Yin and Yang Lovers

  "There's still a lot I haven't said, how can it be enough?" Su Jinan still had an expression as if he had already won me over. I turned back to look at him, and he casually plucked a bright yellow rape flower and pinned it behind my ear. "Looks good."

  "I yanked that flower down and threw it to the ground, 'What do you want? Are you going to use my husband to threaten me? How did you know so much about my husband? Have you been following us since morning? Was the car accident an accident or was it your plan to get close to me? How did you know where he went wrong in his experiment? What kind of person are you?!?"

  I almost collapsed, when I first saw this boy, I took him as an injured boy, full of sympathy, wanting him to get better soon. But now, I'm like falling into a bottomless pit, where is the boy? It's actually a man with a heavy mind and mysteriousness. After a few days of interaction, I even feel that his mental age is already as old as 40 years old.

  He stroked my face, parted the scattered hair on my face to both sides, tucked it behind my ears, and gazed at me for a long time before saying, "You're so beautiful, yet so spicy, you're really a mouth-numbing little chili pepper."

  I finally couldn't bear the anger in my heart and slapped him in the face.

  He didn't react at all, just looked at me with a strange expression, as if I was some kind of monster. I thought he would get angry or fight back, but he didn't, instead he smiled faintly and said "I'll send you back, otherwise I'm afraid you might hurt yourself."

  On the bus, I couldn't help but see his slightly swollen red face when I turned around, it must have been very painful, because my hand still hurts a bit now.

  When I arrived in the city, I didn't let him send me home, but instead found a place to get off directly and took a taxi back home myself.

  This afternoon, I've been thinking about what happened this morning. We were still entwined in a kiss at first, and the next second we became sworn enemies. I hit him.

  In the end, I concluded that all of this was my fault. I shouldn't have been so greedy. I already had Sun Wen and Ji Lian who lived in my heart. Where else could I go to demand another young person similar to Ji Lian?

  It's all my fault! I deserve to be suffering like this now.

  Maybe it's a mental blockage, which can also lead to a breakdown in immune function, and I got sick all of a sudden.

  This afternoon I couldn't get out of bed. By evening, Sun Wen unexpectedly came back very early.

  He came into the room, lifted up the quilt and looked at me, asking "Are you uncomfortable? No wonder..."

  Listening to his tone, there seemed to be something unspoken, and his face didn't look too happy either. So I asked, "What's wrong?"

  "I called your office today, and they said you didn't go to work. I was worried all day, but it turns out you were just uncomfortable at home. Why didn't you tell me?" A smile actually appeared on his face.

  I felt a pang of unease, had he discovered something? If not for the fact that he should be worried and concerned when seeing me ill, why did he seem to breathe a sigh of relief instead?

  "So I said, 'What's wrong? You're so strange. When I'm not in the office, you worry, but when I'm at home sick, you don't worry anymore?'"

  He also realized he had misspoken and immediately gave an embarrassed laugh. "No no, you're being too sensitive."