Sixty-five waves rise again
"I'm nothing like that, I'm such a pure person..."
"If you were innocent, no one would dare drink mineral water anymore. Actually... I also understand that you guys are popular and have poor self-control, it's all forgivable, as long as in the future you're only good to me..."
"That's for sure, I knew it was still our little one who understood people's intentions the best"
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Every time I'm with Xiaoxiao, I feel very satisfied because she really doesn't understand much, which makes me have an even stronger desire to conquer her. I'm convinced that Xiaoxiao is a born seductress who fascinates people, and I love watching her expression when she's satisfied but also slightly shy. These are things that those other girls didn't have before. She has a strong possessive desire, once she's interested in you, she'll unashamedly flirt with you and make you want her badly. I like it, I like this cute and sexy, charming woman, my little woman.
After that, Xiao followed me all the time. I didn't go to that bar where Ou Zhen was, and several times Xiao couldn't help but want to pull me together to take a look at Ou Zhen, but I didn't go because I couldn't face Ou Zhen, couldn't face her current life. It's better not to see or think about it, so I'll be a little better off.
Xiao Ou moved back to where she used to live, ps: Xiao Xiao is now living with me~ I think that's for the best, staying away from that person will help her forget him sooner. Forget him as soon as possible, my silly sister! Sometimes I really don't know if he's worth it or not. Maybe she thinks he is and there's nothing I can do about it. Now that things have come to this, all I want is for her to be okay on her own and think about her future path. Your life isn't just about one man, you'll have many more attachments in the future. Maybe n years from now, you'll find it laughable how much motivation you had to die or live for a single man...
"Ou Zhen, want to go eat together after work?" Guo Lingxiu walked over and asked Ou Zhen with a smile, being as gentle and attentive as if he were pursuing a girl.
"No need, I'm very tired today, some other time." Ou Lian also spoke in a calm and polite tone, as if to a stranger.
"Why don't you just stop working if you're tired, or change jobs?"
"No need, I just think it's good like this." As he spoke, Ou Lin lit a cigarette.
"As long as you like it..." Guo Lengxiu patted Ou Zhen's shoulder.
"By the way, Boss Gao, turn around... give me some more goods, I've run out over there, you know that thing is deadly if it's cut off." Ou Lian smiled, still so seductive.
"Okay, I'll go get it for you later, and I'll get the best one."
"Then thank you, Mr. Guo."
"Ou Zhen, when there's no one around, just call me...Ling Xiu."
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"Huh? How can I be any different from others? I'm just an ordinary waiter, it's better for Boss Guo to treat me as an ordinary waiter, otherwise others will gossip behind my back."
"Others only say it's a pity, they won't say anything else. But you, Oulian... are you really so numb? How long will you continue to torture me like this before you'll stop?" Guo Lingshu was getting agitated, how could he not be angry.
"What a pity? What's there to pity? Is it that I ended up being a mistress after all? Or is it that I didn't marry you and live a happy life? When will you stop? This is exactly what I want to ask you, Gao Lianxiu. How long do you want me to be a mistress before you let me go? You also know why I ended up doing this." Ou Lin looked at him, still full of grievances.
"I've said it before, no matter what, I'll still love you, I won't despise you, Ou Lian, so don't humiliate yourself like this anymore. How could I stop loving you because of this? Gao Lingxiu wasn't the first time to express his determination and sincerity to Ou Lian, but every time he said this, Ou Lian felt like he was slapping himself in the face. What qualifications does he have now to let her do it for him? Ou Lian just couldn't understand this man's true heart."
"This is all because of you, I've said it before, as long as you still love me, I'll keep doing this. When the day comes that you want me to leave, that's when I'll disappear." Oulian looked at him and thought he was really a headache.
"I won't, but I also won't let you continue doing this, I will find a way to stop it."
"What? You want to cut off this kind of service here? Want to turn the bar back into its original state? Do you think only your place needs girls? Too much, as long as you don't give up, I'll always be in front of you, cheapening myself for you to see." Oulian really didn't believe this evil, what was she using to gamble with Gao Leng? That's her own destiny!
"This is how you get revenge on me... what you said before..."
"Yes, I just want to make you never get the woman you want, forever!" Oulian felt so relieved.
"Why not just go to the police then? Wouldn't it be better if I were shot for my crimes, that way I wouldn't have any chance of being with you again..." Gao Lingxiu looked at Ou Lian, the tears in his eyes no longer as strong.
"Kill you... no need for that..." Ou Lian's eyes were dazed, afraid of being seen by Guo Lingxiu that she cared about him so much, or else he would never let her go.
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"How could this be? Didn't you wish me dead? I killed Yuan Bin, got you addicted to drugs, and committed crimes punishable by death. How can I not die? What's the point of living like this?" Gao Lingxiu really thought about ending it all just like that.
