Wild rose under the sun thirty-five escape

  "Han Shiya can choose not to get married, but Xiao Miao cannot. Our Miao still needs to find a husband who loves her, and with her beauty, she'll definitely have many men chasing after her."

  "Not a chance, I won't fall for those men. With Han Se-ya and Eul-yeon by my side, that's enough for me, right Eul-yeon? Who does she look like to be so pretty, haha, it's like a miracle."

  "What? Of course it looks like me."

  "It's okay for a son to be like his father, but a daughter should still be like her mother."

  "Yes, Jingxuan and Jiefeng are quite alike."

  "Missing your child? Missing Jingxuan?"

  "Hehe, which mother doesn't want her own child? But looking at Oulian will also make me feel a little better."

  "It's comforting to hear you say that, Shiya. I have a question for you, just saying if..."

  "What? What's going on?"

  "Would you have handed Jingxuan over to Oujie Feng for care if Ou Lian wasn't around?"

  "Huh? What's with the question?"

  "Just asking, would you? Would you entrust your one and only child to that person to raise?"

  "Maybe so, because following Ou Jie Feng will have a complete family with father and mother, will be envied by peers growing up, will receive the best education, and later will be more proud to be a person, much better than following me to suffer."

  "Can you really think that way? What if that woman named Yang Huina is not good to us? It's not like we don't know how sinister stepmothers are nowadays, how can she be so ruthless as to send away such a small child?"

  "I believe her, I believe Ou Jie Feng, his vision won't be wrong, the woman he chooses definitely won't be that kind of person. That woman looks really good, doesn't she? She seems to have more style than me, a working-class person."

  "What's wrong with you, Han Shiya? If you had also gone abroad to study at the beginning, it would definitely be different now. Why are you so stupid and let that white-eyed wolf read books for nothing? In the end, what did you get in return? Nothing, not even compensation."

  "Loving someone with all your heart doesn't require any return, so I don't want his money. If that's the case, my love can be measured by money, but my love is immeasurable no matter how much money."

  "I really don't know if you're a good person or a bad person. If I say you're a good person, then you wouldn't even give him the chance to repent and make amends. But if I say you're a bad person, then that would mean there's no such thing as a good person in this world. What kind of woman is Han Shi Ya, anyway? Why does she have to suffer like this? Which lifetime did you owe her in?"

  "I don't know either, I owe him that's for sure, so this lifetime I will have no regrets."

  "What a wonderful life without regrets, we will forget those good beginnings that belonged to us, come on?"

  "Anyway, for Oulian's sake, I have to live a good life."

  That night, the two crazy women got drunk again. Drunken Hyesoo-ya was still strong and didn't cry, but I cried so hard for no reason, like I had lost my first love, like I had been dumped by a man I loved for many years, crying uncontrollably with abandon. Saya, I'm sorry, about Eul's thing, I really wanted to tell you many times, but I was afraid you wouldn't be able to accept it, what if one day you find out, will you forgive me? Ah? You must forgive me, Saya, or else I won't rest in peace. Will you forgive me?

  "Is the child asleep?"

  "Yes, it's really lively, isn't it? This is what a home should be like. With the sound of children crying, it feels like there's always something to do. Don't worry, I'll be a good mother."

  "Thank you, Winnie, thank you for accepting him."

  "So why did you accept him? Knowing he's not your biological son, yet still insisting on raising him."

  "Because he's Seiya's child, so... it's like he's my own son."

  "You... love that woman, don't you? Love Han Shi Ya?"

  "I... Wienna..."

  "I knew it all along, how could someone who loved so deeply possibly forget? When you first told me about your love story, I didn't know how much I envied you. I thought that if I could have a love like that, even if I died, I would be content. Han Shi Ya is truly an extraordinary woman."

  "Yes, Shi Ya has done too much for me, I won't be able to repay her in this lifetime."

  "I also know that you're with me just to repay a debt, because I pulled you back at the last moment of your life, and it's because of that I ended up being unable to bear children for the rest of my life. But I have no regrets, because I have you, as long as you can spend the rest of your life with me, what does losing anything else matter?"

  "Yes, so I will be good to you for a lifetime."

  "What about Hanyi? Don't you need to take responsibility for her?"

  "What exactly do you want?"

  "I want you to cut off all ties with that woman forever, never see her again for the rest of your life, so that you can be at peace and spend the rest of your life with me, belong to me forever."

  "I'm not that kind of man. Since I've married you, I'll be responsible for you for the rest of my life and will absolutely never do anything to wrong you, no need to say that."

  "I just want to leave this place, take our family with us and go to the city. Conveniently, my dad's headquarters isn't here either. Once we get there, you can be the general manager and I'll be able to stay home and take care of the kids."

  "But didn't Shi Ya say that she wanted to be able to see the child anytime? And we also promised her, right? Running away like this is not good. She will follow in the past."

  "Who said we have to tell her where we're going? I just don't want to see her again. If it's really like she said, then when the child grows up, she'll definitely tell Jingxuan that she's her real mother, and by then everything will be messed up."

  "No way, Shi Ya isn't that kind of person, just believe her."

  "But I am! I'm just a narrow-minded woman, I don't want my husband and his first love to live in the same city, I don't want them to still meet because of the kids, it's not that I don't trust you, but I just can't tolerate it, can you understand my feelings? I really dare not imagine such a scene, you taking the kids to an amusement park, what kind of scene would that be?"

  "Wenna, calm down, it won't happen, I promise you."

  "Is it really that hard to leave this place? Although I've lived here for over a decade, it's precisely because of this that I don't want you to stay. This place is probably filled with memories of your happiness together, and without me, you'll never be able to forget her."

  "Vina, trust me, I really won't think about Siya again."

  "Jie Feng, I love you, really love you, absolutely not less than Han Shi Ya loves you, so I'm very afraid of losing you. Why don't we leave this place? I've already promised Dad to go back, and he's also helped us buy a villa there. We can start anew and create our own happy memories that only belong to us. There will only be our memories there."

  "Alright, alright, if you really want it that way, then let's just leave here."

  "You promised me? I knew Jie Feng was the best! Now I'll go collect our luggage, I've already booked our flight tickets for tomorrow, great!"

  "Alright, I'll listen to you then."

  Wenna went upstairs with satisfaction, I forgot what I promised her, but only felt a heart-wrenching pain. I'm going to break my promise to Shiya again, this time she should hate me to death. Why can't we be together in this life? Why do you make me owe you so much? How can I repay this priceless debt in this life? Can't owe Shiya, can't owe Wenna either. Ou Jie Feng, you're really living a complicated life, definitely won't live long, might as well die early and be reborn. Wait for Shiya in another world, hope she comes late, just me blessing is enough. Shiya, don't worry, I'll take good care of our son Jingxuan, because he looks like me, right?