The boy's mind is really hard to guess

  I don't want to say anything yet.

  Guan Sha forced a smile and said: What's there to talk about?

  "You're really worthless!"; I scolded him; "No wonder people look down on you!"

  "What did you say?" Guan Sha raised his head, his face flushed red as he stared at me and said, "What did you say? Say it again!"

  But before I could say another word, he sprang up from the floor and rushed into his own little room, slamming the door shut with a bang.

  I'm a bit regretful. A man's self-esteem is also a matter of life and death, Gansa was wrong, but I also did something wrong, didn't I? Shouldn't have been so aggressive. I really am a bit regretful.

  At lunchtime, Guan Sha still refused to come out. Tian Ai's aunt was a bit angry and said: "Don't call him anymore, we'll eat, he's the one who's hungry, not us!"

  Dad asked me: "Do you know what's going on?"

  I don't know.; My mind was elsewhere as I picked at my rice.

  Tian Ai's aunt also couldn't eat well, looking worried and serious, said to her father: "I've never understood this son of mine, I don't even ask him to be excellent, as long as he doesn't make me worry every day, I'm satisfied. Daughters are better, look at Ranran, she's so sensible."

  "Maybe we care too little about him." Dad said, "When I have time, I'll talk to him more often."

  Yes, I also comforted her by saying, "Guan Sha is actually quite clever."

  Tian Ai's aunt just sighed.

  Guansha didn't come out of his room until 4 pm, he must have been starving. He rummaged through the fridge wildly. Tian'ai Auntie said: "There's nothing to eat, let's wait for dinner."

  He didn't even care about his socks, changed his shoes and was ready to go out.

  "Where are you going?" Tian Ai's aunt asked.

  "I'm starving to death and you don't care, where are you sending me?"

  Tian Ai's aunt pulled him and said: "Alright, alright, what's wrong that you can't tell Mom?"

  "It's nothing." Guan Sha said stiffly, "Don't drag things out, I'll go eat a bowl of noodles and come back." After finishing speaking, he broke free from Tian Ai's aunt and walked away. As soon as Guan Sha went out the door, Tian Ai's aunt sat on the sofa, propping up her forehead with her hand, looking very tired and exhausted. I didn't know what to say to her, so I decided to go find Guan Sha.

  I easily found Guan Sha in a small noodle shop across the street, where he was wolfing down a bowl of noodles. I sat down opposite him and said: "Don't make your mother sad, finish eating the noodles and go home."

  Don't be self-righteous.

  Mind your own business, said Guan Sha.

  This is none of your concern.

  "I'm sorry, if I said something wrong, I formally apologize to you."

  "You're right." said Guan Sha, "I'm just a good-for-nothing person, you're not wrong at all." He was drinking noodles loudly and carelessly.

  "In short, don't worry your mom."

  I stood up and said, "Is your mom okay?"

  "She has a perfect daughter like you, why would she still care about me?"

  I am perfect and flawless, you are still her most beloved son, this is a fact that no one can change!

  "You're really stinky!"; Guan Sha scolded me, saying: "I've never seen a girl as stinky as you."; After finishing, he raised his hand to the boss and said: "Bring another bowl! Add more chili sauce."

  I turned and walked away. It seems that not only girls, but also boys' thoughts are hard to guess. Just like freedom as the wind, since he said those words, I haven't seen him online for two weeks. On Saturday when I went online, I couldn't help but send him an email, telling him how much I missed this friend. Many days later, I finally received his reply, which was: Chapter 34: Will happiness grow wings?

  Haha, hello:

  I didn't expect to receive your letter.

  That day you said I was boring and hastily went offline, it had a huge impact on me. Do you know? I mustered up the courage to say those words. I think you must look down on me, right? These days my heart has been heavy, I don't know what attitude to use when facing you, I really feel too embarrassed to see you again. Who said that online, changing a name is like being a brand new person, there won't be any real emotions. But I don't believe it. Unfortunately, my carelessness ruined the crystal-like friendship we could have had. Sigh!

  I think it's better if we don't see each other again from now on.

  I will always remember you as a friend. Wishing you a lifetime of laughter on your life's journey. Just like your username, it sounds so lovely (hehe, can't say more or I'll be wrong again).

  Your eternal friend: Free as the wind

  I, who has always been strong and optimistic, shed tears in front of the cold computer screen. I think I care a lot about friendship. Although I have many friends, Freedom Like Wind is different, and I don't want to lose a kindred spirit like that. I wanted to write a letter back to Freedom Like Wind, but I couldn't write it well. I didn't know what to say, no one was wrong, and this matter had nothing to do with right or wrong. I wrote letter after letter, only to delete them one by one.

  He disappeared online just like the wind, and every time someone chatted with me online, I suspected it was him, but also felt it wasn't. The internet is so weird, change a name, and it's hard to tell who's who anymore. But worse than me is Gu Sha, he seems to have become even stranger and more silent, always looking down and depressed, even when he comes home, there's nothing to say, and the interest in arguing with me has completely disappeared, the whole person looks like a wilted vegetable.

  Will happiness grow wings?

  Autumn has arrived, the leaves have turned yellow, and we are in our second year of high school.

  The tube is no longer twisted.

  Freedom like the wind should have been admitted to university.

  But I haven't heard from him, and I don't know if he'll come to our university. I remember what he said to me before. When I ride my bike past the gate of each university, I always slow down and take a sneak peek at every boy going in or out.

  I rarely go online anymore. After many days, I opened my mailbox and found a greeting card inside, but I didn't know who sent it. On the card was a little angel with wings, and in small flashing letters that read: "Will happiness also grow wings?"

  I think this must be freedom bringing me gifts.

  I don't know why, but this sentence made me feel a little frightened. I walked out of the study and thought about going to the balcony to get some fresh air. As soon as I got there, I heard Tian'ai Auntie speaking in a low voice on the phone: "I've told you before, I won't see you! You'd better leave this place far away, or else I'll be rude!"

  Tian Ai's tone revealed considerable anger and impatience. Since I've known her, I'd never heard her speak in such a tone before. As I was taken aback, I then heard her say: "You're not his dad, and even if you were, you're not as good as his real dad! We've been clear about this for a long time! Don't call me again from now on!"