Chapter 105
It's as if a certain switch inside the body has been forcibly turned on.
The memories that were forcibly sealed deep in his mind were awakened once again.
Fear, withdrawal, shock and shame flooded my mind, closing my eyes as if I had returned to that dark winter over a decade ago, the campus outside was covered with a pure white university, no one knew that in the men's toilet at the end of a certain corridor, the dirtiest thing in the world was happening.
Everything around his ears disappeared, and he seemed to recall the sound of boys who cursed and talked to each other in a low voice, with their limbs wrapped around him, pressed heavily on the ground. When the person he had trusted wholeheartedly finally tore off his hypocritical mask and revealed his ferocious face, Andrei's voice during his adolescence was hoarse due to puberty, and as he struggled, he heard himself roaring, trying to warn another companion who wanted to reach out and touch him "Don't move", while he himself stretched out his hand, sticking it to the other boy's waist, rubbing it with a greedy motion...
His breathing was like the panting of a beast.
His gaze was greedier than the devil's.
At that time, he was grabbed by the hair and pulled, listening to Andre yelling in his ear with a violent and urgent voice "If you're afraid, cry out" "I'll let you go", although he had already reached his limit, and there was only darkness in front of him. However, at that moment, Jian Ran suddenly realized that when people are most desperate, tears seem to flow in the opposite direction, flowing into the heart with the blood.
Finally, even the smoldering cigarette butts burning at his waist, between breaths he could smell the strange aroma emitted when they were burned, that smell and the "zzt" sound seemed to make all the underage boys' breathing more excited at that time, and he could only bite his teeth quietly and swallow the bloody breath in his mouth into his belly, at that time when he opened his eyes, Andrei above him was left with only a vague and ferocious silhouette...
The silhouette overlapped with the figure pressing down on him at this moment.
"Let me go!"
In the bathroom, where only heavy breathing sounds were heard before, a young black-haired man's voice that was almost collapsing rang out - he used all his strength to lift his foot and kick the waist of the man who was pressing on him. With a loud "bang", he thought this should be very painful, but what surprised him was that the person pressing on him didn't move at all, like a huge boulder...
Time seemed to stand still at this moment.
He remained frozen in the pose of lifting one leg, hesitating whether to withdraw or apologize, his chest heaving violently, the unease and guilt in his heart almost overwhelming the previous fear. Just as he raised his hand to touch Jiang Chuan and apologize, however, the man suddenly lifted his head and met his gaze.
He was shocked to find that the azure eyes had turned into an unprecedented deep blue, and the white part of his eyes were filled with bloodshot red... He wanted to say something, but all the words got stuck in his throat and he couldn't utter a single sound. At this moment, Jin Yan felt his ankle being grasped by a hand, and before he could react, the hand holding his ankle suddenly pulled him forward, causing Jin Yan to fall backward, hitting his head against the mirror behind him with a loud "bang". This impact made his vision blur and his head spin, letting out a low cry of "it hurts so much". Not only did he not receive an apologetic response, but at this moment, he heard Jiang Chuan say in a dangerous tone...
"What was I just thinking of?"
“……”
Jin Yan slowly raised his hand to cover his head, furrowing his brow tightly, while at this time his legs were already being grasped by Jiang Chuan and wrapped around the man's waist. As they struggled, Jin Yan's shirt was completely unbuttoned, and the belt that was originally tied neatly around his waist was also forcibly pulled open, revealing the edge of his underwear underneath. This made him feel a bit dangerous, especially now - Jiang Chuan lowered his head, staring at his lower body with those angry red eyes that seemed like a wild beast's...
"Let me ask you again, what were you just thinking of?"
“……”
"It's not said."
Jiang Chuan let out a snort and revealed an impatient and violent expression, then disregarding Jian Ran's resistance, he reached out and yanked down his pants - Jian Ran's buttocks were suddenly stuck to the washbasin, he was first frozen for two or three seconds, then began to flail his fists wildly, several times landing solidly on Jiang Chuan's shoulders and chest, Jian Ran could even see a patch of red spreading across the open collar of the man's shirt from his punches, yet the latter seemed to be feeling no pain at all, stubbornly continuing what he was doing - such as flipping the young black-haired man over onto the washbasin.
