Chapter 44: Men Are Animals That Think with Their Lower Body

  "Ah?" Ling Ziwai was startled and asked hastily, "What's going on?"

  "It's nothing," said Ouyang Feifei with a poker face, "just that lovely 'old dad' who was played by me last summer and ended up committing suicide in the hotel. Do you still remember when I told you about the time I played with the coffee girl?"

  Ling Ziwei suddenly realized: "Oh, it's him? My god, what a small world! They're actually father and son. I remember now, that day you said Zhang Sen didn't look like anyone, you were talking about his dad, right? Geez! I'm saying, Miss Fei, you and the Zhang family really have a fate, huh?"

  "Hehe, who says it's not?" Ou Yang Fei Fei suddenly regained that playful and mischievous expression, giggling as she said, "Speaking of which, that old man was quite lovable, I felt like he had never played with a woman other than his wife before, at first he was really tense, it was hilarious. Later on, I thought, no way, if it's like this, wouldn't I be the one to suffer? Alright, I'll just uphold the spirit of humanism and teach you how to play with women. Ah, Wei Wei, don't even mention it, that old man learned quickly, his energy was really good, it's rare to see someone almost fifty years old still so capable. Honestly, later on when I heard he committed suicide, I really felt sorry for him, and it was also very sad."

  "Really? Why a pity? And why sad?" Ling Ziwai asked with a smile.

  "It's nothing," Ouyang Feifei smiled indifferently, "I just think he's quite lovable, such a lovable old man, it's a pity he died! To be honest, he was a good person and was kind to me at that time, so when I heard he committed suicide, I felt a bit sad, which is normal."

  "It's also, although he committed suicide, but you didn't kill Bo Ren, and Bo Ren died because of you, it's really sad. Moreover, now that we know he was Zhang Sen's father, you're still living in their house, facing his son every day, no wonder you'd avoid his photo. If I were you, I'd also feel uneasy." Ling Ziwei nodded understandingly.

  Ouyang Feifei's expression changed slightly, then immediately returned to normal: "Cut it out, how could I possibly have a guilty conscience? I'm basically someone without a conscience, growing up like this and not even knowing what a conscience is. It's just that facing that photo, I feel a bit eerie, as if he's monitoring my every move, as if he's warning me not to touch his son, or else he won't let me have good days. Saying I'm a bit scared is more accurate. After all, it's like you said, I didn't kill Bo Ren, but Bo Ren died because of me.

  "Anyway, if he wasn't a lecher, I wouldn't have had any chance to harm him, would I? So, it's still his own fault. However, speaking of which, trying to make men not be lechers is probably even harder than making dogs not eat feces!"

  "Think about that business, how much effort did Night put into setting up that trap just to make 'Midnight Door' a hit? And my performance at the time, that acting skill, paired with this face that's so beautiful it's pitiful... as long as he's a man, he'd fall for my trap. Men are animals that think with their lower body, right Vivian?"

  Ling Ziwei crouched down, looking at Ouyang Feifei seriously and sincerely said: "Feifei, when I was in Japan, I always thought you were very radical, very cold, and very ruthless. You radically view every matter, every person. Maybe it's related to your background, you think that there is no true goodness or beauty in this world, you don't believe anyone, and you don't accept anyone's friendship.

  "But Fei, after being alone with you for over a month now, I've discovered that you're using your eccentricity to conceal your true nature. In fact, you're a kind-hearted person and not the heartless person you claim to be."

  You would worry about Ke'er and comfort me, you would congratulate me on finally being able to cure Ke'er's illness; You would pray for Zhang Sen because he misses his father, and you would feel uneasy because Zhang Sen's father's death is related to him, and dare not face his memorial photo. Can't all this prove that you yourself love life and yearn for kinship?

  "Why must you suppress yourself, Fei Fei? Can't we just be true to ourselves without affecting our mission? Can't people live a life of hope instead of despair? I've always believed that one's appearance reflects their heart. You look so pure and beautiful, how can your heart be so ugly? Fei Fei, give yourself some space, even if it's just a tiny bit, isn't it okay to live for yourself sometimes? Why must you live such a tiring life?"

  As Ling Ziwai spoke, Ouyang Feifei's expression became increasingly complex, with a mix of emotions: she was moved, grateful, intolerant, and helpless. By the time Ling Ziwai finished speaking, all the expressions on her stunning face were quickly rearranged into one expression: a poker face!

  She pushed the wheelchair and said coldly, "You're too self-righteous, Ling Ziwu! Don't think you can move me with your pathetic theories. Who do you think you are? Just because I told you I'm an orphan, you think you understand me? I comforted you only because I didn't want to see your lost and dejected look, and I was afraid Zhang Sen would suspect something. You thought I really cared about you?"

  "I prayed for Zhang Sen because in that situation I had to do something, otherwise it would be unreasonable; I didn't dare face Zhang Ziliang's portrait, because I was afraid, because after forcing him to commit suicide, I still targeted his son to complete another task, I'm afraid he will become a vengeful spirit haunting me, what you call unease!"

  "What's holding back one's true feelings, what's revealing true emotions, it's all just your own wishful thinking. I've said it before, I never agree with two women working together to complete the same task, women are emotional animals, once they spend a long time together, even if nothing's wrong, they'll still find something to create trouble, always thinking they're someone else's savior or something! Sister, I've seen more of the world than you have, don't try to pull this nonsense on me!"