Insufficient balance

  As soon as Dong thought of what Xue Chongxun said, she couldn't help but feel a wave of disgust and resistance. However, she wasn't completely opposed to it either; perhaps doing something for someone else that she didn't want to do would dispel some of the gratitude in her heart.

  For the first time, someone didn't despise her as an ominous creature, but instead vowed to stay by her side, making her find herself and regain some confidence.

  Xue Chongxun saw her in a difficult situation and regained some of his composure, feeling a little softer in his heart. He abandoned the idea of using his power to coerce her, thinking: "It's just for lust, no need to do anything too excessive." After thinking about it, he said, "Forget it then."

  "I... can do it." Dong Shi raised her head bravely and said, she didn't know where the courage came from, maybe it was because she was too afraid of being abandoned by the whole world. "As long as Lang Jun doesn't abandon me, I'm willing to do everything for you."

  Xue Chongxun listened and suddenly felt a little moved, and couldn't help but carefully examine Dong's pale and pitiful oval face. She seemed like a drowning person grasping at a straw for survival, and he was that straw? Xue Chongxun felt a wave of sympathy in his heart, reached out to stroke her face and said: "Forget it, do not do unto others what you would not have them do unto you, but what I want is not necessarily what you want."

  He was selfish and gloomy, but occasionally revealed a warm side, which made Dong more determined to sacrifice. Only someone like her would do this: as long as others were good to her, she would be doubly good to them... A woman who lacked love too much.

  Xue Chongxun hadn't even had time to persuade her, when she lightly bit her lower lip, made a decision in her heart, opened her small mouth and wrapped it around the top of that thing with her warm little mouth.

  "Ah......" Xue Chongxun inadvertently sucked in a breath of cold air. The warm feeling was indescribable, as if he had been scalded, but it didn't hurt... It was as if his entire body had suddenly soaked into a hot spring.

  The scorching feeling, like a sweet and romantic sentiment, made people's souls fly away and lose all restraint. Xue Chongxun sighed: "I... feel too good..."

  Dong felt that this matter was no longer disgusting, just like it was a good thing in itself. Encouraged, she swallowed an even longer piece.

  The tenderness of his cheek and tongue, the hardness of his upper jaw and teeth, and the coexistence of pleasure and pain made Xue Chongxun's mind a little clearer, almost surrendering.

  ……

  Watching Dong Shi in that state, Xue Chongxun couldn't help but reach out and gently wipe the sticky substance from her mouth. She smiled slightly and said, "It's okay."

  Xue Chongxun felt a different kind of emotion, and his heart suddenly welled up with a surge of sympathy. Dong Shi might not think: in Xue Chongxun's heart, she was just an object, no matter how much he loved her, in his heart, she was just something he possessed... The only one who could make him have an equal attitude towards her was probably Jin Cheng.

  His emotions became somewhat disordered and he didn't respond to Dong's words, suddenly roughly pulling her into his arms, holding up her plump buttocks with both hands.

  When Dong's legs felt the hardness of the pestle, she couldn't help but feel a little fearful, because she had measured its strength with her mouth before, and she couldn't help but say in a panic: "Lang Jun, slow down."

  Xue Chongxun slowly lowered her body, and Dongshi couldn't help but tense up, wrapping his arms tightly around his neck, his mouth wide open in extreme tension. When she was fully seated on Xue Chongxun's legs, she let out a long sigh and trembled, saying: "So swollen..."

  Xue Chongxun grasped her waist with both hands and started thrusting back and forth, burying his head to suck on a bright red grape. The pleasant sensation quickly made him forget his worries. Amidst the rubbing of their ears and temples, Dong Shi's high-pitched and low-pitched gasps and moans were like a gentle melody, soft and moving.

  That hard pestle was like something that could absorb strength, and Dong felt that all her strength had been absorbed by it, her limbs were so soft and sour. But she was anxiously waiting for the arrival of a certain moment, the more anxious she was, the more urgent she was, just like giving birth to a child, without using force, there was no way to escape, so she could only use all her strength to grab Xue Chongxun's arm, and use her feet to kick the quilt, it was really like struggling at the moment of death.

  After struggling for a while, he finally waited for the arrival of the electrifying feeling, and its arrival made Dong Shi cry involuntarily. Just like a mountaineer who has climbed to the top of the mountain with great effort, took a breath, and was so exhausted that he didn't want to move.

  She leaned softly against Xue Chongxun, who continued to push forward. At this moment, Dong felt that the skin inside her body was weak to the extreme, and every friction was like being scraped off a layer of skin. She couldn't help but beg: "Stop for a while, I can't bear it anymore, I really don't have the strength."

  Xue Chongxun saw that she was panting, so he let her lean on the pillow and said: "Don't exert yourself, just stay like this." After saying that, he lifted up her long skirt to her waist, grasped her white and plump buttocks, and hastily inserted his thing inside... This posture made Dongshi take a deep breath, with a sobbing tone: "It's too deep, I feel like my belly is going to be pierced by you."

  Xue Chongxun then slowly withdrew to avoid hurting her.

  Before long, her back arched again, falling into that anxious urgency, her body involuntarily tensing up, accelerating the arrival of the climax through struggling and shouting.

  After listening to the seductive cry, Xue Chongxun felt a numbness spreading from his spine, and he involuntarily quickened his pace. He stared wide-eyed, his muscles bulging, and thrust heavily inside, his body convulsing once before relaxing, as if sinking into a bathtub, feeling both comfortable and exhausted.

  Xue Chongxun collapsed in exhaustion, embracing Dong Shi's body from behind, his hand still greedily grasping a large breast, and said with an unfulfilled tone: "It was really too fast, but it's okay, let's take a break and come again later."

  Dong said breathlessly: "I'm out of energy."

  "Don't bother," Xue Chongxun said.

  Dong said: "I don't have the energy for that... I'm really anxious."

  Xue Chongxun said, "Don't be too anxious, this matter isn't just about the last moment, the process is also worth savoring. Try to taste that annoying sweetness, hmm, just like longing... Suddenly I want to listen to 'Chang Xiang Si'."

  At this time, the sound of a night watchman's rattle came from outside. Xue Chongxun listened for a moment and couldn't help but say: "I didn't notice that it was already late, if I don't sleep now, the sky will be bright soon. Alas, I have something to do tomorrow, spring nights are indeed short."

  Dong turned around and hugged Xue Chongxun, softly saying: "Aren't there many more days to come? My lord doesn't despise me, I'm willing to accompany you forever."

  She said as she thought, and was a little worried that if she brought bad luck to this man who had bumped into her again, she didn't know what to do. As she thought about it, she couldn't help but hold Xue Chongxun tightly, afraid that he would suddenly disappear.

  If fate continues to be so cyclical, she has completely given up and resigned herself to her fate...