Chapter 37: Unexpected Discovery

  Su Jinyuan's eyes widened immediately. She said what was I thinking, she just thought my clothes were too sweaty and helped me wash them clean, dry them, and they could be worn again.

  "Really?" I said with some disappointment.

  Su Jinyuan asked me what else I wanted?

  I said it's just what you think. Su Junxuan glared at me fiercely, saying when did I become so bad, when she first knew me, I was just a good student who loved to study. Now, I can fight and bully girls too.

  "This... I'm all corrupted by Yin Tianhao." I immediately shifted the blame to Yin Tianhao.

  Su Jinyuan saw that I was still standing there motionless and immediately told me to take off my clothes.

  "Is this all?"

  I was standing face-to-face with Su Jinyuan at this moment, and taking off my clothes seemed a bit awkward.

  Su Jinyuan said somewhat impatiently: "It's not like you haven't seen it before, are you going to take it off or not?"

  "Alright, I'll take off the undershirt right away." Su Jinyuan called out for me to undress, but when I actually did, she still couldn't bring herself to look at me straight. At that moment, I intentionally added a sentence: "How about I also take off my pants and have you wash them?"

  Su Jinyuan immediately rushed to the laundry pool on the balcony with a "plop".

  I burst out laughing twice, then also took a book and sat down at the dinner table to start reviewing English. English is probably my worst subject.

  Su Jinyuan's scores in other subjects were not as good as mine, but English was her strong point. Usually I also borrowed Su Jinyuan's English notes to strengthen my own English.

  At that time, I was no exception. I stared at the cover of the notebook on the table, which was the same as the English notebook I had borrowed before. So I took Su Jinyuan's notebook without hesitation. In the past, Su Jinyuan wouldn't say anything either, so when I took it, I didn't even glance at Su Jinyuan who was standing on the balcony.

  It wasn't until I opened Su Jinyuan's notebook that I realized I had made a mistake. There were no English notes in this book at all.

  It's all Su Yunxuan's personal diary inside. The first page seems to be a date from half a year ago.

  Although it's said that reading someone else's diary is an invasion of their privacy, I still can't help but flip through it casually. I'm also a bit curious about what Su Jinyuan would write.

  Some of the early diaries were also about some learning or family life trivia. However, when I casually flipped to the diary of the time when I got to know Su Jinyuan.

  My eyes widened instantly. Because I saw my name mentioned more than once in one of her diary entries.

  I'll also casually say a few words about myself.

  Su Jinyuan wrote in her diary: "Originally, I asked Guo Kai to accompany me to the milk tea shop just to make him give me some courage. I didn't expect Guo Kai to be willing to fight with a rascal for me. At that time, my heart was warm and I was moved. It was the first time I felt that the boys around me had a sense of justice. But when I saw Guo Kai being knocked to the ground by Yin Tianhao for me, I silently watched everything. At that moment, my heart seemed to be connected with Guo Kai's, his pain was mine too. But when I saw him suddenly turn defeat into victory, my heart seemed to come alive..."

  "Guo Kai always teases me, every time making me so embarrassed. But I don't know why, gradually I found that not only did I not get angry, but my heart actually liked him teasing me, getting close to me..."

  "The term 'sister-in-law' seems to have formed a synonym for me in my mind. I seem to be used to it already. That's why. Why is it that every day after going home, the image of Guo Ke still flashes in my mind."

  Then, I saw Su Jinyuan's latest diary. It was today's diary, probably written by her just now when I was taking a bath, but she forgot to put it away and left it on the table.

  I found that the more I read Su Jinyuan's diary, the more excited I became, especially with the next paragraph.

  "After school, I held hands with Guo Kai for the first time. Although I pretended it was an unconscious action, I don't know if Guo Kai thought more of it. At that time, my heart kept pounding, especially when I saw Guo Kai didn't let go of my hand, I felt extremely happy in my heart and wanted to continue holding hands with her. But at that time, it was ruined by Yin Tianhao..."

  "I originally thought Guo Kai wouldn't see me off, and I felt a pang of disappointment at the time. But when I saw him chasing after me, my heart immediately swelled with joy. I deliberately walked slowly, wanting to spend more time with him."

  "I surprisingly discovered that Guo Kai also has a gentle side, when he held my hand to help me apply white wine, especially the scene where he blew it with his mouth. My mind was in chaos, and his figure had already filled my entire brain. Especially when he put his hand on my back, hugging me wanting to kiss me at that moment. I finally realized that I had already fallen for Guo Kai. I didn't even resist her actions, but Guo Kai was too clumsy, seeing me push him away with reserve, he surprisingly didn't know how to hold me in his arms, ah, what a fool..."

  …………

  After I roughly flipped through Su Jinyuan's diary for half a month, I was stunned. But my heart was racing faster and faster, as if it was going to jump out.

  I held Su Jinyuan's diary, and my heart was also filled with emotion. Actually, Su Jinyuan liked me, and I had already sensed it a long time ago. No matter whether it was from her frequently sneaking glances at me during class, or others calling her "sister-in-law" without her refuting it.

  But then I thought that in the evening, I unconsciously wanted to kiss Su Jinyuan. If I had known that her evasion was just because of her reserve at the time, I would have definitely pounced on Su Jinyuan.

  But now that I know all the secrets, I've actually calmed down. To say that I don't have any feelings for Su Jinyuan would be a lie. In fact, just reading my diary made me want to confess to her immediately.

  But now, I can't even open my mouth.

  It's not that I'm thin-skinned, but suddenly I thought of Cheng Yu. Even I heard Cheng Yu shouting in my mind, telling me not to be with Su Yunxuan.

  This illusion-like association made me give up confessing, and I immediately put Su Jinyuan's diary back on the table. Then I immediately buried my head in an English book. But my heart was not calm at all.

  Later, Su Jinyuan finished washing the clothes and returned to the dinner table. I could still glance at her with my spare eyes. I found that she quickly put away the notebook in her backpack and took out another one with exactly the same cover. Then handed it to me and said: "English notes for you, take a look if there's anything."

  Looking at this sweet and lovely girl, I smiled slightly.

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