Suddenly he didn't know why among the resistance fighters only his clothes were getting fewer and fewer.
In short, when he was pressed down on the washbasin by Jiang Chuan's big hand, there was only one underpants left on his body.
His whole body was shivering with cold, and his movements were slow due to the extreme tension. He couldn't understand how a normal conversation or an accidental encounter had turned into this situation. As he watched Jiang Chuan unfasten his belt with one hand, his eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. While trying to suppress the chill that was rising up his spine, he raised his voice slightly and asked: "What are you doing? Jiang Chuan, have you gone mad? Snap out of it!"
"I'm wide awake." Jiang Chuan directly pulled out his belt and quickly tied up the young man's hands, while at the same time he slid his hand over the flat abdomen of the person in his arms, his fingertips teasingly hooking up the edge of the last piece of clothing covering the person's body. "This is the third time, I'll ask you one more time, earlier when you almost cried out, was it because you thought of Andrei?"
Suddenly hearing that name, Jin Yan almost couldn't help but tremble slightly.
He heard Jiang Chuan coldly laugh in his ear, seemingly extremely disdainful.
"So this place was also his doing, and your person was also bent by him. Having been a kept man for so many years, you also have a shadow because of being messed with like that, and don't want to be touched by others again, right?" Jiang Chuan asked in a voice that made Jing Yan feel chills run down his spine, while gently caressing the waist area where he had just kissed.
On a fair and delicate skin, that small dark scar is really very disfiguring.
He slowly lowered his eyes, wanting to lift his head and cover them, but when he moved, he found that his hands were tied up and couldn't make such a gesture. He could only twist his head away, refusing to look at Jiang Chuan or answer his questions. But Jiang Chuan, who was still in high spirits, wouldn't let him off so easily. He raised his hand, pinched the young man's chin, and turned his face towards himself. When their eyes met, Jiang Chuan's gaze deepened, his voice husky as he asked: "It seems Andre has left an indelible mark on your life... whether it's here..."
Jiang Chuan's fingertips touched Jian Ran's waist lightly.
Then gently slid to his chest front——
"It's still here."
One sentence made me tremble with fear.
He moved his lips, wanting to say no, but before he could open his mouth, he saw the man nod slightly and turn his head to look at him with a sly smile, asking: "I'll ask you a question, do you know what to do if there's an eyesore on the road in front of you?"
He subconsciously held his breath, and suddenly felt that something was going to go terribly wrong - as if in response to his ominous premonition, the next second, the finger that had been pressing on his chest moved to the bulge in front of his chest, pressed down, making him involuntarily let out a low cry of "ah", and when he suddenly tensed up and retreated backwards, the last piece of cloth covering his shame was ruthlessly torn off!
"Jiang Chuan! Have you gone mad?!"
"Let me tell you the answer to that question earlier." The man slowly reopened the black-haired young man's legs, fixed them in his arms, and said expressionlessly, "When encountering this situation, just press the car over it decisively and cover it with deeper marks."
He said as he pulled the young black-haired man's legs further apart.
As soon as he felt something hot and wet pressed against his back, his hair stood on end, and the next moment, he didn't even have time to squeeze out a "no" from his throat, the tearing pain quickly occupied all of his consciousness - without lubrication or expansion, not even a prior warning, the man's brutal thrust in an instant made Jian Ran always feel as if he might be pierced through by that thing at any moment and killed.
When Jiang Chuan started pulling that thing out, Jin Ran felt like his internal organs were about to be pulled out too.
It was vaguely felt that something behind had become smoother, making Jiang Chuan's movements a bit more agile - of course, it wasn't because of any emotional arousal, only an idiot wouldn't know it was blood.
He never thought that he had imagined countless perfect first nights, but in the end it was completed in the most bloody way in the bathroom of a disgusting hotel in his most hated country.
At this time, Jiang Chuan seemed to be in some pain as well. He furrowed his brow tightly and both of them let out a sigh of relief as they completely separated from each other's bodies. At that moment, Jiang Chuan reached out to undo the straps binding Jian Ran, and in the first second after releasing him, he suddenly slapped Jian Ran's face, causing it to turn to one side. However, Jian Ran only stuck out his tongue to lick the corner of his lips, then leaned forward and bit down on Jian Ran's lips, unceremoniously sharing the metallic taste of blood with him.
