao!

  "You said." Mo Xiao knew it naturally, but where was she wrong?

  "Xiao Xiao, if you say that you never suspected Yang Yanjie from the beginning, then why would you be unhappy seeing Yang Yanjie and Luo Yan's conversation? It's because you're jealous, because you're envious. You don't have to admit it, but deep down, you know it's true. To a large extent, Yang Yanjie and Luo Yan being together is thanks to you, perhaps he never thought of it initially."

  "Some people say that a woman who doesn't eat is possible, but a woman who doesn't get jealous is absolutely impossible. However, Xiao Xiao, you are wrong. Maybe your sister thinks Yang Yanjie hurt you, maybe the friends around you think Yang Yanjie hurt you too, but I think it's actually you who hurt him, all along."

  Yóu yì dān back then told Mò Xiǎo Xiǎo this, don't know how Mò Xiǎo Xiǎo understood it, in short, Mò Xiǎo Xiǎo knew she was wrong, so after waiting for many years, just like Xià Jiàn said, it's to atone for her sins.

  ……

  "I really don't know whether I harmed you or helped you back then." You Yidan sighed and said.

  "If one does not choose to give up on their own, then no external force can intervene." Mo Xiao did not think that You Yidan had done anything wrong back then.

  "Dealing with you, it's not extreme, not successful, but obviously, if it were extreme, you would cease to exist." Youyidan understood what Mo QiQi meant.

  There is always someone like that, even if you say it countless times to give up, but still can't bear to part with. For Mo Xuan Xuan, Yang Yan Jie is such a person.

  "So, I'm still doing great now." Mo Xiao Xiao had a happy expression on her face.

  "I hope you can always live a good life!" Yóu yì dān emphasized the word "live" heavily.

  She understood that Mo Xiao was able to hold on until now because she had dreams, beliefs and support in her heart. Once Yang Yanjie was gone, it would also be the end of Mo Xiao's life.

  "This older sister is reassuring, it will definitely be okay!" Mo Xiao Xiao patted her chest and guaranteed.

  But Mo Xiao, can you really fulfill your promise? You've made countless promises in this life, and the only one that was truly fulfilled was waiting for Yang Yanjie for seven years. But what did you get in return? You should know that yourself.

  "Alright then, I'll go first. You take good care of yourself and rest well." Yu Yidan patted Mo Xuan's shoulder and gave a slight smile, but the smile seemed somewhat forced.

  Watching Yu Yidan's figure, Mo Xiao suddenly stopped her:

  "Dannei, having watched Haitanghua for thirteen years, you should know a phrase: at 4 am, watching Haitanghua without sleep."

  Moist and shallow smile as before, just like what I saw in those years.

  Yóu yì dān bìng méi huí huà, diǎn diǎn tóu, lí kāi le.

  Translation:

  You Yidan didn't answer, nodded and left.