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Are the years and months hard to come again?

  Time flies, and it's not easy to come back. "QQ Brother and Sister" is a good example. Although the brotherly love between Gu Sha and Ju Ran is not common in life, their wealthy family and excellent parents are not easily possessed by every family, but the things that happen around them are all too familiar. For example, Ju Ran's stubbornness and arrogance; Gu Sha's introversion (I think it's called "COOL" in some people's mouths); the beauty and kindness of Luo Wei. I always feel that the parts about QQ and the internet are the most impressive. Ju Ran's ability to give up on freedom like wind is really admirable. Maybe it's because I'm a person who likes to drag things out, always soft-hearted, finding excuses to make myself feel okay about what I've done; thinking that a girl, especially one who often uses QQ and the internet, can't easily give up on any genuine feelings or relationships online. Of course, now there are many people online who just chat with girls for a few sentences before sending roses and saying sweet nothings, and many girls have learned to deal with it or directly block them. But if it's like Ju Ran and Freedom Like Wind, with a long foundation, long-term tacit understanding, and long-term feelings, how can you easily give up and say you're not chatting anymore? This is just my personal opinion; I've always been a person who likes to drag things out, so I admire Ju Ran's decisiveness. Maybe for many people, this isn't a difficult thing to do. I've been online for three years, using QQ for over two years, and most of my familiar net friends are from back then. In the past year, I haven't had the energy to get familiar with new people. My QQ friend list has over 300 people, but I've only chatted with less than a quarter of them. What does this mean? My point is, what's the meaning of chatting online, adding so many people, and having so many friends? I still don't understand. So not long ago, I used another QQ account, with only a few dozen people, all old friends and important people. But the one I use most often is still my original messy account; even though I haven't chatted with anyone, seeing the row of bright icons on it makes me feel like life is still moving forward, there's still a way out, and I'm not alone. Maybe young love really does need to be ambiguous to be beautiful, just like how breaking up can sometimes be the most perfect ending for love. It's simple, but what allows Ju Ran to make such decisions? Is it her personality, her stubbornness towards emotions, or other reasons? Her distrust of the internet? Her subconscious fear of love at that age? And so on. Giving up is one kind of growth, accepting is another kind of growth. Any experience you have in your youth can change your original path. Ju Ran gave up on Freedom Like Wind, and her life became peaceful again, everything moving forward according to plan. But if she finally accepted him, wouldn't that be something? After all, she's not someone without feelings. A long-distance online romance, unseen, with no confidence in each other, what direction would their relationship grow towards? In today's world, not every beautiful love can have a rational person to calm it down. Another episode I liked was when Ju Ran used QQ to trick people; it felt familiar: the person I tricked the most was J. I probably used four or five different QQ accounts to chat with him, and he always believed without a doubt that I was his classmate or friend, no matter how many times he got cheated. J is a good kid, I really like him. Maybe deep down, I've always had a mischievous streak, often messing around and laughing to myself in front of the computer, feeling carefree and happy. Are those days gone forever?

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