It's impossible between us

  "Just like this dark night, when darkness descends, you can't escape, and the darkness envelops your head. But you're afraid, and close your eyes. Mei Ru'er, true confrontation isn't about refusal, but having the courage to endure!" Hua Jingyan's eyes sparkled with excitement as his powerful arms shook me.

  "Do you know? When you close your eyes, refusing the darkness also means refusing the light. Open your eyes and accept this darkness, seek the light in the darkness."

  I stared at Hua Jingyan with my mouth agape, and all language flew away.

  Hua Jing Yan, he actually saw through me.

  It's too terrifying! One's own inner self being seen through so nakedly by someone.

  I'm panicked.

  "Let me go! Hua Jingyan! Let go of me!"

  "Scared? Is that so?" Huajing Yan's eyes widened, his eyes turned orange-red, like the sunset sun, shining in the darkness.

  "Yes, you're scaring me like this! Let go, Huajing Yan!" I struggled free, but he tightened his arms, holding me firmly in his embrace.

  "If you're really strong, then open yourself up and accept my feelings."

  "Accept your feelings? I don't have any feelings for you." My body began to shake uncontrollably, and my voice trembled along with it.

  "Don't veto like this. When you veto me, you are also vetoing yourself. Look, is this your strength?"

  "I... I couldn't find words, his scorching body was burning against me."

  "Say you like me!" Hua Jingyan grasped my face, the deep emotions in his eyes poured into my veins, and my sensitive nerves were strangled.

  I let out a sigh.

  "Miyue'er, tell me, you love me for a lifetime, until the end of time."

  Hua Jingyan's body also began to tremble involuntarily, his eyes burning with a fierce and crazy passion.

  "Tears... " I choked back a sob as bitter tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes.

  "Or rather, 'I like him, not because he's good-looking and rich. It's because he likes me too.'"

  "...you heard..." I stared at him in shock.

  "I've heard it. Where you are, my ears, my eyes, and my heart are all there." Huajing Yan pulled my hand over his chest.

  "Hua Jingyan, I'm a bit of a mess right now, can you give me some time to sort myself out?" I blinked away the tears that had moistened my eyelashes.

  "It's no good." Huajing Yan's eyes sparkled like fireworks, "Once your rationality returns, you will push me away again. I won't give you another chance! Mier, I solemnly declare to you, I want to marry you!"

  I was deeply shocked on the spot.

  "You marry me, then... what about Su Na?"

  "Heavens! At a time like this, it's not Su Na you should be thinking of, you should be holding me tight and giving me a sweet kiss!" Huajing Yan said fiercely.

  I stood there stupidly, half of my body almost paralyzed in Hua Jingyan's arms, my head a complete mess.

  "No... it shouldn't be like this!" I panicked. "Hua Jingyan, you may have a temporary freshness to a weirdo like me, but we can't be together."

  "You haven't even tried, how do you know it won't work?" Huajing Yan frowned impatiently.

  "No! It's impossible between us!" I exclaimed, struggling out of his arms. "You're heaven and I'm earth, we're people from two different worlds. My family can accept you, but your family may not necessarily be able to accept me. No, they absolutely won't be able to accept me! That's the gap between us! Hua Jingyan, marriage isn't that simple, it's not just a matter of two people, but also the connection between two families."