"Do you think your life is all about women? The current Ou Lin is no longer worth it."
"This isn't up to you, I'll treat you as if you're still just an ordinary waiter like before and be good to you like before, so... it's better for you to accept these foolish thoughts of yours early on." Guo Lingxiu left, leaving Ou Zhen alone sitting there smoking and drinking, days were just like this, passing by in a daze every day...
Ou Zhen thought about Gou Lengxiu's words, every day was waiting for her, waiting for her, waiting for her. If it went on like this for a lifetime, what would happen? He wasn't Ou Jiefeng, without Yang Huina and Ou Jingxuan, it seemed like there was only Ou Zhen. He himself wasn't Han Shiya, without Ou Zhen he didn't have such a ruthless heart, it seemed like he just wanted to let the man he loved forget about him. Now that man refused to forget, and he would collapse at any moment, if this went on he would definitely lose. At that time, he couldn't be with Gou Lengxiu again, but he also couldn't bear to leave him... what to do? Ou Zhen felt more miserable than when his addiction was acting up, if it went on like this for a lifetime, what would happen?
Ou Zhen continued to pretend to be strong and indifferent at work, while Guo Lingshu learned to completely ignore her, treating her as if she were just an ordinary waitress. Every day, Ou Zhen was still very kind to him, but she didn't know how to dodge or escape, because once he discovered that she still loved him, she would never be able to get away from him again. But now, like Han Shiya, she felt that she would never be worthy of Guo Lingshu for the rest of her life, and this was what she wanted - to make herself unworthy for the rest of her life, so that she wouldn't have any lingering thoughts.
"Jingxuan, why haven't you called home often? How's life outside? Is work tiring?" On the other end of the phone, Ou Jiefeng couldn't help but miss his son terribly, always feeling so lonely.
"Dad... I'm fine, how are you? Last time we talked on the phone, you said you were sick, are you better now?" Yu Jingxuan was always immersed in his own happiness and almost forgot to call home regularly.
"It's all old habits, people get older and they can't avoid having some illnesses, don't worry about me, just take good care of yourself." Oujie Feng chuckled, feeling warm in his heart.
"I knew it, Dad. This time when I go home, I want to bring someone for you to meet, your future daughter-in-law." Oujing Xuan looked at Xiaoxiao with a happy face.
"Huh? Talking about love again? Alright, you... aren't going to college anymore?"
"Let's talk about university next year, can you help me contact the school? I don't want to study abroad, preferably not even out of province."
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"Okay, I still have to go to college."
Ou Jie Feng had no interest in his son's daughter-in-law, and he thought that girls who went out to work definitely didn't have high education or family background. So he just thought Ou Jing Huan was dating, which he could accept, because if his son still hadn't had a girlfriend after being out for so long, then he would think it was abnormal.
"Hmm, has Dad had dinner?" Ou Jingxuan had just finished eating dinner, and the braised pork ribs made by Xiaoxiao were even more delicious than those made by their family chef. It seems that they will have good fortune in food from now on.
"Yeah, I've eaten, eating alone is simple..." Every sentence from Ou Jie Feng revealed an unparalleled desolation.
"Uh... Dad, if you feel lonely, you can remarry someone else too. After all, Dad is still so young now... Or, why not bring Aunt Shiya home? Anyway, you two were originally meant to be together." Ah, Eujeong understood men's loneliness perfectly! Besides, bringing Han Shiya over would be like a family reunion, wouldn't it? Isn't Eujin agreeing that they should be together too? This way is more like a real family.
"Dad called just to tell you guys about this, but it's not about picking up Siya, it's about your mom..." Oujie Feng's tone sounded very sad.
"Huh? What's wrong? Mom... what's wrong with her?"
"She didn't want me to tell you, she was afraid it would hurt you again. But this is something you have to know. Your mom... has been diagnosed with liver cancer for a long time now. She's been secretly undergoing chemotherapy without telling you, thinking she could live a few more years. But now... alas, the doctor says there isn't much time left..."
"What?! What did you say?!" Ou Jingyun shouted loudly, this was simply a bolt from the blue.
"Child, bring Oulian back tomorrow and come see your mother. Accompany her and walk with her through this final journey... she has always missed you..."
Ou Jingxuan didn't know what to say, his whole body was numb, and his heart felt like it had been filled with lead. He listened to Ou Jiefeng's crying on the phone and he couldn't help but shed tears too. How could he not feel pain? Although they hadn't spent much time together, she was still his own mother after all! What about Ou Lian then? If she found out, she would definitely collapse, but this kind of thing couldn't be hidden from her either. Ou Jingxuan felt a headache coming on. Could the current Ou Lian take another blow?
(Turbulent Waves Rise Again) End of Chapter

