Thirty-two scattered wine crazy

  "Does mom still love that man?"

  "There is a kind of love that will never be forgotten in this lifetime."

  "Well then, be with that man if you want to. After all, both of you are free now, maybe he's still waiting for you?" I looked at my mom, really couldn't bear to let her suffer alone like this.

  "There is a kind of love that will never be together in this lifetime."

  "Why? Don't say Mom can't match up with him anymore, you will always be a good match for that man."

  "Alright, Oulian, Mom has already let it go, so you shouldn't mention it again. We're going back tomorrow anyway?"

  "Yes, it's just a five-day leave, which is already quite good"

  。”

  "Why does it have to be on me? This isn't the time to be stubborn either."

  "Mom, I don't want that man's money, I'd rather not go abroad for further study."

  "Alright, I've advised you enough, so I won't advise you anymore. Just go to university this year."

  "Mom, maybe I won't study abroad after all, I'll stay in a university here."

  "What? Didn't you used to want to study abroad?"

  "It's hard to survive abroad, it's better in our own country. But if I go abroad, I won't have any friends or anything, what will I do? So I'll just take the university entrance exam for a city, in the city where I work, I've been to that university before and it feels okay."

  "In that case, you could have gone to study abroad right after graduating from high school, but now it's been delayed for another year."

  "It's okay, mom. Just consider it a tempering of life. University life is easy, so before that, I need to toughen up my mind and then I can calm down and study well."

  "Alas, I guess I have no choice but to agree with you. Anyway, as long as you're happy, just don't regret it in the future."

  "Mom, I didn't expect we could have such a good relationship, I didn't even dare to think about it before."

  "What? You've hated me since I was a kid, I know that."

  "That's how you treat me with indifference, I'm just a kid, of course I'll hold a grudge."

  "You've always been like this since you were young, forever so clear-cut in your likes and dislikes. If you like something, you really like it; if you dislike something, no matter what, you won't like it. Your personality is especially quirky, I don't know who you take after."

  "Can't you just follow that man? It seems I'm not your real parent. I don't think I look much like Ou Jingxuan either."

  "Haha, yeah, you're the one I brought back, not my own flesh and blood. You debt collector!"

  "Well then, thank you for raising me all these years. Don't worry, I will absolutely not go looking for so-called biological parents. You are forever the only mother I have in this world."

  "Why? Aren't there many kids who grow up and want to find their biological parents these days? Why don't you go?"

  "Then think about why they abandoned me, at most it was just that the condom broke during a one-night stand, otherwise how could I have been thrown away like a dog as soon as I was born? You say so?"

  "Yes, if it's really the crystallization of love, I will never want to abandon it. Just like when I was pregnant with him at first, even though he didn't want me anymore, I still wanted to give birth to our child for him because I not only loved him but also our child. I couldn't bear to abandon them. Oulian and Jingxuan are both my good children."

  。”

  "Mom, you're really great, I don't know how strong your heart is."

  "Yes, Han Shi Ya was originally a strong woman, so she would never feel discouraged and would not look back at anyone, always only looking forward."

  "Mom, shall we have some wine?"

  "Hehe, why did you suddenly want to drink?"

  "It's because I feel uncomfortable and sympathize with Ms. Han Shiya, why can't such a good woman get complete happiness? I don't understand, mom, let's drink?"

  "Are you trying to get drunk?"

  "Yeah, and I've never been that crazy before. Isn't it said that drunk people speak the truth? Let's just say what we want to say, anyway, we won't remember it tomorrow when we wake up."

  "Alright, I haven't gotten drunk in a long time either, I'll go get some wine."

  What would it be like if Oulun got drunk? Haha, I really have no impression of that. Oulun, you should also get drunk sometimes and not live so clearly every day.

  "I heard that baijiu is better with Sprite, otherwise it's too bitter."

  "Isn't this supposed to get you drunk?"

  "Can't we get drunk faster?"

  "That's good, anyway there are just two of us here and nothing to be afraid of."

  "Go to sleep obediently when you're drunk."

  "Okay, I'll go sleep now, still have to go back tomorrow."

  。”

  Mom is mixing wine and drinks, can it be drunk like this? Won't it be harder to drink?

  "Ah - sucks, tastes weird." I said with a scrunched up face.

  "You're supposed to drink it like this, who told you to savor the taste?" As she said that, mom took a sip, just like drinking water, but how could this flavor be the same?

  "Hmm...the feeling of taking a sip is actually more comfortable than savoring the flavor, I'm even sweating."

  "You'll get drunk after a few more sips, your capacity for liquor is too small."

  "Hmm, I didn't drink before either."

  "Just get drunk and go to sleep, getting drunk will also allow you to have a good night's sleep, and you won't think about anything."

  "Ah, I must get drunk."

  I want to say that my drinking capacity is really not good, after just a few cups I'm already dizzy and my body feels like it's floating, but I saw mom was also drunk, who made her keep pouring wine? That's really not water, okay? Even if you're not feeling well in your heart, there's no need to drink so much. Does getting drunk mean you won't feel heartache anymore? So, mom, are you feeling a bit better? Anyway, I'm feeling more comfortable now, and it's true that when you're drunk, you can just forget about everything. Drinking like this really is easy to get drunk, okay, let's go sleep, don't be reckless, Oulian, absolutely do not make a scene.

  "Mom, do you know the pain of losing a loved one and child? That feeling... it's really like having your soul sucked out, I don't even know how I survived."

  "What? Your husband and child have all died?"

  "Yes, they all left me, haha, none of them want me."

  "No, you still have your mom, and mom will always be your strong backing."

  "Mom... there's a man who is very good to me... hehe, I feel very happy."

  "Mom knew you were dating, and it's about time you did."

  "Ah——he is the second best man in this world!"

  "So, who is the first one?"

  "Is Yuan Bin Ge, Wu Yuan Bin, the first good man who appeared in my life, Wu Yuan Bin..."

  "So, where did it go?"

  "He came and went in a hurry, is he catching a train or a plane? Haha"

  。”

  "Is Wu Yuanbin an excellent boy?"

  "Uh-huh, very excellent, even better than Oulai."

  "How could you just let him leave by plane? You should have stopped the flight."

  "I don't know how he just left, leaving me with only a box, haha, and we never met again."

  "Even... breaking up didn't say anything?"

  "No, I haven't even had time to say thank you..."

  Ou Zhen, are you sober? No, you're already drunk, so why cry? Isn't it said that when you're drunk, you can forget everything? But how did you remember all these things? You need to forget them all in order to sleep peacefully.

  "I didn't even take a glance at that kid and just walked away like that..."

  "Just leave then, don't think about it."

  I helped Ou Zhen wipe away her tears, child, what have you been through these days? Were you abandoned by someone? Did the child miscarry? Why did you believe a man's words so easily? Forget it all, you're still young, everything can start anew.

  "Mom... your future son-in-law is Gao Lüxiu, he's really good to me, I don't know how good he is, it makes people envy and jealous of his goodness. I want to stay in the city for university because of him, originally I stayed behind for Yuanbin, unfortunately he chose to become an angel, maybe that way he'll be even kinder? Lüxiu ge is the angel he brought to me..."

  It turns out that Wu Yuanbin has passed away. It seems like she should have loved him a lot. However, it's not easy to move on and accept someone new again. My Oulian needs to be strong.

  "Is Guo Lun Xiu? It's great, as long as Ou Zhen likes it and is happy."

  "Mom... ah... I'm really sleepy, hehe, I'm going to sleep now. Tomorrow I'll get to see Liang Xiuge again... another worry-free night..."

  Chapter 32: Drunken Madness (End)