A Hundred Feelings Gathered - Chapter 41: Breakfast by Watermark

  After reading "Breakfast", I felt a surge of emotions in my heart, it was a mix of a hundred feelings.

  When I saw Fang Chen make a sincere expression, being serious and reasonable, asking the doorman's aunt to send Mu Mu upstairs, I couldn't help but burst out laughing. This kid is really good at pretending to be serious (especially to older women), with an innocent and honest young man image, his charm is irresistible! Compared to his usual cool image, he unexpectedly adds a touch of demonic charm!

  At the same time, his heart is full of tenderness. Fang Chen's serious demeanor is just a disguise to escort Yu Yu for a while. This young man, who normally has an icy and distant image, is actually so sincere and gentle when it comes to matters of the heart. Without hesitation, he gets hurt for her, guards her, changes for her, and shares her burdens. He's truly the perfect boyfriend. His thoughtfulness and tenderness are evident in every detail, moving people to tears.

  I felt his emotions, and the more I think about it, the more I realize that his usual cold demeanor is just a disguise for the loneliness in his heart. The sound of the guqin reveals one's state of mind, and "Third Son"'s lonely and unheard "High Mountain Flowing Water" isn't it also a true reflection of what's deep within his heart? Thinking about this, I suddenly felt a surge of sympathetic sorrow. I thought about how he was hospitalized after getting hurt but had no visitors; I thought about the desolation when he played his instrument; I thought about how his heart is full of tender emotions but they're all misplaced, confused, and misunderstood, like a daughter's body with a son's heart, and it can only make me ache for him, pray for him, and hope that his intentions aren't misinterpreted by others.

  But when I saw Xiaomo writing in the text: "It wasn't until many years later, when she occasionally recalled this brief period of youth and the thoughts that had been indulged, that Qin Mian finally understood what was truly unpredictable." My heart trembled! At that time, Fang Ceng and Mian were going upstairs together. Qin Mian felt Fang Ceng's subtle breath beside her, and for a moment, she was lost in thought, still struggling with whether to spend the rest of her life with a woman; or to grow old alone until death; or to forget her past life and live like an ordinary woman; but if these "predictions" were what she had thought of, then the "unpredictability" she understood should be something outside of these three possibilities that she hadn't thought of. What could it be? I couldn't think of a fourth possibility! Such sentimental language, such mysterious and unpredictable "unpredictability", such a turning-point-like "prophecy", and it happened when Qin Mian and Fang Ceng were together, filled me with endless worries. Will they be happy? Will they be together? Will there be misunderstandings, twists and turns, or even separations?! That inexplicable anxiety made me almost restless! More than ever, I looked forward to seeing the next part of the story.

  After Fang Chen left, the interaction between Qin Miao and Wang Ziyu made me even more uneasy. Wang Ziyu was a very mysterious and peculiar woman. She had the charm of a woman and the allure of a man, with a beautiful face, but her thoughts and actions were somewhat masculine, giving her a very contradictory color. She was a dangerous presence next to Qin Miao! Heaven, I actually thought that for Fang Chen's sake, Wang Ziyu was a danger!

  Chen Yanshan's little girl thoughts, however, are another dark shadow. Qin Mu has never considered the possibility of being with Fang Ceng together until now, and Chen Yanshan's repeated urging will inevitably become the fuse for Fang Ceng's next anger. And at that time, would he take the opportunity to confess to Qin Mu? And would Qin Mu, who was not mentally prepared, refuse him outright? Would the two of them break up because of this and only meet again after a long, long time (perhaps relying on San Er's mysterious identity)? The subtle emotions between these two people, would they be cut off prematurely due to this sudden event and never have the chance to grow?! That ambiguity, that thin layer of paper, is the most important reason why Qin Mu and Fang Ceng can be as familiar and intimate as they are now. If Qin Mu finds out about Fang Ceng's intentions before he has a chance to develop feelings for him, the consequences could be fatal...

  I saw Qin Miao say, "I'll help you ask him out tomorrow", my heart sank. As for Fang Cheng, of course, he thought this was Qin Miao's first time asking him out. He must have been sweetly looking forward to it, while she must have been avoiding him in confusion! Oh no! I dare not imagine how bad the outcome of this doomed date will be! Pray that the gods ruin this plan with no good outcome! Let them be sweet for a little while longer...

  And this chapter, coincidentally stopped at that sweetness. Fang Chen brought breakfast (did he skip class again...). He hugged Mu Mu and leaned her against himself, gently asking if she was sick, carefully testing her forehead with his hand, but lingered, indulging in the softness, stroking back and forth, reluctant to leave. I love that sentence "hand lingering", it's actually the heart that's lingering, but because of the temperature transmitted through the palm, this kind of synesthetic expression, only feels that sweetness, truly sweet into the heart. Also, a little bitter, with a hint of sourness, even breathing becomes cautious, afraid of breaking this hazy and enveloping sentiment, and the endless memories born from it in my chest.

  Within a chapter, the winds rise and clouds surge, with ups and downs, twists and turns, a hundred flavors intertwined, difficult to describe.

  The sweeter it is, the more torturous it is; the more anxious you are, the more worried you become; the harder it is to bear.

  God, why do I still have to wait for more than 43,000 seconds tonight to see the next trend or continuation or reversal?!

  ps, I suddenly feel that Qin Miao allows Fang Chen to hug and touch her so casually because she still has a mindset of being a boy in her heart, so she doesn't mind physical contact with Fang Chen. On the other hand, if it were a girl hugging and touching her, she might not be used to it...

  By the way, seeing what's going on with jeans, I suddenly remembered, did they wear casual clothes in school? Did Qin Mu ever wear a skirt? The time was after Mid-Autumn Festival, around October, Mu and others should be in some city in the south, how's the weather? Will it rain a lot?

  Again, ps, what is the relationship between the upper and lower bunks of the six girls in the dormitory? Suddenly I want to know... Also, if they all live on campus, what is the canteen like? Will Mu Mu and Fang Cheng meet in the canteen?

  I didn't expect to exceed the word limit and need to split it into two posts. Xiao Mo has already updated over 4,000 words daily, and I really can't bear to ask for more updates. The story's direction is also very engaging, with no obvious flaws, so all I can hope for is that Xiao Mo will be healthy and happy, have a stable life, everything goes smoothly, write slowly without rushing, don't chase word count, just finish the story in an orderly manner~~~~~

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