This is the taste of first love

  Hua Jing Yan's eyes rolled back and he took a deep breath, his hand landed on my waist. My lips were invasive and searching, trying to cover up my own fear, heaven knows how flustered I was at that moment.

  "You, is this revenge?" Hua Jingyan's hand hooked under my chin, his mouth curled up in an arc.

  Retaliation?

  These two words suddenly popped up in my mind.

  I'm avenging Flower Scenery? Avenging him for taking away my first, second and third kiss... Because three times is enough, because he's a bastard, because he likes to surprise people with kisses, so I'll represent justice, an eye for an eye, and let him experience the chaos of being suddenly kissed too!

  "Yes!" I replied with a fierce and sinister tone, and then fiercely bit his lips.

  "Is that so?" Hua Jingyan pinched my chin again, this time with great force, and I winced in pain.

  "That's right." Smoke was coming out of my nostrils.

  "I see you're taking revenge on Su Na for dumping you!" The corners of Hua Jingyan's mouth curved upwards, and a hint of dark fire flashed in the depths of her Du Ruo Lan-colored eyes. "How does it feel to kiss your best friend's fiancé?"

  Every word of Hua Jingyan's words merged into my heart, I brushed my face pale, anger burning in my body.

  That's right. When I saw the empty space outside the door, my heart seemed to be grasped by something, and it hurt with a sharp pain.

  Su Na left so thoroughly, I couldn't even catch a glimpse of her shadow.

  I had expected this ending, but when it was really in front of me, I still couldn't accept it.

  So I was infuriated by Su Na's ruthlessness and put this account on her "fiancé"'s head?!

  "Go ahead and say whatever you want! I haven't kissed enough!" I was speechless.

  Hua Jingyan's smile widened by another degree, and I blushed at my earth-shattering words while my numb lips, beyond my control, once again attached themselves to Hua Jingyan's sensual lips.

  His lips were so soft, like white clouds in the sky. His mouth carried a faint hint of peppermint flavor, the lingering taste of chewing gum.

  My heart is intoxicated, and I want to explore further, wanting more, knowing more about him.

  Hua Jingyan didn't resist or welcome it, he really let me kiss him casually... but for some reason, my surging heart gradually fell.

  Perhaps my intention of kissing him was not pure.

  What Hua Jingyan said is right, I am retaliating!

  Or was it being seen through by Hua Jing Yan Chi's naked River Crab, making me feel embarrassed and ashamed, I got angry and also wanted to make him feel embarrassed.

  My mind is a mess, I can't tell whether I'm avenging Hua Jingyan or avenging Liang Suyan, or even myself.

  Maybe it's all three factors!

  However, the enemy's lack of resistance left me without any sense of revenge.

  My fierce movements slowed, and I slowly put down my raised foot, relaxed my arms, like a child who had done something wrong, hung my head in shame.

  Was it because I didn't kiss well enough that he despised me? This actually became my last thought.

  "Enough?" Hua Jingyan's tone was tinged with a hint of mockery as she countered.

  I didn't speak, keeping my head down, not letting him notice the tears spreading and falling from my face. I don't know why I cried... just like I don't know why I kissed him.

  Later on, when I no longer liked Hua Jingyan, looking back on past events, I finally understood that if you like someone, you can't help but be intimate with them; if you fall in love with that person, you can't help but kiss them.

  At that time, I was new to emotions and didn't know what it meant to like someone. All my feelings came out of nowhere and left without a trace.

  Ah, so this is what it feels like to have a first love!

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