Stubbornly refused to show weakness and bit back.
As the two of them entwined like madmen, biting each other's tongues, Jiang Chuan's thing slammed in again, and Jin Yan was caught off guard, letting out a pained "uuuh" sound. The subsequent cries of pain and protests were all pushed back down his throat by Jiang Chuan's incoming tongue.
His hand clutched Jiang Chuan's shoulder tightly, gritting his teeth in pain. He couldn't think of anything else except for the searing agony that was spreading through his body. His fingers sank deep into the man's sturdy shoulder skin, leaving behind rough fingerprints. His breathing grew heavier, his eyes turned red, and his mind went completely blank. The most terrifying thing was that despite the excruciating pain, he could feel his own organ reacting passionately to being pressed tightly against the man's firm lower abdomen...
After all this back-and-forth fuss, probably no one is satisfied in the end.
But they were released in pairs at the same time.
And the man seemed temporarily deaf, ignoring the protests of the young black-haired person, insisting on leaving his own things in his body.
……
After thoroughly separating, whether it was Jian Ran who had collapsed onto the sink or standing aside, roughly pulling down toilet paper to wipe his Jiang Chuan, both people looked like they were exhausted and drained. The man finished dealing with himself, put on his pants, and under Jian Ran's disdainful gaze, slowly and meticulously even smoothed out the wrinkles around his collar, restoring his human appearance. Only then did he turn around, roll up his sleeves, and expressionlessly command: "Spread your legs."
Still deeply trapped in the aftermath of the "road surface indentation treatment method" this meme and cannot extricate itself.
Jiang Chuan saw that he didn't react, so he had to take matters into his own hands and clean him up. As he was removing the things he left inside the young man's body, he saw blood threads and let out a soft "tsk". He seemed a bit guilty, but still gently continued his actions. Finally, he carefully put all of his clothes back on one by one, then scooped him up in a princess carry from the sink and set him down on the floor.
He was astonished that he could still stand on his two legs.
Because at this moment, only he himself knew how soft his knees were.
Jiang Chuan washed his hands and asked the young man with black hair in the mirror, "Can you still walk?"
He stiffly turned his neck: "I thought you should at least say 'sorry' first."
"Sorry, I lost control for a moment."
He slightly curled up the corners of his lips.
"But if I had another chance, I would still do it."
The corners of his lips stopped twitching.
Then there was a dead silence, as Jiang Chuan finished washing his hands and turned off the faucet, the entire bathroom was completely silent, for a moment, the atmosphere in the air became somewhat eerie - if it wasn't for the severe pain coming from somewhere behind him reminding him of what had just happened, Jian Ran almost thought it was all just a dream...
Until the man came up to him, thought for a moment, and gently touched the stiff black-haired young man standing still on the spot with his own hand: "Going out?"
"Are you going to spend your whole life here without leaving?" Jian Yan retorted.
The two of them continued to maintain a subtle atmosphere as they walked out of the bathroom.
At this time, the atmosphere of the entire banquet hall seemed to be better than before they entered the bathroom. Jian Yan glanced around and saw Rodman sitting in the corner with a worried face, as well as other actors wandering among the investors. His friends were still struggling on the front line of deceiving money. At this time, his physical discomfort made Jian Yan feel like he couldn't hold on anymore. He lowered his head to look at his wrist hidden under his shirt, and just by moving it slightly, he could see a clear red mark... He wanted to find Fang Yu to take him back home and apologize to Mandro later. As he thought about this, he raised his head and saw Jiang Chuan walking towards the stage in the banquet hall.
She stared blankly for a moment, wanting to reach out and grab him to ask if he had really gotten drunk.
But before he could even move, he saw the man gradually walking away and coming onto the stage.
Then Jian Ran just stood there watching Jiang Chuan standing on the stage.
He first announced in English that he would be participating in the filming of this maritime film, playing the role of Raymond, the second male lead, and then amidst the murmurs of the people present (for some unknown reason), the man smiled and said that at the same time, he would also enter the crew as a film investor with 250 million euros.
I'm shocked.
He can't think of anything now, all he knows is that at least a second ago he was still worried about the movie funding and almost hugged Mandro to jump off the building together.

