Is there still love?

  This time, Chen Sang seemed to have made up her mind not to care about her mother's affairs. Usually, she would complain for a while and then go to the bank to withdraw money, or else call someone to borrow money. But after receiving the email, she did nothing.

  The next day at the same time, Chen Sang was calling the red cards to wake them up. I sat on the sofa watching TV, but my mind wasn't on the screen, and my eyes kept glancing at the door. Before long, the doorbell rang, and it was the young man from yesterday delivering express mail, but Chen Sang no longer had a joking mood.

  We all guessed what was inside the box, Chen Sang used scissors to cut off the seal and opened the box. Inside, there was a bloody finger, next to which was still placed a small tape recorder. Chen Sang pressed the play button, and a terrifying scream and high-pitched cry for help came out of the recorder, which was his mother's voice.

  I got goosebumps all over my body, Chen Sang sat on the sofa smoking marijuana, one after another, after a silence, Chen Sang picked up her phone to make a call, I knew she was borrowing usury from another boss again.

  She put on her coat and told me that she wouldn't go to work tonight. Chen Sang wanted to be cruel to her mother, but after all, her mother was her only relative.

  Others say that prostitutes are heartless, but we're not dead, how can we not feel sad and sorrowful? We also hope to be cherished by others, to be loved.

  After Chen Sang left, I stared blankly at the screen in a daze. The sister next door came to call me to go to work, and I quickly changed clothes and put on makeup before rushing out the door.

  It was a weekend evening, and I saw Lu Yishu in the dressing room who had arrived early. She smiled and greeted me as we changed clothes and chatted.

  She told me that in two more days, she would be turning twenty years old. She asked me with some shyness if it was okay for her to have a relationship with her boyfriend? Because her boyfriend had made such requests several times before and she had refused each time, which made him somewhat unhappy.

  Her words reminded me of my first time, when I was still two months away from turning 18! People always say that women never forget their first time, but for me, it's probably an exception! The process has long been forgotten, and the other person's face is already blurry, maybe because I was drunk at the time!

  At the age of twenty, she's not considered young in this circle. Many girls start selling themselves at fourteen or fifteen, and the younger they are, the higher the price. I thought for a moment and said to her, if you really love him and think you won't regret it later, then go ahead!

  Maybe it's wonderful to be with a man who loves you!

  That night, Shixiu and Paozi came again, and the four of us stayed in a private room. Shixiu and Luyishu were chatting, and I occasionally heard Luyishu mention that Marxist philosophy was very difficult to understand. She looked like a distressed girl complaining to an adult, while Shixiu listened gently beside her. The beautiful scene in front of me made me almost think that Shixiu had fallen in love with Luyishu, and at the same time, I wondered if there was anything else in this circle besides money?

  Maybe influenced by Lu Yishu and Shixiu, Pangzi's movements were quite gentlemanly, occasionally touching my thigh or hugging my waist. Before leaving, he generously gave me over a thousand yuan in tips, politely asking if I was going on stage again. These people I don't dare to offend, but since I had my period, he didn't make things difficult for me, kissed my cheek and said he'd come find me next time before leaving.