Disheveled and disorganized

  I put all the loose change from my place into a card, after finishing things up, I called Chen Sang, she said she would be back in a few days, if there's anything, we can talk about it then. I don't want to drag this on any longer, if I wait for some more time, who knows, I might get stuck again and can't get out.

  I told Chen Sang directly on the phone that I didn't want to do it anymore. She was silent for a while, then asked if I had really decided to leave. She asked me to stay. My attitude was very firm, and she couldn't help but compromise. She said let me pick some capable sisters from under my hands in the next few days to take over my work. She'll come back and talk to me again.

  I understand what's worrying Chen Sang in her heart, but I just can't live for Chen Sang alone, even if it would really make her unhappy. I also have to leave and start living a normal life on my own.

  I'm about to leave, these days I just want to live a peaceful life, but some people won't let me. Someone ran over to tell me that Nian and the tall woman from last time were fighting in the bathroom, Nian is my subordinate. I rushed over, someone had already pulled them apart, but they were still pointing at each other and cursing.

  I asked what happened to Nian, it turned out that tonight Nian and the tall woman were in the same private room. Nian accidentally spilled red wine on the tall woman's body, and the two went to the bathroom together. Nian apologized, but the tall woman said Nian did it on purpose, so she reached out and pulled Nian's hair, and the two started fighting.

  It's also because of my incompetence that the girls under me have been suffering lately. If Chen Sang were here, they wouldn't dare to bully them so blatantly.

  I saw that Nian's right cheek was swollen, and his neck was scratched until it bled. I felt uncomfortable in my heart, so I went up to ask the tall woman to apologize, but she refused. Not long after, her mother came over, and I got into an argument with her. The two sides had been harboring grievances for a long time, and it's unclear who started it first, but soon both groups began fighting.

  She was fatter and taller than me, she pressed me to the ground and pulled my hair violently, slapped my face, one slap after another. I also didn't care about my life, regardless of her power behind her back, I scratched her face with all my might, desperately wanting her wrist, she screamed loudly in pain, the scene was chaotic.

  The manager brought the security guard over to separate us, the manager and that woman had a good relationship, plus the red card incident, the manager had been wanting to stab me in the back for a long time. The manager didn't give me any face in front of everyone. I saw the manager and that woman singing the same tune, suddenly I got angry and had a big argument with the manager without caring about anything.

  The manager was so angry that he told me to get out, anyway I didn't want to stay anymore, turned around and left. With this commotion, I'm afraid it's really impossible for me to stay in the nightclub.

  The devil knows I'll run into the tyrant in the corridor, he's surrounded by a large crowd of people, I don't know if he's noticed me, even if he sees me, it's as if he hasn't seen me, I won't take the initiative to go up and greet him, I stand still, bowing my head respectfully. He raises his noble chin, walking past me with a sideways glance.

  I turned around and saw my disheveled self on the shiny ceramic tiles of the wall, with messy hair, smudged makeup, the buttons on the front of my cheongsam dress undone, and three scratch marks on my chest. I looked neither human nor ghost.

  I smoothed out my hair and quickly walked towards the back door. This so-called paradise on earth, I didn't want to stay any longer, not even for a moment.