A love that has strayed into the mundane world

  I woke up this morning to some bad news, my sister-in-law's five-month-old baby couldn't be saved after a surgery. For the past two weeks, our whole family has been on edge. I got up early and took a 40-minute electric bike ride to the hospital to deliver breakfast. My sister-in-law said that she must have done something terribly wrong in her previous life to deserve such punishment. Meanwhile, her mother was too busy with their family pharmacy to even come visit her own daughter, not even a glance. I think it's really ironic, this world is full of all kinds of people.

  I suddenly remembered a sentence, some things, no matter how hard we try, are just useless. We can't control other people's thoughts, but too much criticism makes me weak. Even if I say it a hundred times, I still can't help but wonder if it's true or not because many people say the same thing and I start to question myself. Someone said that except for **it is**, I even doubt whether what I wrote is pornographic or not, whether it's that vulgar.

  I've always said that I wrote the article after seeing that post, wanting to write such a story. No matter how many times I say it, the insults never stop, I'm tired of it, I've never denied taking inspiration from that story, if you're friends who have seen that post and think so, then so be it! Stop scolding me, please turn around and leave! Don't look anymore, every time I see your comments, I really feel uncomfortable. You guys scold while reading the article, what's the point? I don't want your subscription money anymore, can I? Sorry, because the website charges a fee, I also can't refund you guys.

  Don't mention registering for my novel and topping up, many of you readers are just spending ten bucks, thinking that with ten bucks they can finish reading the book, feeling that I've written too much, wasting money, and then scolding me for padding or dragging out the story. Every supporting character in this novel is someone I wanted to write about, I said before it wouldn't be just a romance, saying I'm padding or dragging it out is fine, but I'm writing it like that anyway.

  You can say I'm pretentious, or you can say I don't accept readers' opinions. Today, I've cried, maybe it's just a fragile heart! Since I started writing, at least over a hundred people have scolded me. Others say that when an article becomes popular, it will be criticized, but I couldn't take it. I was so angry that I wanted to give up on the article. The second chapter completely deviated from the original story. It's normal for a man to give his credit card to a woman he's dating, but originally, Ba let Xiao Wen take cash, because Xiao Wen rarely uses cards, and Ba Wang also noticed this point. Why did everyone misinterpret it?

  I was going to post the outline and be done with it. I told my editor, he got angry and ignored me. After I cried, but I couldn't just let it go like that, some readers have been supporting me all along, I couldn't just rush through it like that. I said again that if you want to scold me, turn around and leave, don't scold me if you stay, I want to calm down and finish writing this article properly.

  I had planned to post this article on schedule, but something unexpected happened with my sister-in-law and I've been busy for the past two weeks, not in the right mood either. I only managed to rush back home at 11pm last night, and then early this morning I heard some bad news.

  Actually, we've known for a long time that the child couldn't be kept, maybe people are strange! Now that it's gone, everyone has let out a sigh of relief. I just want to eat and sleep now, and then get up and write an article. These past few days have been really exhausting, both mentally and physically. I apologize for not updating on time these past few days, but from now on I'll try my best to be punctual. Today I'm updating twice, at 4 pm and 8 pm.

  Starting from tomorrow, I will return to normal life. As previously mentioned, the update time is 8 am and 8 pm, with an additional update every other day, for a total of three updates.

  Say it again, if you don't like it, then don't spray, if you want to scold, then leave.