Fighting

  Today's experience makes me feel confused and hopeless, I couldn't sleep at all. All along, I wanted to save some money and then quit my job. But over the years, I've developed a habit of being extravagant, so saving money is just something I say but don't actually do.

  Chen Sang didn't come back until midnight. I heard the door open and thought about going to see how she was doing. She was drunk, stumbling all over the place as she walked. I reached out to steady her, but she brushed me off with a sweep of her arm, shouting at me in a foul mood, "Mind your own business!"

  I grabbed her arm and asked her in a gentle voice if she wanted to take a bath, she stopped struggling, so I helped her into the bathroom. She stared at me motionlessly, so I helped her undress and started washing her body. She became very obedient, and like this, she was a bit like my little sister when I was a baby, whom I would always bring along and thought was cute. Blood ties are truly terrifying things, even love and hate can be inherited.

  I settled Chen Sang down and was about to leave. She pulled on my hand, lowering her voice, becoming extremely weak, asking me to sleep with her.

  Normally, Chen Sang is always tactful and skilled at handling things, managing the girls under her with ease and precision. In front of clients, her mouth is as sweet as honey. But how many people know that she's not even twenty-two years old yet!

  I snuggled into the quilt, her hands wrapped around my waist, and her head buried in my arms. She whispered to me, "If one day both Ashu and I fell into the lake, who would you save?" I stroked her hair without hesitation and told her, "Of course it's you!" She didn't say anything else and closed her eyes to sleep.

  Originally, after what happened at the nightclub, Lu Yishu couldn't go to work anymore. According to Chen Sang, that man named Shixiu told the boss not to bother her. Lu Yishu was absent for a week and then received a call from the hospital, she went back to work at the nightclub again. I arranged for Lu Yishu to follow me to a private room.

  Usually, everyone looks at Chen Sang's face and is very respectful to me. Once Chen Sang takes a leave of absence, those red cards become arrogant and look down on me. Actually, I think they are also ridiculous. We are all hostesses, what's the difference between being a red card or not? Aren't we all trying to please men in every way?

  That day, Chen Sang accompanied a client to Hainan for a party, and I accompanied the client with the red card in our group. Those men started a beauty contest, where we girls stood in a row, and the men gave us the flowers in their hands. Whoever got the most flowers could get the prize money.

  The girls rushed to the tea table for money, selling Meng and Sa Jiao. I'm not the prettiest in the group, but I'm good at observing expressions, customers are all over 40 years old bosses, they like that kind of pure little girl, so I pretend to be shy, pretend to be tender. As a result, I got a bonus, but offended Hongpai. The customer had just left, and Hongpai slapped me in the face, scolding "You J, dare to compete with me!"

  The red card is a student of the music academy, just knowing how to play the violin. In the past, everyone was praising her as a talented girl, and she really took herself seriously. I've been in this circle for longer than her, and I've seen all kinds of people. This kind of person is one who bullies the weak and fears the strong. If you want to avoid trouble, next time she sees you, she'll trample you to death.

  I raised my hand and gave her a slap. "Do you think you're high-end? You're not cheap? You're cheaper than me, your family spent a lot of money to send you to college, all you learned was how to sleep with men."

  She grabbed my hair and pulled, I didn't give in and swiped at her neck with a claw. The two of us were desperately scratching each other, until our mom rushed over to pull us apart. She pointed at me and said fiercely, "You just wait and see," then stormed off.