Chapter 97 (Extra)

  Last night, I had that dream again. My second sister took the bullet for me in that terrible nightmare. In the dream, I was so weak and could only watch as the most important person to me struggled to stay alive for my sake. If everything could be redone, even though my second sister is fine now, she would still choose to get hurt herself.

  Although the second sister didn't say anything, she still felt guilty, especially since she caused her second sister to lose her memory. However, it seems that there wasn't much difference before and after losing her memory - she still liked to pretend to be weak and play pranks. This was something to be grateful for; her second sister was still the same as before. At first, seeing her act so weak made her heart almost jump out of her chest. How detestable, daring to deceive us like that.

  When my second sister was critically ill, I cried day and night. I tried to tell myself not to cry, as my second sister didn't like my tears, but I couldn't help it. Maybe I'm too weak and can't be as strong as my older sister.

  I know that although my elder sister appears calm on the surface, seemingly indifferent, her trembling hands have already revealed her tense emotions. Hehe, she's just as stubborn as my second sister.

  She didn't feel much sadness about her ruined appearance, because from that moment on, she had been replaced by Er Jie when she was hurt. That kind of desperate and suffocating sorrow also started from that moment. From then on, I hated Amber even more, and I hated Yin Xiamo even more.

  I yearn to be like before, carefree and naturally drawing warmth from my sisters, but so many things have happened, everything has changed. I know it's not just Yin Xue Mo's fault, because I would have eventually left the protection of my sisters anyway, it's just that the timing was brought forward.

  At my lowest point, Yoon Seok-cheol, that self-loving lunatic, actually comforted me and I felt warm inside. I keep wanting to rely on him, having a special feeling for him. Oh no, what's wrong with me? I must have been scared silly by Second Sister's situation.

  It was also because of this incident that I realized, Xiong Ge had never liked me at all, he just always treated me as his sister. And as for Xiong Ge's feelings towards Yin Yu Mo, I'm not stupid, of course I can see it. Should I give up? Give up the feelings I've had for him all these years? Perhaps this is difficult to do.

  I don't know whether I should live a simple life like before or be like my sisters, but it's really tiring. All I want to do is bring smiles to the people around me and make them happy, that's all. But why doesn't it work out as expected? Which step did I do wrong?

  Last time when I was brushing my teeth, the toothpaste was spicy and suddenly tears came out. Upon closer inspection, her green tea toothpaste had turned into wasabi 'toothpaste'. Who on earth put the wasabi in? At that time, I was deceived by my sister's gentle appearance, seeing her comforting herself, didn't think of avoiding her either. But afterwards, I found out through Xinyue that it was just Second Sister's little prank, really both infuriating and laughable.

  I wanted to avenge my second sister and myself, but was stopped by my eldest sister. She said this is my second sister's business, we don't want to interfere. At first, I was worried that my second sister would be bullied after losing her memory, it seems I was worrying for nothing. As long as my second sister doesn't bother them, everything will be fine.

  If God lets me choose my life again next time, I still want to be the younger sister of elder sister and second sister, no matter rich or poor.

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  Inspiration, where are you? I've been lacking inspiration lately, forgive me.

  Seeking gold medals, seeking collection, seeking likes, seeking comments, seeking red envelopes, seeking gifts, all kinds of seeking, whatever you want, just throw it over!